Author: Qin Ruoxu MACHINE TRANSLATION
The morning sunlight shone through the gaps between the Magnolia trees and onto the windows. The mottled shadows of the trees were mixed with the bright and beautiful sunlight, scattering across the floor.
The smile on Ji Yunshen’s face froze bit by bit as a hint of panic flashed across his eyes. “Man man, it’s true that I didn’t handle Tang Qian’s matter properly. I understand if you’re angry, but can you not scare me, ok? ”
Qiao Man’s pitch-black eyes lost their light as if she didn’t understand what he was saying. An innocent and confused expression appeared on her face.
“What’s there to be angry about? ” “Mr. JI chased me down from the 28th floor in front of so many cameras. Not only did he refute your mother’s meticulous arrangements, he also made things difficult for Tang Qian. The entire Lin city is probably envious of me, so why should I be angry? ”
Her eyes were unfocused and unfocused as a faint smile hung on her face. “Ji Yunshen, can you turn on the lights? I don’t like to talk to others in such a dark environment. ”
Ji Yunshen hesitantly stretched out his hand and waved it stiffly in front of her eyes. There was no response or reaction.
After confirming the guess in his heart, his hand seemed to be shaking.
Seeing that he did not speak, Qiao man wanted to get off the bed. “Are you tired? Then I’ll go by myself. ”
Just as she moved, her entire body was hugged tightly by the man.
“Ji Yunshen, let go of me. I want to turn on the lights. ”
He stood by the bed, one hand tightly hugging her waist, the other tightly hugging her head and leaning against his body. He kept repeating, “man man, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry… ”
Warm liquid kept sliding down. She tried her best to push the man away. “Ji Yunshen, let go of me, let go of me, do you hear me? Let go of me… ”
Her eyes could not feel any light. Other than darkness, it was still darkness.
She was unwilling to accept it. It was probably too dark for her to see anything. However, the man’s reaction completely shattered the last doubt in her heart.
It turned out that she really could not see.
“Man man, I’ll call the doctor. Nothing will happen, Huh? ”
He let go of Qiao Man. The moment he turned around, he was grabbed by the woman’s waving hands. “Ji Yunshen, don’t go. ”
She was afraid of the dark. She had been afraid of the dark since she was young.
However, even though she knew that everything would become unknown in the future, she didn’t want to let go at this moment.
Perhaps this was what people often said — a dying struggle.
“Okay, I won’t go. ”
The man’s large palm with a slight layer of calluses caressed her cheek. He bent over and moved his thin lips closer to hers, giving her a peck on her cherry lips as if he was comforting her.
“Are you hungry? Eat something first, then call the doctor to come check on you, okay? ”
Qiao man rubbed her body in front of him, agreeing with him.
Ji Yunshen called Secretary Yang, who was outside the door, and instructed him softly, as if he was afraid of scaring the little girl in his arms. “I’ve asked Zhang Sao to boil some tonics, go and get them, hurry up. ”
“Okay, President Ji. ”
The Ward door closed, and silence returned to the room, so quiet that only the sound of each other’s breathing could be heard.
After a long while, he broke the silence. “Are you still feeling unwell? ”
Qiao man shook her head and buried her head in front of him, her expression invisible.
“Man man, say something to me. ”
Qiao man did not want to speak, nor did she want to move. She just wanted to bury herself in front of him, as if this way, she did not have to think or feel sad.
The fear of falling from a high place, as well as the impact of resistance on her body, made Qiao man very quickly fall asleep again.
Ji Yunshen stood by the bed and looked at the little girl lying on the bed. Her petite body was stuck in the hospital bed, looking particularly weak, the kind of weakness that people could not bear to touch.
Secretary Yang quickly brought the tonic that Zhang Sao had prepared to the hospital. He knocked on the door and walked in. He placed the tonic on the table at the side and lowered his voice. “President Ji, the tonic that Zhang Sao has prepared is here. Young Master Shen has also arrived. He’s outside the ward. ”
“okay, I got it. ”
…
Shen Yebai waited outside the door for fifteen minutes, but JI yunshen still did not come out. His addiction to cigarettes was acting up, so he could only walk to the emergency passageway at the side and prepare to smoke.
