Chapter 913

Sujoan's face was not very good-looking, even the little Ru, who had been a little slow in response, could see it.

After she asked, sujoan didn't answer her much, so she went into the room on her own.

Xiaoru thought, isn't it another fight?

Otherwise, why did the wife run back to the room alone and look so wrong when she mentioned her husband?

As for the two masters, one of her servants is not clear. Although she is curious, she knows the rules and will not mix in.

She only hoped that the two masters would not have a cold war for too long, otherwise, it would be the people around them who would suffer.

Xiaoru was too big to breathe. She went into the room after Suqiao settled down. She asked cautiously, "madam, miss is still asleep. If you don't have other instructions, I'll go back to the room first."

"Oh..." Sujoan's reaction was slow. "You go back to rest. It's hard for you today."

Anyway, Xiaoru didn't have a rest for the children she took with her for a day. She was afraid that she was also tired. She stayed here, and Xiaoru couldn't have a rest. Besides, she didn't want to see outsiders very much now. On the contrary, she could have a better life alone.

She opened her mouth to let Xu Xiaoru leave. Before Xiaoru left, she said, "let the other people in the room quit first. I want to have a rest. They are not suitable in the room."

"OK." Xiaoru is ready to respond.

As soon as the only stranger left, the room became silent.

She looked at the sleeping dumpling lying on the bed, took off her coat and changed her clothes, carefully lying beside the dumpling, quietly looking at the child's young face.

Children are still young. If there is any irreparable contradiction between their adults, it should be the biggest harm for children, right?

Look at sunflower, you will know how much influence it will have on children if you don't grow up in a relatively stable and healthy family

She would rather her daughter be unruly and headstrong than make her as sensible and clever as sunflower, and wronged herself to please others.

Sunflower is too early to mature, so small to know to see other people's face to act.

Such a child is lovely, but for sujoan, who is a parent, she only has endless heartache.

How many things does it take to become like this?

The child who has not experienced the world will only maintain the innocence, and will not think as early as anemone that it should not be her age.

And Yanzhi

The child, when she brought him back from the orphanage, was as sensitive as sunflower. Feeling cowardly.

He was curious and afraid of those who came into contact with him.

People there treat him as a monster, so they never give him basic respect and tie him in the corner, regardless of his life or death.

Seeing Fu Yanzhi, sujoan's heart was touched.

Only when she was soft hearted did she bring Fu Yanzhi home and raise him as her own child.

Although after so long time together, the child has gradually become accustomed to living with them, but for him, they are not his real family after all.

There are many things hidden in his heart. He has a wish that he has not finished but must complete by himself.

When I was young, I chose to go abroad and study alone, not only for the sake of learning.

Although Fu Yanzhi didn't say anything to her, she knew that there was hatred in the child's heart. The lingering hatred didn't disappear with the time he spent with them. He always remembered the impact that the bloody picture brought to him. The hatred could only end if he revenged himself in the future.

Revenge?

She won't stop Fu Yanzhi, but she doesn't agree.

In fact, hating a talent is the hardest work. He spends most of his life on that person. When he really reaches his goal and fulfills his wish, he will understand that sometimes even if he avenges himself, he can't get real happiness and relief.

He will only fall into a deeper confusion, do not know where to go, do not know what to do.

Once she was like this. When she lost her child, she hated Chu Jiangci, Jiang Kerou, and her own incompetence and stupidity.

But as time went on, she slowly forgot that she once hated people who ate meat and blood.

When she chose to leave, she did not hate or complain. She thought that all the years she spent on one person were wasted in vain.

The moment she chose to let go, she was empty.

I bought a ticket that I didn't know where to go. I never made a plan. I didn't have any idea. I just wanted to ride to the terminal where I left.

But she didn't expect Mo yunlang to follow her all the way, never leaving for a moment.

Accompany her to get off at the terminal, accompany her to take root in a strange city and start again.

Whether before or now, she is grateful to Mo yunlang. There is nothing but gratitude.She knew clearly that they were not the same people, she could not give him what he wanted, even if they were forced together, there would be no future.

It's because of her strength that Chu Jiangci's position is placed too much, so that she will meet again after many years of separation, and she will feel heartache.

After half a lifetime of muddleheaded separation, separation and cooperation, and now that the children have been born, sujoan's turbulent heart has long been settled.

But the more secure she was, the less used she was to it.

She always said she wanted to believe Chu Jiangci, but in her feelings, she was not confident and worried about whether Chu Jiangci had a virtue with Mrs. Chen's husband.

Married for a long time, I think this kind of day is boring, I don't think she has any attraction.

She did not believe that Chu Jiang CI would be so easily caught up by other women, but the reality could not allow her not to believe it.

There are too many talented women with sweet faces and soft bodies. If not, one of them will make Chu Jiang's Ci look right.

What about her?

In order to have a baby, she has made a mess of herself. The whole person is thin and has no good complexion, and her skin is no more shiny than that of a young girl in her early twenties.

Years still left traces on her body. Not only that, but also her body was incomplete. She had scars big and small.

Some left when I was a child, and some left in these years, the deepest one is the trace of the abdomen, which is the indelible scar she left for the sake of giving birth to a ball.

She never thought the trace was ugly. She paid for her children. She thought it was worth it. She sometimes looked at the scar in the mirror and thought it was lovely. After all, it represented a new life that had come out of there.

But men don't like it, do they?