Chapter 995

It took her more than ten minutes to clear up her mind before she was able to settle down.

When entering the room, Chu Jiangci was leaning back against the head of the bed, not idle with his hands, still reading the file data with his iPad.

Sujoan went into the house and took the iPad away from him, with a big face, "can't you settle down when you're sick?"

"I......"

As soon as he spoke, he was interrupted by sujon. "Are you going to say you're OK again? As Dr. Qin said, how do you think your body needs to stop and rest? When you are critically ill, what should we do? Tuanzi is still so small. She needs your father's company. "

She did not know whether she was angry with Chu Jiang's Ci or with herself.

As a pillow side person, she should know Chu Jiang Ci's physical condition better than anyone else.

It was the comfort he gave her that made her forget that husband and wife need to care for each other.

After having Tuanzi, she really cared less and less about Chu Jiangci. Even if she knew that he would be exhausted if he stayed up late to work like that, she remembered to warn the supervisor one second ago and forgot the next.

Su Qiaoan sighs gently, puts the iPad in his hand on the head of the bed, flicks off the corner of the quilt and sits down beside the bed, "Jiang Ci, shall we check tomorrow?"

His stomach has been pierced, and he has not been spared. Now he can't compare with the past. His physical quality will not be much better than in the past. If he doesn't protect in time, he will probably have a shorter life than her.

She doesn't want to see anyone around her again, let alone face her life again when she is used to being protected.

Chu Jiangci gazed at her for a long time, her eyes were heavy. "OK, you can arrange it."

He didn't turn down sujoan.

When suqiao'an wanders around the door, he already knows suqiao'an's uneasiness and panic.

Most of the time, she was frightened by the sudden onset of the disease, which made her lose her temper.

When Qin Yi came, her hostess stood in a stupidly way, saying nothing. Before Qin Yi left, she prescribed some medicine and injected him, fearing that the effect would not be stable and infused him with liquid.

During this period, he watched suqiao'an stop talking. It seemed that he wanted to ask something, and he could not say anything. It was like he was scared to be silly.

She left together with Qin Yi. She didn't need to know what she said with Qin Yi. So even though he knew that Su qiao'an was at the door of the room, he didn't disturb her. He thought that maybe Su qiao'an needed a relatively independent and quiet environment to let her calm down slowly.

"Dr. Qin said that you had stomach perforation and lived in the hospital for a while. That was What time is it? " She hesitated to ask.

But even if Chu Jiang refused to answer, she probably guessed.

"A long time ago, I forgot." Chu Jiang's faint smile.

That smile, sujon looked at the heart block.

In the past, maybe they are all wrong. No one can be alone.

Holding each other's prejudice, desperately trying to get close to each other and being stabbed by the sharp stab of each other, we can only escape.

She was distressed at the fact that the child she had hoped for in her whole life was gone. What's more, the child's existence was so rejected by Chu Jiang's Ci that it was too soon to be eliminated.

The child is gone, she once wanted to give birth, fell into a very serious depression.

Her consciousness was clear at that time, and she could feel everything outside.

But she would rather squat in the abyss than try to climb away from the dark and lonely land.

Self abandonment, self indulgence, self loathing.

She hated Chu Jiang's words for her life, but she hated her inability even more. She was naive enough to believe that the other side might not hate her and her children so much.

The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

She could not accept Chu Jiang's idea that she would give her children to other women to support her. It had become a thorn in her heart. If she didn't read it, it would be fine. The blood of those who read it would be dripping.

I can't face Chu Jiang's words or myself.

Sorrow is not greater than the death of the heart, just choose to go away quietly.

She needs time to recuperate, time to accept the fact that her child has passed away. Unfortunately Her efforts are still in vain.

Only when we met again did we know that he was not so determined as she thought.

Maybe in those years, like her, she was immersed in the grief of her child's death and needed to hide in the tortoise shell to protect herself.

In recent years, the truth slowly spread in front of her eyes, and she was more and more helpless.

At that time, they were still too young and vigorous, with less sharp sarcasm and less confrontation. They could not live together peacefully.

"Forget it..." It's not a pleasant memory, just forget it.

Sujoan regained his mind and began to help him with the medicine. When he came up earlier, he poured him another cup of warm boiled water, which hasn't been touched yet.She served Chu Jiangci to take the medicine. After watching him swallow the medicine with water, she was a little relieved. "Lie down and have a rest. I'll cook some rice porridge for you."

She seriously suspected that Chu Jiangci had nothing to eat all day. He left early in the morning. At noon, he was busy with his work. He must have forgotten to eat again.

Since it's stomach upset, it's even worse to be hungry all day long.

When he wanted to get up, Chu Jiang stopped her. "Don't be busy. I'm not hungry."

"Not hungry? If you don't eat anything, it will be even worse! I'll get you something to eat. You can have a good rest at night! " She couldn't help breaking it.

Chu Jiangci pondered for a long time and made a compromise. "This is the way of calculation. You can also give it to Xiao Ru to do it."

"You want me to be here with you?"

"Well"

he didn't want to let suqiao'an know, but he thought he could survive. Unexpectedly, the drugs in the study all the year round have been used up. There is no medicine to relieve, and it's just becoming more and more serious to work in the study.

The last thing Chu Jiangci wanted to see was that she worked hard and worried about herself. The more she tried to hide, the faster she was exposed. He still couldn't stand it. He revealed the weak and sick appearance in front of suqiao'an.

At present, I can't hide that. It doesn't need that kind of thought. As long as sujoan is with him, he can always see where his eyes are, and he can see when he looks up. That's enough.

Would sujoan not understand his mind? He made it clear that she could not refuse, but called Xiaoru to help cook some porridge, water and liquid food, so that he could not eat it.

After Xiaoru left, she would stay by his side, and Tuanzi would climb up and down on the bed with great spirit.