Just as he lit the cigarette, the emergency passageway door was pushed open again. Shen Yebai frowned and looked over, somewhat surprised.
“Zuo Qing, why are you here? ”
Her eyes were red and she looked as if she had been wronged.
Shen Yebai threw away the cigarette butt and rolled his expensive leather shoes a few times. He walked over and held her face. “What’s wrong? Who bullied you? ”
“You, it’s you. ”
Zuo Qing pushed him away and tears rolled down her face. “Let me ask you, did Ji Yunshen and Qiao man get married? ”
Shen Yebai did not say anything, which was a tacit agreement.
Zuo Qing smiled and her face was full of tears. “Alright, you all lied to me. Did you think it was fun to see me being played like a monkey? Did you think that because I laugh and laugh every day, I’m invulnerable and won’t get hurt? ”
Shen Yebai’s frown deepened. He walked over and pulled her into his arms, pushing her against the door behind him. “Zuo Qing, come, tell me, what do you really care about? ”
“Ask yourself, do you love old JI? It’s just that he is the most suitable candidate for your father’s son-in-law, so you desperately leaned towards him. Has He ever looked you in the eye? HMM? ”
Zuo Qing turned her head and did not look at his sharp gaze. It was as if she had forgotten to cry.
“When have you ever caught a cold and got sick, been unhappy, and had no one to accompany you? When you came to visit your relatives, didn’t I run around and stay by your side? Don’t tell me that you can’t tell that I love you, and that’s why you have nothing to fear from me? ”
Zuo Qing pushed him away forcefully once again, and her head hung low. “I don’t understand what you’re saying. I’ll be leaving first. ”
After saying that, she quickly turned around and tried to pull the door open, but the man behind her pushed her against the door. Her back was pressed against his broad, thick, and hard chest, making her tear up.
“You want to leave? Fine! Let’s make things clear today. Even if you want to go to America now, no one will stop you. ”
Zuo Qing was furious. She turned around and glared at him. “What exactly are you trying to say? ”
“That night, after you slept with me that night, why did you keep avoiding me? ”
Shen Yebai lifted her chin with his rough fingers and stared at her intently.
Zuo Qing gripped her white dress nervously and avoided his gaze. “I’m not avoiding you. ”
“You’re not avoiding me? You’re not avoiding me, you’re not picking up my calls, you’re not replying to my wechat messages, and then you vanished into thin air and followed old JI to America. After you came back, you continued to disappear. Why? Are you afraid that I’ll let you be in charge of the first time? ”
Zuo Qing’s face flushed red from his words. She glared at him fiercely. “Shen Yebai, go lie to a ghost. With your battle experience and your first time, I don’t believe it! ”
“Besides, I was drunk that night. I don’t remember anything. ”
“You’re drunk. Do you still remember that I’ve been through hundreds of battles? ” Shen Yebai smiled gently “Zuo Qing, that night when I wanted to leave, you were the one who was crying and pulling me, asking me not to leave. You kissed and gnawed at me. Once it was over, you continued to light the fire. In the end, do you remember how many times I wanted you? ”
Zuo Qing wriggled, trying to escape from his grip. “I was drunk. I don’t remember anything. ”
“Okay, then if you’re not drunk now, just do it here once. You’ll learn your lesson. ”
As he said that, the man went to pull her skirt, as if he was really going to do it here.
Zuo Qing was so angry that she cried, “Stinky Shen Yebai, you bastard Shen Yebai, you only know how to bully me. I don’t want to talk to you anymore. ”
Then, a hot kiss came, blocking all her anger and protest.
