Chapter 1739

"Xi Zijun said:" over the years, I have encountered a lot of big wind and waves, but I have never been so afraid as now. I am very worried that my eyes will be blind, and I will live in a dark world in the next life. Those who have seen the sun will certainly not be able to endure the endless darkness. "

Gu Qichen walked over and gently pulled Xi Zijun's hand: "no, believe me, won't."

Xi Zijun seems to be slightly Leng Leng.

Gu Qichen has always hated physical contact with others.

Even in the years when they worked together.

Countless late night drinks in the office.

Even if Gu Qichen was completely drunk.

He will not indulge himself.

Even sometimes even she wanted to send him back, when she met him, she would be very resistant.

This, Xi Zijun heart is very clear.

Therefore, Xi Zijun has never worked hard in this convenience.

Because Xi Zijun knew that what he was waiting for was humiliation and contempt.

But it seems a little different recently.

Before, when she disappeared at the police station.

When Gu Qichen heard the news, his first reaction was to hold her.

This change is of great significance to Xi Zijun.

This is the second time.

Gu Qichen took her hand.

Although the heart is also unable to control the joy.

But on the surface, Xi Zijun still looks light.

She added, "but I'm afraid again. My eyes are cured. Are you going to leave?"

Gu Qichen did not speak

Xi Zijun doesn't look so pathetic in clothes.

But it was a kind of self mockery: "in fact, I know, ah Chen, you stay by my side, mostly because of my guilt, because my eyes are hurt because of saving your son. In fact, I am also very selfish. I know you pity me because of this, but I still want to catch you, because there is no other person around me, and I know that I am like this As the third party who destroys other people's families, I always despise such people, because my family, the atmosphere I grew up in, and my biological mother are all victims. I don't want to be an aggressor, but I can't control my heart after all... "

The tone of Xi Zijun's speech is not the same as that of her usual high profile.

It seems to have become particularly candid.

It seems from her expression, from her words can feel her pain and contradiction.

As if she is also struggling with the enemy, that kind of pain, but more painful.

Gu Qichen said: "no, Zijun, don't think so..."

However, Xi Zijun suddenly raised his head: "what is that like? I hope to know what you are thinking now. In fact, you can tell me anything Even if we can't be lovers, at least we're the best partners. We're the best friends, aren't we? "

"I..."

Xi Zijun seemed to see Gu Qichen's hesitation and pain for the first time.

That kind of struggling to give up constantly.

Xi Zijun's heart but gradually an snack, she has been in Gu Qichen side.

All these years.

Pay so much, never ask for return.

Even at the beginning, he even made some suggestions to help him recover Xia Yangyang.

Ghost knows, at that time her heart is really a thousand cuts in general suffering.

It's just, at that time, she started casting the net.

Weaving bit by bit, not slow, just waiting for a suitable opportunity.

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