Chapter 334

”I just don't want to live on my own. I'm looking for a reason why I can work hard. This child is. Master Owen, I know that I have already overdrawn my credit value in front of you. It doesn't matter if you refuse to forgive me. However, I would like to ask you to believe me once again. You don't want this child. I can raise it by myself. I promise to take him far away, and will not disturb you or let anyone know that this is your child. "

in fact, the decision to give birth to the child was not a sudden whim, but because when she decided to tell her father that she was pregnant, she already had the idea of giving birth to the child. After being abandoned by her family, her determination to give birth to the child became stronger. She had no relatives, only herself It's so lonely. She wants this child, the child with her heart.

Gu Sinian stares at Xu Luoyao and doesn't give her an answer.

"Let alone whether you can afford to raise this child. If you don't tell him who his father is, he is a bastard in the eyes of others. Do you hope that he will be looked down upon by others? "

"I'm not going to let people say that about him. He's not wild." Xu Luoyao retorted anxiously.

"Long time, people want to gossip. Can you stop them? I'm afraid you may not be the opponent of others in theory, are you?

"I, I..." Xu Luoyao has nothing to say, because she is really not good at debating with others. Every time she logs in, she is at the disadvantage. Yes, she can think that this is not a wild species. However, other people will have rumors, which are frightening and can not be stopped.

"You always idealize everything. How can I make you suffer with my children when you are so stupid?"

"You just don't want me to have this baby, do you?" Xu Luoyao choked.

"Indeed, I have no plan to have a child. Even if I want to have a child, it must be the child born by my wife who I married in a fair way. It is a child respected by others, not an illegitimate child."

Gu Sinian will never let his tragedy continue to the child. He is different from Duke Allen. If he has a child, he will be responsible for the child. He didn't want to create a tragedy, let alone let the child hate his father in the future.

"Master Owen, please. He's a little life. Please, don't be so cruel. He has been two months, and he also has feelings. When he is knocked out, he will feel pain

Xu Luoyao got up from the bed with difficulty. The wound on her hand was touched and the gauze on her wrist was dyed red.

"What are you doing?" Gu Sinian pressed Xu Luoyao, "don't move. Do you want to die?"

"No, I don't want to die. My children and I want to live well. I know, in your eyes, I'm a very mean person, not worthy of having this baby. But I can't help it. Please. I will remember what you said. I'll find someone to marry and make him the father of my child. I won't let anyone bully this child. Call him a wild one. Please. "

Xu Luoyao knelt in front of Gu Sinian with no dignity. "I have been searching for the warmth of a home since I was young. Therefore, I buried my inner resentment and went to live a good life with the woman who destroyed my family and killed my parents. I just, I don't want to be alone. Once upon a time, they accompanied Xu Zixi to her birthday and took me to the playground. I was very happy at that time. Later, everyone left. I suddenly found that I couldn't find my father. They left me. They left.

I cried and called them, but I couldn't find them any more. I was surrounded by strangers, only myself. I was so scared that I didn't know what I should do. Later, or the playground uncle took me out, asked my father's telephone number, called them. At that time, they were eating snacks outside. They didn't realize that I had lost it. After eating, they came to me slowly,. Did not comfort me, did not ask me how afraid I am, just blame me, did not follow them, said I was playful. They said, "if I do this again in the future, I will not be.".

From then on, I knew that I was not indispensable to this family, so I was even more scared. I was very good. I listened to my sister's words and my aunt's words, but my father was always angry and always blamed me. And I just want to have my family, don't want to be left alone. But now, I still seem to be left behind, I have nothing, only such a child, he is my warmth, my light, my hope. "

Xu Luoyao knelt down in front of Gu Sinian and pleaded that she knew she was weak, so she wanted to be brave again.

"Don't you remember why you approached me? Now you ask me to give birth to this child. Have you ever thought that after you have given birth to this child, will your Lin Shaoyang accept it? "

"He and I are no longer possible. From that night, when I walked into your room, I knew. But, I have no choice, I just want to help him, he is my fiance. But I'm useless. I can't do anything well. I can't help him. My own life is a mess. I can't hope for any love. I just live like this. "Xu Luoyao drooped her eyes and tears hung on her eyelashes.

"Have you given up on Lin Shaoyang? Good. Since you ask me so, I promise you, you give birth to this child, but, can't leave my sight. Where you live, where you have a child, and how to raise this child in the future, you have to listen to my arrangement. After all, this is my child. I can't let you support it alone. Besides, he is not born out of wedlock, so we two have to get married and let him be born

"What do you say?" Xu Luoyao looked at Gu Sinian in surprise, "you, are you going to marry me?

"Is there anything strange?"

"Yes, but I..." How could a man like her marry Ellen's? How could he marry her.

"Not for you, but for the children. In the future, I will announce the life experience of this child and tell everyone that we are children born by marriage, and we are separated only when we are not in love."