I have worked in this place for a long time, and I have seen more about the warmth and coldness of the world. In this place, it is particularly clear and thorough. There will always be people who feel embarrassed because their mother is in prison, so they don't want to visit. They always feel that it is a stain in their life. If they can hide, they can hide. Now, he obviously regards Jian Shaochen as such Yes.
Jane Shaochen did not explain, after all, these things in their family were too complicated, only nodded and agreed.
"I'm here to watch. Don't leave. When she wakes up, I'll give you time to have a good chat. Anyway, young man, she's still your mother. Be nice to her
"I see. Thank you."
Feng Yumei's mental state is not good, but Jian shaoshen knows it. Although she didn't spend much time with Feng Yumei last time, she can clearly feel that Feng Yumei's thoughts are extreme and hysterical all the time, which is obviously abnormal. However, she didn't expect that it was so serious that she even went so far Will choose to commit suicide.
Jian shaoshen sits down in the room and sends a message to Qin Zhenzhen. At this point, she should still be sleeping.
"Zhenzhen, I have already arrived in China. She's OK. She has been rescued. I'm not sure when to go back."
"Well, I see."
Qin Zhenzhen's message was quickly returned. Jian Shaochen was a little strange. According to the law, at this time, Qin Zhenzhen was late at night. Why didn't he sleep?
Jane Shao Shen called the phone and Qin Zhenzhen got through quickly.
"Hello?" Qin Zhenzhen's voice is very clear, not like just waking up in his sleep.
"Why don't you go to bed? It's almost early in the morning."
"I don't sleep, I miss you in my heart, I can't sleep." Qin Zhenzhen said with some grievances.
Jian shaoshen's heart softened and could not think of anything to say to Qin Zhenzhen. Her voice softened a little: "dear, I should go back tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. You don't have to worry. The situation here is OK. You don't have to worry too much. Sleep. If you don't sleep like this, the baby will protest. "
"Well, is she really OK?"
"Her health is fine, but her mental state is not very good. She is expected to be treated by a psychiatrist. I think she should apply to live in a sanatorium for mental treatment. Otherwise, I'm worried that similar things will happen again. "
"Well, that's fine."
"Let's talk about it tomorrow. You should go to bed first. Tomorrow, you must let Lao Wu drive you. There are also lunch for our family. Don't eat outside." Jian Shao Shen is not at ease admonishes a way.
"I see. My grandparents will arrange it. You'll be fine there. Don't worry about me. I can feel at ease when I come back early."
"Well."
Jane Shao Chen promised to give Qin Zhenzhen a good night kiss, and then hung up the phone.
Qin Zhenzhen is true, especially relying on Jian Shaochen. When a person sleeps, he is not used to it. He always feels that there is a person beside his bed. He habitually wants to shrink into someone's arms and likes his hand on his waist. Now, he can't sleep.
"Baby, it's not that the mother doesn't want to sleep, but the mother misses your father. And you, little one
Qin Zhenzhen closed his eyes and held Jian shaoshen's pillow in his arms as if he were holding him. On the pillow, has belongs to his flavor, can let the human be at ease.
Although it was daytime, Jian shaoshen was a little tired. In fact, when he was abroad, it was the right time for him to go to bed. There was no second bed in the room. He leaned back on the chair and had a little rest.
Feng Yumei finally turned to wake up leisurely. After a little movement, the wound on her wrist sent bursts of stabbing pain. She took a deep breath, and her memory quickly returned. She knew what she had done.
She committed suicide because she suddenly felt that it was not interesting to live. Why did she want to live and for whom? What is life to do? Her husband died, she will spend the rest of her life in prison, her son is not her son, may never come to see her again, what is the meaning of her life, so suffering all day long?
She asked the woman to take a message to Jian Shaochen. Feng Yumei waited for Jian Shaochen to come to see her every day, but he didn't come. One day, one day, she finally despair, and she thought of death.
Yes, as long as she is dead, the pain can be over. Feng Yumei seems to suddenly want to understand, and her life suddenly opens up. So she intentionally breaks her own bowl, hides a fragment, and sits in the corner of the wall in the dead of night and cuts her wrist.
When the blood slowly flowed out of her body, Feng Yumei didn't know what she was thinking. She didn't have too much fear. She didn't seem to have a lot of pain. She was just sorry, but she was not reconciled. She thought of her husband, thought of the son who didn't want her son for Qin Zhenzhen's sake, and the woman she hated deeply. She was not reconciled. Why did she Have done so much, why still can't change their own destiny, finally can only die like this.Later, she lost consciousness. When Feng Yumei opened her eyes again, she suddenly felt a little lucky that she was still alive. She didn't want to die so much. She was still unwilling.
If she really died like this, wouldn't it make those who hate her happy?
"You are awake." Jian Shao Chen hears the news and wakes up. She opens her eyes and looks at Feng Yumei calmly.
"You?" Feng Yumei was stunned for a moment, then sneered, "what are you doing here? Are you going to collect my body? How can you see that I'm not dead? Are you disappointed? "
"I ran over when I got the call. I didn't want you to die."
"What do you mean by this expression? I've been through hell for a while, and finally come back to life. Do you have such a cold attitude?" Feng Yumei said aloud.
"Don't be so loud. This is the hospital. If you are injured, take a good rest. Don't worry about it."
Jian Shaochen knows that Feng Yumei is not in a normal state of mind now, so she doesn't want to argue with her. She is afraid that she will be irritated and she will die again.
"Jane Shao Chen, I ask you, did that woman tell you that I want you to come to see me." Feng Yumei saw that Jian Shaochen didn't talk back to her. Her attitude was good, and her anger was a little bit relieved.
"She said it."
"Then why don't you come?" Feng Yumei asked, staring.
"I don't want to come. What do you want me to do? Do you insult my wife?"