Tang Si agreed to accompany Feng Jian to have a meal. The place was chosen by Feng Jian. They sat in the car and didn't talk. As usual, they were silent.
After arriving at the place arranged by Feng Jian, Tang Si slowly got out of the car and followed her into the hotel.
It's not early or late, but it's embarrassing.
However, there are few people to eat. The restaurant is not crowded at all. There are many other places to choose.
Feng Jian said hello to the people in the restaurant, who took them to the box on the second floor, separated from the noisy hall.
There are only two of them, so the box is not very big.
Feng Jian is sitting opposite her. She can see each other's face as soon as she looks up, which makes her feel embarrassed.
He seemed to be very familiar with this place. He didn't ask Tang Si. He didn't read the menu, so he quickly gave out a list of dishes. The waiter took notes and left the box. When he left, he gently took the door for them.
Tang Si drinks tea with a small dark brown tea cup, and Feng Jian just laughs, "why? Is it so uncomfortable to see me? "
"No," she replied busily.
"No? I don't think you really want to be alone with me. "
Tang Si shook her head. "Really not." She just thought about her inner feelings, so she felt a little uneasy to face Feng Jian again. She didn't want to see Feng Jian.
Feng Jian casually nodded his head, "no, I don't want this last meal to make each other unhappy."
When he said this, he stabbed Tang Si's heart. The point of feeling vulnerable.
Yes, this is their last meal.
I used to think that there was still a lot of time to waste, but I didn't expect that the day of separation would come so soon, far beyond their original idea.
Tomorrow morning, she knew she would leave. She felt a little sad when she really faced this moment.
Tang Si took up the cup and said, "I'll replace the wine with tea. I wish you a pleasant journey." I hope that his life will be better and better in the future, and I hope that he can forget such a terrible person forever.
"Do you know where I'm going? Wish me a good journey? "
"I'm sure you won't stay here, so there's nothing wrong with wishing you a pleasant journey?" Tang Si had this expectation. He didn't belong to this city, so he would leave here one day. In these two days, he could submit his resignation letter to prove that he was ready to leave.
Feng Jian smiled meaningfully, without saying a word, but picked up the tea cup and drank it clean.
That's right. He won't stay here any longer. He's going to leave here. His return date is uncertain.
Fortunately, they didn't make too much agreement and didn't really get together. Otherwise, it would not be easy for him to leave.
"Will you stay here?" Feng Jian asked.
He was not sure if Tang Si would leave after he left.
If she's gone, it seems to be a lot of trouble to look for her again.
"I don't know." Tang Si didn't say frankly that he would leave. In her opinion, they would never meet again or have any chance to meet again, so there was no need to say these things.
After all, she still doesn't believe in Feng Jian!
Although they know that they are not totally without each other's existence, they are really not suitable for it.
"If you want to leave here, you are welcome to come to me at any time. I can be your guide for free."
"Well, thank you" won't have that chance.
Tang Si took a cup and sipped tea. She didn't talk much.
Knowing that this was the last meal, she also felt a little bit uninterested, even though it was hard for her to cheer herself up.
Jiang Ying said that she should try to keep Feng Jian instead of letting her go. She said that Feng Jian must be waiting for her to stay. As long as she is willing to speak, Feng Jian is likely to stay.
Will it?
If she did say that, would they be embarrassed?
She also wished that Feng could leave her life and return to his own world.
Until all the dishes were served, Tang si still had nothing to say.
Silently, he lowered his head to eat, as if he didn't know how to leave. He didn't say anything to keep him. It's not easy to wish him a good journey. She can't say anything else.
Parting is a lesson she will never learn. She will not learn to send each other away from her life in a dignified and considerate way, nor to wait for the old people who don't know when they will come back.
She was afraid that she would be lost in the long river, and that she would be forgotten by the other side and would not come back here.
Sometimes the so-called gathering and dispersing don't seem to apply to her at all. She knows that there will be no reunion this time.
"Do you have time in the evening?" Feng Jian asked suddenly.Tang Si was shocked and looked up at him I'm going home later, maybe not... "
"This is the last time, Tang Si. I promise this is the last time."
“……”
Tang Si was very sad. She knew that this was the last time she was afraid of losing her temper, so she didn't want to stay with him.
But when it comes to this, she can't seem to make such a decisive decision. She can't make it even if she refuses to seal Jane.
Feng Jian looked at her seriously. "We've known each other for a while. Can't we just end this relationship? I will send you home on time. After this time, I don't know if I will see you again. "
Thinking that they would never have any chance to meet again, Tang Si wavered.
In the end, she nodded to acquiesce in his request.
Feng Jane sighed, "let's go out for a walk when we finish the meal later?"
"Good."
Tang Si was very obedient to the meaning of Fengjian, and didn't mean to contradict at all.
She told herself in the bottom of her heart that this was the last time. After tonight, they will return to two parallel lines and move forward. There may be no intersection in their lives.
Oh
He could go on, and he might end up here.
Since it's the last time, it doesn't matter. She is willing to spend more time with Feng Jian. Knowing that this will not change anything, she still wants to spend more time with him.
She is the one who wants to leave with these beautiful memories. She should give each other a little more time, whether it's for Feng Jian or herself.
Feng Jian doesn't know what she's thinking, but she hasn't seen her for a few days. Tang Si seems to be thin and a little haggard. He knows that Tang Si has been working overtime. He just doesn't know why Tang Si is so anxious