At this moment, someone knocked on the emergency exit door a few times from outside. Ji Yunshen’s gentle and low voice came through the door, “old Shen, if you want to do something, go home and do it. Come out now. ”
The two of them were kissing intensely. Hearing this, their bodies stiffened. Shen Yebai pressed himself onto Zuo Qing’s body and said in a hoarse voice, “d * Mn, old Ji, if you brake now, aren’t you afraid that your brother will get sick from holding it in? ”
“If you hold it in and get sick, it will affect Miss Zuo’s happiness for the rest of her life. What does that have to do with me? ”
Zuo Qing’s face was red and hot. She reached out to tidy up her long hair and skirt that was messed up by Shen Yebai. She bit her lip and glared at him. “It’s all your fault. You’re so embarrassing. ”
“What’s so embarrassing about it? ” Shen Yebai saw that she had not tidied up her skirt, so he tidied it up for her again. “If a man wants to treat the woman he likes like a Liu Xiahui, it’s most likely because he’s not good in that aspect. ”
Zuo Qing did not have time to say anything when there was a knock on the door again. “stop being so lovey-dovey. Come out quickly. ”
Shen Yebai smiled and pecked her red lips again before pulling open the door and walking out with her.
Zuo Qing hid behind him with her head lowered, looking like a shy little girl.
Shen Yebai pulled her into his arms and his big hands moved unruly behind her, but his eyes looked at JI yunshen seriously. “How’s Qiao Man? ”
Ji Yunshen took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand and shook his head. “Not too good. I can’t see anymore. ”
“Can’t see? ”
Zuo Qing is a Leng, shock of raise a head, “that how to do? ”
Shen Yebai withdrew his hands from the woman’s body and was also slightly shocked “old JI, as you know, Tang Qian is a big star. Every year, she performs a lot of acts like jumping off a building. On that particular day, it was late in the evening and the light wasn’t good. So, she would cover it up and everyone would see it as if Qiao man had pushed her down the building. That way, it would be difficult to convict her… “. . .”
Speaking of this, Shen Yebai slightly paused for a moment, “moreover, behind her or your parents, want to get away with it is easier. ”
Ji Yunshen narrowed his eyes. Behind the thin layer of smoke, it was impossible to see the emotions in his eyes.
“If you can’t find the crime, then create a crime for me. ” The corner of his lips curled up into a faint curve, so faint that it was almost imperceptible “before you send her in, throw her into the men’s pile first. Let her know what it means to commit a sin that will lead to death. ”
“Okay. ” Shen Yebai nodded. “I’ll do it as soon as possible. ”
Zuo Qing grew up in a honey pot. She was spoiled and pampered, so when she heard this, she could not help but tremble.
Ji Yunshen looked at her and smiled. “Old Shen’s heart aches for you. He didn’t want you to get involved in this at first, but you had to go along with it. Do you regret it now? ”
Zuo Qing bit her lip and her hands were nervously intertwined together. She glanced at Shen Yebai beside her and said, “will he feel sorry for me? Besides, it’s not like you don’t know my father’s temper. How can the person he has chosen change? ”
Zuo Qing’s mother passed away when she was very young. Over the years, Zuo Dongcheng had been both a father and a mother. It was not easy for him to pull her along. In many matters, if she could compromise, she would try her best not to disappoint him.
“Old Shen is also the son of an aristocratic family. Father is the chairman of the Central Committee, and mother is a wealthy businessman overseas. Her wealth and connections are not inferior to the JI family at all. Your father likes money. When the time comes, get old Shen to give half of his wealth to you. I guarantee that he will happily hand over his daughter. ”
Zuo Qing was only a 21-year-old girl. She did not have any ideas in this area. Hearing Ji Yunshen’s words, she instinctively looked at Shen Yebai.
After all, half of Shen Yebai’s wealth could be said to be astonishing wealth. Although he admitted that he liked her, he had given away so much money for her. She felt that she did not have that much charm.
Shen Yebai rubbed her head. “You don’t have to worry about this. I will take care of it and make dad satisfied. ”
Zuo Qing nodded and did not speak anymore. It was rare for her to be obedient.
…
Qiao man woke up in the midst of the Aroma of rice. When she opened her eyes, she was greeted with darkness. Only then did she remember that she was blind and could not see anything.
When her eyes could not see, her entire person would become very sharp. Just like at this moment, other than the sound of dripping water and the regular vibration of the equipment, she did not hear anything else.
In other words, that man was not there.
She shrank back and hugged her knees. Time seemed to have lost its meaning.
After a long time, until her whole body had become stiff, only then did she hear the door being gently pushed open by someone.
