Chapter 192 - What does it mean for a man to be willing to kiss you dry of your tears?

Author: Qin Ruoxu MACHINE TRANSLATION

From the day she got close to him, the number of times the two of them talked about Ji Han was very few.

At first, they were really not curious. He would not mention it, and she would not take the initiative to ask.

Anyway, it was just a small matter between a man and a woman. One was enough to love, and the other was not enough to love. It could probably be explained.

Later, she would be curious, but she would resist asking.

Now, she often advised herself not to be curious and not to mention it, but the effect did not seem to be that good.

To put it plainly, it was as if she was looking for abuse.

“Han ‘Er has been a Buddhist since she was young and believes that Karma does not feel good, so she never eats meat, does not lie, and does not deliberately put on an act to hurt others. She grew up in an orphanage and was simple-minded. Her personality was also relatively weak, sensitive, and even suspicious. The only identity she had was that of the eldest daughter of the JI family. As for the rest, she would subconsciously be afraid and avoid them… … …”

He looked up, and there was almost no emotion on his handsome face.

Or rather, there was. It was just that with her ability, she could not see through him at all.

“Of course, our relationship is the same. It was defeated by her sensitivity and paranoia, and my disappointment. We gave up halfway. ”

He was addicted to smoking. He stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window. His tall figure was almost immediately surrounded by the shadows reflected by the various landscape lights outside the window.

He lowered his head and lit a cigarette. The green and white smoke lingered, like a bubble on the sea. It would shatter at the slightest touch.

How disappointed did he have to be to say the words ‘disheartened’ ?

How much did he care? How could he take all the responsibility after breaking up and not say a single word of blame?

She thought that even if there was blame, it was far more self-blame than blame.

Or perhaps, in his subconscious mind, they broke up because he had let her down.

It was he who did not keep his promise and persevered until the end. It had nothing to do with Ji Han.

She clearly felt that the scallion flower noodles, which had been incomparably delicious a second ago, tasted like wax in this second. It was bland and tasteless.

She swallowed the noodles in her mouth, put down her chopsticks, and walked to his side.

“Do you believe it too? ”

Ji Yunshen saw her coming over and put out the cigarette butt in his hand “I don’t believe in Gods and Buddhas. I’ve only accompanied her to the temple many times. She’s the most devout worshiper on the road. Every time she comes back from the temple, her forehead, palms, and knees are covered in scars

“She will use her pride to hide her sadness, and she will use indifference to fill up her emptiness. She… is just too lonely, and I know her too well. ”

She thought that Ji Yunshen could not see Ji Han clearly, but in fact, he knew her better than anyone else.

Ji Han’s feelings for him were more of trust and dependence, and there was a distance from love.

But he liked her too much, so even if he knew her thoughts and intentions, he was still willing to wait.

When she wanted to look back, he would be there at a glance.

But in a relationship, if one paid too much, for too long, one would get tired of it.

For Ten years, Ji Han had spent every day of his love and kindness towards her.

Finally, one day in this year, he had spent all of his love and kindness towards her.

He had left and chosen to marry someone who had no feelings for him.

In this way, he would no longer have to touch those feelings that hurt his bones and muscles, and he would no longer feel defeated and embarrassed.

He had used this marriage to reject his delusions, and also used this marriage to stop Ji Han from taking him for granted endlessly.

Qiao man had never touched a feeling that was more intoxicating than strong alcohol, so she did not know what that feeling was like.

It was probably not just heartache, but also the feeling of rebirth!

The two of them stood side by side in front of the French window for a long time, until Qiao man broke the silence.

“It’s very late, I’m a little tired, I’ll go up and rest first. ”

Just as she turned around, her slender and fair wrist was grabbed by the man’s warm and big hand. He said, “man man, are you unhappy? But… it seems like you were the one who brought it up! ”

She looked at the man standing behind her, who was standing against the light. All kinds of lights, through the French window, came from the shadows of the lights, making his figure become more and more straight and slender, and shining so brightly that people almost could not open their eyes.

