Chapter 143

It's kind of nice. It's a dark restaurant.

Because of the darkness, she didn't have to face his words with embarrassment.

Seeing the warmth and silence, Huo Ting raised his eyebrows deeply: "you are always avoiding problems, but there are some things that you can't escape through the first day of the first year, but you don't understand the truth?"

"Then I'll ask you a question. "

"You ask."

Bite your lips tenderly: "do you love me?"

Huo Ting deep smile: "more and more love."

"Then For you, who is more important, ye wanluo and I. "

Her question made him suddenly silent.

"Must I compare with her?"

"Is this hard to choose?"

Huo Ting deep voice, a long time later said: "of course, you are important to me."

"Huo tingshen, the reason why you hesitated just now is that you are not sure who is more important to her and me. After weighing, you think ye wanluo has your second brother, so you will say, I am more important, right?"

"Warmth, everyone has the past, it's not right to grasp others' past and face the future."

"Yes, I do, and my past is not so bright. Therefore, I will not give myself to a man who hesitates when making a choice between me and another woman because of the momentary emotion, momentary gratitude, inexplicable but suppressed feelings.

I want, not because of attraction, so a little love, even in the future will be more and more love. I don't want to be uncertain, I am I have no sense of security for men. In other words, I don't believe in men.

Because I didn't believe it enough, when I saw Gao Muran betraying me, I was painful and sad, but I didn't go to talk to Gao Muran and song ruolai, but I went to digest these pains by myself, and then I didn't give Gao Muran any chance to explain, and I broke up with him directly. He said that I refuse, but only I know that I refuse because he who can give me a sense of security has destroyed this sense of security.

I know that I am not good at feeling, but the shadow that Bai Antai brings to me is too terrible, which you may not understand. I can only tell you that if not for my own heart to put down all the uneasiness and fear, then, even if I know that I fell in love with a person, I will not easily take the next step.

That's why I can feel your good clearly, but I haven't responded to you positively. It's not because you're not good enough, it's not because you've had someone else in your heart, I care. It's because you have someone else in your heart, and there is no way to forget it completely. This kind of you makes me feel insecure.

Huo tingshen, people are selfish, I am more selfish. Yesterday, you said that I don't know how to love myself, but in fact, you said wrong, I love myself very much. Because I love myself, so I will not easily give myself to any man, because I am too afraid to face the uncertainty of the future, I am afraid that one day, I will give my heart to you, but you will break this heart. "

She said, Huo Ting deep silence for a long time.

He knew that warmth had no sense of security, but he did not expect that her fear was so deep

He looked at her in the dark, and suddenly the light came on.

When she closed her eyes and opened them again, she had adapted to the light.

She looked at him, slowly put down the knife and fork: "so, just, I can't make the choice, I do it now."

She got up, picked up the bag and left.

……

Huo tingshen came back late.

Half sitting on the bed and staring at the door.

Half a sound, there was no movement at the door. It seems that Huo tingshen went back to the room.

Presumably He's angry.

After all, he has never been rejected again and again by women.

The next day, Huo tingshen went downstairs and saw that warmth was not there. He looked at Butler Tong and said, "how about warmth?"

"Miss Wen left half an hour ago. She said that there was a basketball game in the school these days and she would go early."

Huo Ting's face was cold and silent. He went to the dinner table alone.

I come back from work in the evening.

Huo Ting's face was cold. "Did you call her?"

"Old Chen said that he called Miss Wen. Miss Wen said that she would work overtime. Maybe she would be too busy to come back first."

Huo Ting's face was a little annoyed: "let old Chen come back."

Butler Tong said respectfully, "OK, third, do you have dinner now?"

"No," he turned away without changing his clothes.

After what she said last night, is it her intention not to meet him again?

He got in the car and drove directly to Beijing Normal University.

After dinner in the school canteen, I went back to the office directly.

At this time, the teachers are off work early.

She plans to spend the night in her office tonight and go back to her home in Dacheng tomorrow. There is no reporter there.

If there were no reporters, she would go back to live. If you have any more, please find another place to rent.

Since she and Huo tingshen have made it clear, it's definitely not appropriate to live in his house in such an obscure way.

At the beginning of November, it was a little cold.

She went to the restroom to wash her face. When she came out of the restroom, the sensor light in the corridor suddenly turned on and on, which made her nervous for a while.

In the past, I used to tell the legend and ghost story of Beijing Normal University in my dormitory.

The most talked about is also the most famous in the school There's nothing like the ghost of the female teacher in red 20 years ago in the late night of the office building.

Before, when she told it well, she listened to it as a joke.

But now In the corridor of the office building.

She had a sound in her head that was insidious at the time.

"Twenty years ago, a female teacher fell in love with her students. When she was found by the school, the boy refused to admit that he was seduced by the teacher in order to have a good future. In that simple era, the female teachers could not bear the eyes of the public. In a dark night, dressed in a red suit, she was hanged in the office at 12:00 at midnight.

It is said that if a person hanged at 12 o'clock happens to be wearing a red suit, he will become a fierce ghost. After his death, the teacher turned into a fierce ghost and harassed the schoolmate at night. At last, the schoolmate had to quit school because of his mental illness.

But since then, many teachers, working overtime, have seen this red figure in the corridor, as well as her dada Leather shoes. So... There is a tradition in the teachers' office building of Beijing Normal University, that is not to work overtime in the office. "

She couldn't help shivering and muttering: "good boy, you stinky girl, you know that making up stories is scary."

She breathed and walked to the office door.

But just then The clattering of footsteps came from the stairs.

Her heart is tight, inexplicably feel all over the sweat up.

She ran two quick steps into the office and locked the door.