The heavy footsteps of the man had been reduced by more than half by the carpet, but his breathing was still as cold and clean as before.
“sorry, there was an emergency meeting at the company and I was delayed. Are you hungry? ”
Qiao man did not say anything. She instinctively looked in his direction. “Ji Yunshen, what time is it? ”
“It’s already eight in the evening. ” The man paused for a few seconds before saying, “I’m sorry, the meeting was too urgent. I wanted to end it earlier, but Secretary Yang said that you weren’t awake yet, so you stayed for a while longer. Let’s eat now, okay? ”
Qiao man nodded and smiled. “Okay, then I want to be discharged from the hospital. I don’t want to stay here. ”
She did not like hospitals. Ever since she was young, she did not like hospitals.
Her grandfather had passed away, and Qiao Jin had passed away. They were both in cold hospitals. She could only watch helplessly, but she was helpless.
She was filled with fear towards this place.
Especially after she became blind, she became even more afraid.
Ji Yunshen had already fully understood the reason why she would become blind. He took care of her feelings and agreed. “Alright, we will be discharged after eating. ”
She did not have a good appetite. She simply ate a few mouthfuls and said that she was full. Ji Yunshen did not force her. Instead, he carried her and left the hospital. The rest was left to Secretary Yang.
It was raining outside. The Patter of rain was a little cold on her body.
She grew up in Lin city and knew that this city loved to rain. She also knew how beautiful this city was when it rained. Unfortunately, she could not see anything.
Ji Yunshen pressed the remote control to unlock the car. He opened the door of the Gray Bentley’s passenger seat and placed her on it steadily.
She sat down and was still smiling. “Ji Yunshen, have you asked the doctor? ”
Ji Yunshen stood in the rain. The soft raindrops brushed past him and hit his tall and straight body, forming a thin layer of mist.
“It’s okay, the doctor said that it’s only temporary blindness, and it may soon be restored. Don’t think too much. ”
Qiao man nodded. Even though she knew that he was only saying comforting words, it was still a kind of spiritual power for her, who was on the verge of breaking down.
It was like, it was like there would really be a day when she could regain her sight.
When the car stopped in the garage of the Blue Mountain Villa, the rain outside became even heavier. She reached out to open the car door, but after searching for a long time, she still could not find the hand to open the door.
She turned her head and smiled as she begged him for help. “Ji Yunshen, I can’t open the door. Can you help me? ”
Ji Yunshen was stunned when he heard that. He got out of the car, walked around the front, and opened the door of the passenger seat for her.
She thanked him and got out of the car. Because she did not know the height, she stumbled forward and was caught by the man.
He said, “man man, before your eyes become clear again, I will be your eyes. ”
In the past, they were evenly matched. She did not have low self-esteem, and she would not have too many thoughts.
But now, it was different. Not only did she feel inferior, even this marriage seemed to have become a meaningless chain.
Torturing him also restrained her.
She was still smiling brightly. “Thank you, if that day really comes. ”
Back in the room, she closed her eyes and prepared to sleep.
Ji Yunshen threw a hot towel and walked over to wipe her face and hands. She did not hide, but from her suddenly stiff body, she seemed to reject him.
Not only did she reject his touch, but she also rejected his approach.
She still closed her eyes and said slowly in her clear and clear voice, “Ji Yunshen, I don’t blame you for this. If you want to divorce me, I definitely won’t have any complaints. Besides, based on my current appearance, I’m probably no longer suitable to be your wife… ”
“To be honest, let’s get a divorce. Of course, I won’t reject your divorce compensation. After all, I still have to live and raise my mother. However, I still want to thank you for marrying me at my most difficult time. ”
Sometimes, she wished that she was a little muddled, but this matter could not be avoided even if she pretended to be muddled.
His parents would have a hundred or even ten thousand ways to separate them.
And before she was hurt even more, she chose to withdraw.
Not only could she obtain the greatest benefit, but she could also avoid even greater harm.
As a girl, with money, she did not have to worry about her future days being miserable, nor did she have to worry about not finding happiness in the future.