“No, young master JI’s love for his ex is as deep as the sea. He’s not a heartless person. It’s pretty good. At least it proves that my taste isn’t that bad. ”

As she said that, she was about to pull her hand back, but he grabbed her even harder.

“I’m not going to ask you. If I ask you, you won’t be happy. Mrs. Ji, it’s really hard for me to do this! ”

In fact, sometimes, Qiao man would feel that this man had already fallen in love with her. It was also possible.

Otherwise, just like at this moment, he used the gentlest voice and posture to carefully let her and coax her.

It really didn’t seem like he was acting or pretending.

She tilted her head and looked at him. Her clear black and white eyes were filled with a smile. She said, “I’m really not unhappy or have the intention to make things difficult for you. You’re really thinking too much. I’m a little tired. Please let go. I’m going to sleep. Thank you! ”

She tried to pull her wrist out of his hand again, but failed. She looked up in panic and fell into his abyss-like, bottomless eyes in an instant.

There was an ice-cold feeling that could not be melted. It was so sharp that it made one’s body and heart tremble and feel weak. It was as if she had done something terrible to him.

He asked again in the same tone as before, as if to confirm or force her to admit, “I haven’t even eaten a few mouthfuls of noodles. Qiao man, tell me, am I thinking too much? ”

Qiao man turned her head, her face full of impatience. “Ji Yunshen, how many times do I have to say it before you understand? It’s just that you’re thinking too much. I’m tired and I need to go rest. ”

She flung his hand away and did not even know why she had started arguing with him. She was clearly very calm at the start!

Qiao man went back to her room to take a shower. When she came out, it was already eleven o’clock at night.

The rain outside was even heavier, making muffled pitter-patter sounds. However, in the midst of the dense rain, she could hear the sound of a car engine.

She walked to the window and watched as the smoke-gray Bentley cut through the rain and gradually drove away, disappearing into the rain.

Qiao man thought that if they could hold grudges against each other, then they would be happy together.

From now on, she did not need to care about whether Ji Han was still in his heart, and he also did not need to care whether she would be unhappy or not.

It was good, really good.

…

Qiao man slept until three in the morning when she was woken up by the rapid vibration of her phone.

She groggily touched her phone and swiped the answer button. The next second, a deep and sexy male voice came from the other end. It was Fu Qingshan.

“Qiao Man, your husband drank too much at my place, come and bring him back. ”

Qiao man was half awake after hearing that. “He’s at your place, so he should be fine. It’s so late, and it’s so dark, I won’t go… ”

Before she could finish, she was interrupted by Fu Qingshan with a smile. He said, “there’s only one bed in the lounge of our military compound, so you mean you want him to sleep on the same bed as us? ”

“Yan ‘Er is here too? ”

“mm-hmm. ”

Yan ‘er was spoiled and spoiled. Since she was young, she had the problem of recognizing a bed. She rarely slept in a place that was not familiar to her. What happened tonight Why would she go to Fu Qingshan’s military compound?

Qiao man bit her lip and hesitated for a moment before saying, “it’s raining heavily outside, how can I go? ”

“I’ve already sent a car to pick you up, just put on your clothes and wait. ”

After saying that, Fu Qingshan did not say any more nonsense and cut off the communication.

Qiao man put down her phone, and the little bit of sleepiness she had left was completely gone.

She lifted the blanket and got off the bed. After changing into a set of clothes, she hurriedly went downstairs to wait.

Five minutes later, the villa’s doorbell rang. She opened it and saw a man in military uniform. When he saw her, he gave a standard military salute.

“Miss Qiao, the division commander is waiting for you. Please follow me. ”

Qiao man nodded and turned off the lights of the villa. She held an umbrella and walked towards the Black Bentley on the parking lot.

The soldiers were always strict and serious. They could be seen from the decorations in the car and the speed of the car.

They were strict and serious.

Half an hour later, they arrived at the military compound.

The headlights of the car pierced through the dreary heavy rain and shone on the wall not far away, creating a blurry light.

She got out of the car, held an umbrella, and followed Fu Qingshan’s subordinates to his division commander’s office.

