Chapter 46

"Gong Xueer seems to be in the past memories, said:" after graduating from junior high school, Lu Haotian specially held a graduation party. You invited me to go there. I said I didn't have a small dress or high-heeled shoes. So you took me to your cloakroom and selected at will. You helped me pick out a white dress and a pair of pink crystal high-heeled shoes. When I put them on, for a moment, I really did I thought I was like you, a little princess living in the castle. I went to your graduation party happily that day

Xia Yangyang also remembers, but Xia Yangyang still remembers that Gong Xueer did not appear that day.

"That day, you told me that you were not feeling well and didn't participate," Xia said

Gong Xueer said: "I was very happy and excited that day. It passed early in the morning. At that time, there was no one else in the party venue, only Lu Haotian was arranging the venue. Although I met him many times in those three years, I looked at him from such a close distance for the first time. He was wearing a suit and dress, just like a prince riding a white horse in a fairy tale..."

Xia Yangyang said: "so you fell in love with him at first sight and betrayed our friendship, just to use me to get close to him?"

Gong Xueer laughed: "do you know what Lu Haotian said to me first?"

Xia Yangyang did not speak.

Gong Xueer said: "when he saw me, he came to me. I can remember my heart beating and expectation. I know he is your boyfriend, and I don't have any indiscreet thoughts. But I think I'm your best friend. At least I'm also a friend with him. But when he came to me, he frowned and looked at me for a while, and then said," Why are you? " Do you wear clothes and shoes? "

At that time, Gong Xueer was a little embarrassed and said with a red face, "it was the central bank that lent me the clothes."

Lu Haotian said without hesitation: "are you a beggar? You don't have clothes to wear? This pair of shoes is a graduation gift I bought to the central government after working for two months by myself. You deserve to wear them? "

Gong Xueer still remembers the great humiliation at that time.

Gong Xueer said: "Xia Yangyang, do you know that feeling? It's like Cinderella was beaten back to her original shape after 12 o'clock and turned into an ugly toad. At that time, I knew that you and I were not people of the same world after all. You lived in the clouds, and I was in the swamp and mud. Even if occasionally, you stretched out your hand to me, just to let me see my gap and unbearable situation more clearly. At that time, I swore hard I'm going to climb to the top of that cloud one day, and I've done it now

Gong Xueer seems to have a kind of complacency in his eyes: "can you imagine my mood when Lu Haotian sleeps beside me? When the man who once regarded me as a mole ant was sweating on me, it was a great satisfaction. I felt that the humiliation in the past had been made up for. Even, I was the first Get his woman

Xia Yangyang said, "don't say that. I don't know what Haotian said to you, but even then, it's not the reason why you become like this. You care too much about other people's eyes and are too afraid that others will look down on you. However, even if you live in poverty, the freedom of mind is much more important than other people's evaluation and vision."

"Xia Yangyang, what you said is simple. It's because you left the country well since you were a child, and you didn't suffer from the hardships of life. Have you ever tried to feel that the teacher who owes tuition fees visits home every day? Have you ever tried a day when all the students were talking about limited sport shoes and I had patches on them? Have you tried eating only steamed bread and boiled water for lunch all semester? If you have not experienced it, you are not qualified to say me! "

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