Chapter 1160

Sujoan went back to the master bedroom, took a bath and then fell asleep in his bathrobe, exhausted, without drying his hair.

She is too tired. She needs some time to rest.

But if the rest time is too long, she will start to think.

She didn't want to always struggle in the long river of missing Chu Jiang's Ci. She would rather make herself very busy, too busy to stop, than go through the pain of losing hope again and again.

Sleepy in bed, wet hair stained the pillow.

She didn't sleep very well. Her dream was still messy. She dreamt about the past, the present and the three members of her family. Suddenly, Chu Jiang's words, holding her baby, disappeared.

Without children, without Chu Jiang Ci, everything around us is false.

She called a lot of voices and no one answered. She began to be confused about what was true and what was false.

Sujoan thought that if the false dream can make their family keep each other well, she is willing to stay in the dream. She can't deceive her inner cowardice and hide her real fear.

She was afraid to face the reality, and even more afraid that one day the doctor would tell her that Chu Jiangci was no longer saved and that he had to die naturally.

How is it possible?

She didn't want chu Jiang Ci to become the same as Chu Wei Qian, and she didn't want chu Jiang Ci to follow Chu Wei Qian's footsteps.

She didn't want to worry about the past.

She is willing to admit her mistake and accept defeat, but she doesn't want to lose anyone any more, so she won't get a stable life! How could she have the heart to push it away? If all her hopes were broken in front of her again, she would be really mad.

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"What can I do? My wife seems to have a fever and has been talking nonsense "

"It's 39 degrees, so I have to send it to the hospital quickly"

"the fever relief needle has been injected, and the medicine has also been given to her, let's see when she will wake up"

Sujoan vaguely heard a lot of people talking in their ears. Some people were saying that she was too unable to take care of herself, so she always let herself get hurt and so on. Some people seemed to ask something and talk to each other.

It's true that it's noisy, but it's hard for her to wake up.

She just felt tired and wanted to close her eyes and have a good rest.

In the barren dream, she seemed to see a familiar figure far away.

Standing on the high hillside, he was so black that he could not see his face clearly. He could only vaguely recognize his body shape. She could also recognize that it was Chu Jiang CI.

It was the only one she could recognize without looking at her face, just a vague figure.

She could see him at a glance in the crowd, could hear his footsteps from the confusion of footsteps, and could recognize the frequency of his heartbeat.

He stood far away from himself, as if waiting for something.

She wants to try to get close, but no matter how hard she tries to climb up, she can't find the way to get close to him.

Later, his face gradually became clear, which was the person she thought about day and night.

She waved at him, smiled at him, and kept calling his name.

He was also responding to her, smiling gently at her, but he didn't speak, didn't say a word, just looked at himself intensely, didn't mean to help himself up, and he didn't have the tendency to come down.

Close at hand and like far away in the world, she can't get close to how hard she tries.

That kind of feeling is just like that after she married him, in order to be able to stand on the same height with him one day, she can't even reach him.

She did not understand why he could not move after seeing himself, as if he did not care whether he could reach her.

Sujoan felt very aggrieved, but she couldn't even ask.

The biggest reason for her tears was that she felt that Chu Jiang had left this time as if to say goodbye to her. He said nothing, but the tenderness in his eyes was like the deep sea, quiet and deep, containing everything.

She was afraid that he would disappear in front of her eyes. There was a bad feeling in her heart.

It's strange that she's doing stupid things repeatedly, but her consciousness is still clear. She knows that all these are fake, and she can't help being greedy for the warmth of the moment.

She was tired and didn't struggle. She stood still and just looked up at him.

He was also very strange. He didn't say anything and still kept a mild smile.

There is no difference with the warm little brother in her memory. The face of her childhood is overlapped with that of her present.

This time, it seems that she lost Chu Jiang's ci

The light behind him is more and more intense, dazzling people can not open their eyes.

She stubbornly stared at that place, watched the wipe figure gradually become thin in the strong light, and then disappeared in front of her.I don't know why. She knows it's all fake, but she will still feel heartache when she sees him disappear.

I woke up.

She woke up, too.

Suqiao'an opened her eyes and was dazed for a while. When she wanted to climb up and sit up, she found that she had a needle in her hand, and the infusion bag was hanging on the shelf at the bedside.

Xiaoru comes in with lukewarm water and sees that suqiao'an has woken up. She hurriedly walks in. "Don't move, madam, or you'll get rid of the needle."

"How long have I slept?"

"Day and night." Xiaoru thought about that one day ago, she found that suqiao'an didn't get up early to go to the company. She thought that suqiao'an wanted to have a day off, or the company didn't plan to go late, so she didn't quarrel with her.

It wasn't until Chen Wei came here to find someone that she realized something was wrong.

After she and Chen Wei entered the master bedroom, they found that suqiao'an's face had abnormal tide. Red, she was shocked by the temperature of her body. After taking the temperature, she found that she had a fever of 39 degrees, but she didn't find it at all. She was not sure when suqiao'an started to have a fever. Because of her sudden, suqiao'an had such a serious fever that she was lying in bed and was not found. She was very remorseful.

Chen Wei originally said that she would send suqiao'an to the hospital. Xiaoru wanted to ask a family doctor to come quickly. Because that doctor was in charge of the health of Chu's family, she called people. Soon, they rushed to suqiao'an, gave suqiao'an a fever relief injection, gave suqiao'an a fever relief medicine, and asked them to take suqiao'an. Xiaoru wanted to take care of her children and take photos of them Gu suqiao'an will be too busy, and they are afraid of infecting the disease to the Tuan Zi, so Chen Wei will stay to help. At this time, Chen Wei is taking the child outside. She heard suqiao'an shouting for water before pouring a glass of lukewarm water downstairs. When she came up, she saw that suqiao'an was awake.