Chapter 1119

When Tang Si woke up, Feng Jian was still sleeping.

She gazed intently at the man in his sleep, who slept soundly as if nothing could affect his sleep.

I don't know what I saw in my dream. She looks at Feng Jian's mouth and slightly curls up.

If he can keep this happy state all the time, it's good. Tang Si thinks that maybe he thinks too much. Even if Feng Jian is not with him, he won't be sad.

Not to mention that his living environment is more comfortable than that of ordinary people, but only his character. If he really gets it, he may not forget it. After a long time, he will forget what he has now, and then start a new life with another woman, so Tang Si will not worry about the deeper and deeper Feng Jian gets.

At least she believes that Feng Jian is rational. She will not give up everything she has for a woman. When she really has to choose, he will know what he should give up and what he should hold on to.

Power and wealth are the most practical, while women are just passing by.

Who can accompany this kind of society forever?

So

Feng Jian will soon come out of the difficulties and embrace a new life, but there will be no place in his new life.

Tang Si silently moved away with her arms around her waist and carefully sat up with her arms around the quilt. She did not wake up Feng Jian.

She had a headache as she looked at the men's and women's clothes scattered around the bed.

I didn't expect that she would return the necklace and give herself back. She's in bed, but she doesn't regret it.

Anyway, she will never have any relationship with other people in her life. Maybe this is the last time. Since it's the last time, why not give her clean self to the person she likes?

She didn't think about that much, such as pursuing the future of two people or letting each other be responsible. She just wanted to return to their respective positions after this time.

If you are right, Feng Jian is not only resigned, he may also leave the city.

From the time she entered the bedroom, she could see the unpacked luggage lying on the carpet and packing outside.

This shows that Feng Jian has left here, so if he wants to leave, she will be so relieved to hand over herself. She knows that Feng Jian will not stay for herself, and of course, she does not want him to stay in this city for himself.

To put it bluntly, she knew that Feng Jian was bound to leave, so she would feel at ease.

When you lift the quilt and get out of bed, your feet are shaking.

She was the first time, so she had no experience.

After bending over and picking up the clothes, she silently carried them to the bathroom for cleaning. In the mirror, she saw the mottled marks on her body. Fortunately, there were no kissing marks left on her neck. Otherwise, she would be seen by Jiang Ying later. Jiang Ying would definitely ask questions, maybe she would think of Feng Jian.

Is it so uncomfortable? Why are there people still keen on this kind of thing?

At the beginning, she only felt very painful, but it didn't last long. Maybe Feng Jian had too much energy, so she felt very tired and just wanted to finish soon?

It's a rare experience in life, but it doesn't leave a good impression on her.

She is not keen on this kind of thing and doesn't like it. She has experienced it and doesn't think it's special. She just thinks it's a very energy consuming thing.

After cleaning up the marks left by the seal Jane on her body, she put on her new clothes.

Tang Si thought that maybe she should be glad that Feng Jian didn't tear her clothes violently, or she just wanted to sneak away now.

After putting on the clothes and going out from the bathroom, Feng Jian was still sleeping, unaware that someone was walking in the room.

Before leaving, Tang Si stood by the bed and took a deep look at him.

Maybe for the first time?

At first, she liked Feng Jian only 50%, but now it seems to have been promoted to 100%. She admitted that she liked Feng Jian, but she didn't want to tell him when he was sober.

She only dare to say softly when Feng Jian is sleeping, "I like you, but It's impossible between us. "

It's hard to help, she bends. He kissed her gently on the corner of his lips, and left at the touch of her, for fear that she might wake up Feng Jian.

Seeing that he was still asleep, Tang Si could not help but smile.

Only when he didn't realize it, could she let go. Body and mind express their most real emotions.

She didn't know why she fell in love with the person she didn't see from the beginning. Maybe his long-term performance moved her heart slowly. Maybe she was really lonely for a long time and needed a company, right?

Tang Si silently thanked Feng Jian for letting her realize the feeling of being pursued and being missed all the time in the limited time. She should have no great regret in her life.

She did everything she had to do, and the one she should love also loved.If you really want to say regret, it should be regret that their time together is really too short, right?

Before she knew anything, she should be separated in a hurry.

"Goodbye." Tang Si said goodbye to him in a low voice, and then started to walk away from the bedroom.

After closing the door, her hand has been resting on the doorknob, and her back is against the cold door plank. She feels lost, as if she has lost something very important.

When the door is closed, it is not only the parting in front of them, but also the eternal separation that separates their world completely.

The two intersecting lines are finally back on track. The two parallel lines may not have the chance to intersect again in the future.

Tang Si felt the position of her heart. It was very stuffy and uncomfortable here. It seemed that something was pressing on her heart. She couldn't breathe, and couldn't maintain a uniform breathing rate.

Disordered heartbeat, her feelings will be completely disrupted.

The only firm decision she can make is to leave, go out quietly from here, and leave her life completely.

This is probably the best chance for her to give a curtain call. Whether or not she will remember her later, at least she will not forget. As long as she is still alive, she will remember that someone came to her side, gave her warmth and moved her heart.

They had each other completely, even though they would be separated in the end.

She doesn't have to grasp a perfect ending. Her relationship with Feng Jian is not close enough to be able to completely compare her privacy. Besides, she doesn't want to drag Feng Jian into her past. If she is lucky enough to meet in the future, she may change her mind at that time