Author: Qin Ruoxu MACHINE TRANSLATION
There were two things that women cared about the most. One was their background, and the other was their appearance.
She didn’t have them anymore.
In the past, she always thought that there was nothing in this world that she couldn’t reach. It wasn’t until she met him that she realized that there was a type of person in this world. They were born to stand at a height that others couldn’t reach. Even if they tried their best to stand on tiptoes.. They wouldn’t be able to reach them in the slightest.
From the day she fell in love with him, she told herself to work hard to be a person worthy of him.
She would like what she didn’t like, and she would like what she liked even more.
For him, she hid all the deep feelings of inferiority in her heart and tried her best to learn to be a bright and beautiful woman, facing the sun, warm and quiet, dignified and reserved.
But when the doctor told her that an embarrassing scar would be left on her face, the string that had been taut for many years suddenly broke.
Those feelings of inferiority and cowardice that grew in her bones grew and spread crazily. She became unlike herself and began to give up on herself. She began to belittle herself.
See? The so-called love and the so-called belief were just superstitions that came from the right place at the right time.
“Han ‘er, I rarely talk about love. You’re the woman I’ve long decided on. Isn’t that enough? ”
The Ward was very dark. Large Patches of shadows deepened the sharp lines on his face. However, the orange light coming from outside the half-closed door was so dense that it was as if she had just had a beautiful dream.
Ji Han looked up and suddenly rushed into his arms with tears in her eyes. “It’s not enough. How can I do that? ”
“Ah Shen, LET’S GET MARRIED! I don’t care what the world thinks of me, nor do I care about my status as the adopted daughter of the JI family. I don’t want to be so worried anymore. ”
She buried her head deep into his arms. As she thought of that, her voice unconsciously became lighter “When we get married, we will have two children, preferably a boy and a girl. Then, we will raise a dog. On a sunny day, we will bask in the sun in the courtyard. On a cloudy day, we will sit by the window and watch the rain and listen to the wind. Yes, we will definitely be very happy. Very happy. ”
Fu Qingshan stood stiffly by the door, his back pressed against the cold wall. The conversation in the room fell into his ears accurately.
He closed his eyes slightly. When he opened them again, his eyes were as clear as water. He did not know what kind of emotions he had hidden, but he had already regained his calm. He shook his head and smiled bitterly. Then, he left without looking back.
“Ah Shen, let’s get married. Let’s get married, okay? ”
Most of his face was hidden in the shadows at the corner of the wall. His expression could not be seen clearly. His voice was faint and soft, like smoke. “You’re only twenty years old. Are you sure this is what you want? ”
Marriage meant that she would be reviled by the world. It also meant that all the hard work she had put in in the past had turned into nothing.
She was strong, but at the same time, she was weak. He was not sure if she could accept this!
“Ah Shen, do you know what children without parents look forward to the most? ”
” … them. ” Her face gently rubbed against his chest. Her words paused for a moment before she said gloomily, “I look forward to having a home the most. I want a home, a home that only belongs to you and me. ”
Even though she was the princess that the entire JI family loved dearly, there was still a black hole in her heart that could not be filled no matter how hard she tried.
Ji Yunshen opened his mouth and was about to say something when a slightly weathered voice was heard through the crack in the door. It exuded a faint dignity as it inserted itself between the two of them. “Ah Biao, which one is it? ”
Hearing Zhou Lanqing’s voice, Ji Han subconsciously pushed the man in front of her away. She looked into his deep eyes, which seemed to be filled with the clearest stream in the world, but also the calmest that could not stir up ripples
“I’m sorry, I’m not ready yet. ”
So, there was no need for him to give an answer. She had already made her choice, hadn’t she?