Feng Manli 's eyes crossed her and fell on Xiaoru, who was waiting for her.
Suqiao'an was stunned, and immediately said, "I'll wait for you first"
"Oh..." I took a look at Feng Manli.
She doesn't want to leave suqiao'an alone with Feng Manli, but she can't make a choice now. Suqiao'an has told her so, and she can only do it if she doesn't want to.
Xiaoru exits from the ward. In addition to suqiao'an and her children, there is only Feng Manli on the bed.
"Can you answer my question now?" asked sujoan
Feng Manli's eyes were out of focus, as if she was looking back at her old memories.
In fact, what she wants to say is indeed the past that has been covered with dust for many years.
She said, "do you know that my father and I were married because of business? There is no relationship between him and me, and the marriage is just because of the arrangement at home. "
Sujoan nodded.
She knew that in their time, as they were, it was almost impossible to be free to fall in love like ordinary people.
Their marriage was only a bargaining chip for the exchange of interests. Both Feng Manli and Chu Shixiong were victims of that era.
But
What does this have to do with Su Rong?
"Although Chu Shixiong doesn't like me, he still respects me very much. When he got married, our life was very good. At that time, I was thinking that what I was looking for in my life was just a reliable man, and I had nothing else to do with him. I was inevitably moved by him when he treated me. So I had feelings for him. I thought he treated me the same until I met your mother. "
Sujoan was shocked severely, and then uttered, "absolutely impossible! My mother will never destroy other people's family relations! And my mother has never lived here, she can't... "
"Don't worry, listen to me slowly, will you?" Feng Manli was weak and coughed twice.
Sujoan calmed down a little bit.
Seeing this, Feng Manli said in a hoarse voice slowly, "Jiang Ci, like his father, is intelligent, capable and promising in his youth, but too slow in his feelings. Over the years, I have always thought that your mother is a third child. She lies between me and him. I blame him and your mother more. But I didn't find out that I blame the wrong person until I was about to die, your mother It's innocent and the one who suffered the most. Jiang Ci's father still keeps a picture of your mother, just because he feels ashamed, feels guilty, and feels sorry for her... "
"I'm sorry that your mother and daughter have been wronged over the years. Think about it carefully. I don't have the right to insult Su Rong. Joan, I'm sorry. I know you are a self-supporting child. We've wronged you by marrying you into our family these years."
It's not grievance, it's not sadness, it's not joy. When suqiao'an heard this, she was stunned for a long time.
In her lifetime, she did not expect to hear such words from Feng Manli.
Looking at Feng Manli, who is as haggard as she is now, and her lovely daughter in her arms, suqiao'an is suddenly relieved.
In the past, she no longer wanted to investigate. After all, she had a daughter to raise.
"Promise me that you must take good care of Jiang CI for me. I have muddled through my whole life, harmed many people and failed many people. I beg you to take good care of him for me, OK?" She had no other ideas.
Only this wish is that Chu Jiang CI can live in this world well.
She knew that they all went ahead of him, which was a great blow to him.
Chu Jiangci has always been very independent, but no matter how self-reliance, there will be fragile time.
They all left, leaving him alone in this world, she really can not rest assured.
Fortunately, what she has done in the past has not made an irreparable mistake. Jiang Zihe has found Su qiao'an back. They have daughters and a small family that belongs to them.
In the future, as long as Su qiao'an is willing to accompany Jiang Ci, he may also be able to walk down slowly, and even if she is dead, she can feel more at ease.
"I said that even if you don't say it, I won't leave him. I have an inseparable bond with him." Their daughter is the bond that holds them together.
Even if in the future they really want to separate, I'm afraid they will give up because they don't want their daughter.
Moreover, after all these experiences, what else can we do?
Feng Manli seemed to be relieved. She was very energetic at first, but now she is decadent.
She had exhausted her energy by telling suqiao'an what she knew. Now her most worried things have been answered, and she can no longer worry about it.
Feng Manli smiled weakly, and her vision gradually blurred. She said, "I'm sorry to Jiang CI for me. In the next life, I hope we can have a chance to be a mother and a son, and let him..."The voice was getting smaller and smaller, and sujoan watched as she lost her voice and closed her eyes completely.
Live well.
Judging from the shape of her mouth, Feng Manli's last words in the world are for Chu Jiang CI. She hopes that Chu Jiang CI will live well.
Later, doctors and nurses came.
But at that time, Feng's vital signs had been calmed down to zero.
Sujoan was waiting outside the ward with the baby in his arms. When the doctor came out, he seemed to have some feelings. He shook his head at them.
In the silence of more than a minute, suqiao'an's brain was blank. She wondered if she was affected by the bad news because she had become a mother.
"First Sir... " Xiaoru was the first to see Chu Jiang CI.
Listening to Xiaoru's voice, suqiao'an responded. She turned around and saw that Chu Jiangci was standing two meters away from them, and there was a packing box at her feet. All the cakes inside were scattered.
He didn't get close, and the whole person was as dead as if he had lost his soul.
Suqiao'an sighed softly, and gave the child to Xiaoru, who would carry the child downstairs to the garden for a walk.
After Xiaoru did so, she stepped closer. The closer she was to Chu Jiang Ci, the more she could see the daze in Chu Jiang Ci's eyes.
Maybe Chu Jiang's words were just hard spoken. He was not as ruthless as he showed.
Sujoan didn't know what to say or how to comfort him.
But Chu Jiang Ci, he looked at her, the voice is extremely hoarse, "thank you."
She was stunned.
Thank you? Is he thanking her for bringing the baby to see feng for the last time?