The man was silent. Qiao man could not see his appearance, but his breathing was very heavy.
After a long while, he said, “go to bed early. You’re tired. ”
…
After that night, it was as if he did not hear her. He would come home from work on time to have dinner with her, and he would also wash her hair and bathe her, just like a real couple.
She did not reject him because she knew that even if she did not pressure him, his parents would also pressure him.
Since she knew that sooner or later he would let go, then the earlier or later, it was not that important.
During this time, Lin Yan came once. Her voice was filled with exhaustion. She did not say anything about what she asked, only that she was doing well and was preparing for her wedding with Fu Qingshan.
Qiao man knew that Lin Yan loved Fu Qingshan very much, but Fu Qingshan’s heart had always been on Ji Han. This marriage would probably repeat the mistakes that she and Ji Yunshen had made.
However, things had already come to this point. There was no use thinking about it anymore. They could only take things one step at a time.
“Man man, I want you to be my bridesmaid. ”
When they were in their teens, they had sworn to each other that they would be the bridesmaids at each other’s wedding and witness each other’s happiness.
Unfortunately, she could not see it with her eyes.
Qiao man readily agreed. “Okay, I believe that Yan ‘Er will definitely be the most beautiful bride. ”
After Lin Yan left, Qiao man was already a little tired, but she still pestered Zhang Sao and asked her to bring her to the villa at the back to see her mother.
Her mother had already been in a coma for more than two months, and there were still no signs of her waking up. She did not know when she would wake up or if she would wake up.
But even so, she was still her greatest pillar of support.
With her mother, the thousands of suicidal thoughts that rolled through her mind every day would be restrained by her.
She thought that her depression had become serious again.
After seeing her mother, she took a nap and called Xie Zhiqian.
He knew that he was already blind, but he didn’t know that her depression was getting worse.
She had been smiling the whole time, smiling without a care in the world. “If you’re free in the afternoon, can you come over and give me some psychological counseling? I’m afraid that it will get worse over time. ”
Xie Zhiqian had some business to attend to in the United States, but he still refunded his plane ticket and rushed over.
Qiao man thanked him profusely, but she knew how to thank him.
That was because she no longer had any ability to thank anyone.
Xie Zhiqian let her lie flat on the Rattan Chair on the balcony. He sat on the side and said in a magnetic and gentle voice, “Qiao Man, you must tell me if you have any shadow in your heart. If you can’t release it in time, it will only make things worse. ”
She had seen too many depressed patients commit suicide, but she did not know when it would be her turn.
“Yes, I just don’t really want to continue this complicated marriage. You know, his parents don’t approve of it, and he has a girl that he has loved for ten years. I’m an outsider, but because I’m trapped in my family’s prison and there are too many things that I can’t do anything about, I have no choice but to step in
“But it’s different now. I’m blind, and in this marriage where I’m already at a disadvantage, I’m even more passive. I need a way out, and the current Ji Yunshen can’t give me a way out. ”
If he couldn’t escape unscathed, he had to at least have a way out.
But now, he had to endure his parents’complaints, Ji Han’s constant seduction, and her sarcasm. He couldn’t be in two places at once.
And she didn’t want to tire him out because of her.
There was no reason, and there was no need for that.
Xie Zhiqian was listening attentively when he saw a tall figure suddenly appear at the door of the room. He glanced at it and continued to ask, “Qiao Man, can you let go? Don’t you love him very much? ”
“Yes. ” Qiao man nodded without any hesitation. “I love him and I can let go of him seem to be two different things. This doesn’t conflict with each other. ”
“You also know that in some aspects, Ji Gongzi is very sentimental. Since he thinks that you lost your sight because of her, it seems unlikely that he would bear the blame of everyone and kick you out at this time. ”
Qiao man smiled and said in a gentle voice, “yes, it’s unlikely now. However, as time passes, it will be very likely when the limelight passes. ”
After saying that, she continued to ask “Xie Zhiqian, if it were you, would you endure living with a blind man “Moreover, this woman is a blind man that you don’t love. “neither of them are three-year-old children, nor are they fairy tales about princes and princesses. No one is so noble, and no one is so innocent! ”