Ji Yunshen’s legs were crossed as he lazily leaned against the back of the SOFA. He narrowed his eyes as he smoked. He casually threw his coat onto the armrest of the SOFA. He unbuttoned his shirt and could vaguely see his wheat-colored skin.

When he heard the sound, he looked over through the thin layer of smoke. His exquisite brows and eyes immediately revealed a thick sense of displeasure.

“Young Master Fu, she’s pregnant. Didn’t you know? ”

Fu Qingshan Sat on the Sofa at the side. When he heard that, he casually took a puff of his cigarette. Then, he slowly exhaled and said in an extremely casual tone, “seeing that you’re not very happy, I wanted to help you toss and turn. Why? Does your heart ache? ”

Ji Yunshen’s beautiful eyebrows slowly knitted together. They piled up into a mountain, and he seemed to be extremely unhappy.

He put out the cigarette butt and strode towards the girl at the door with his strong long legs.

“Don’t answer his calls in the future. You don’t have any good intentions. ”

It was raining heavily outside. Qiao man’s shoulders and long hair were a little wet. Seeing that he did not drink and did not need anyone to take care of him, she turned around and wanted to leave, but he pulled her into his arms.

“turn off the air-conditioner and change it to the heater. She’s cold. ”

Fu Qingshan raised his eyebrows and casually picked up the remote control. He turned off the air conditioner and changed it to a heater.

“You two should still have something to talk about, so I’ll go back first. ”

She struggled slightly, but he held her and walked inside, pressing her to sit on the Sofa.

“We’ll talk about it soon. Wait a moment, I’ll go back with you. ”

Qiao Man Thought of the heavy rain outside, and how sleepy and cold she was, so she did not put on a pretentious front. She just lay on the SOFA and prepared to sleep while waiting.

She originally wanted to lie on the other side, but the man beside her noticed her thoughts and pulled her back. In the next second, her head fell on the man’s strong and long legs.

The man took the coat from the armrest of the SOFA and covered her with it. “Go to sleep. I’ll call you when you leave. ”

He was wearing his wide suit coat and his long legs that carried his body temperature. It seemed that in just a moment, his aura filled his entire body.

Because of Qiao Man, the pregnant woman, Fu Qingshan and Ji Yunshen both put out their cigarettes and began to talk about the unfinished business.

Ji Yunshen’s slender fingers twirled her long black hair that was draped over his long legs. He played with it between his fingers. “Does the old man know about your application for discharge? ”

“I haven’t told him yet! ”

There was a bottle of’82 Romani Conti on the coffee table in front of the SOFA. Fu Qingshan leaned over slightly and poured himself a cup. He shook it and downed it in one gulp. “I plan to tell him after the application report is done, so as to avoid more trouble. ”

Ji Yunshen nodded, and a lazy smile appeared on his lips. “You’ve only been married for a few days, and you’ve already applied for discharge. Be careful that the old man doesn’t think that you’re in such a hurry because you’ve been blown away by your new wife. If that happens, you’ll be in big trouble. ”

“No, in a sense, the Lin family seems to be more prosperous than the Fu family. He doesn’t dare to think about Lin Yan. ”

Ji Yunshen, however, didn’t think much of it. He shook his head. “They’re the older generation of revolutionaries. If they really start to argue, they won’t be able to differentiate right from wrong. You’d better be careful. ”

Fu Qingshan played with the empty wine glass in his hand. Looking at the reflection of the light reflected on it, he said nonchalantly, “yes, I’ll take note. ”

“actually… I’d like to know more. They’re not easy to deal with, so who will you favor when the time comes? ”

Qiao man was also very curious about Ji Yunshen’s gossipy question. She was already in a daze and was about to fall asleep.

Fu Qingshan looked over when he heard that. His tone was still the same as before. “Young Master Ji, you sound as if Lin Yan is not my woman. Am I that incompetent? ”

“Yes, I am relieved when you say that. Otherwise, when the two of them get together, the most worrying thing is whether you can afford to support your wife. ”

Fu Qingshan’s gaze swept over the beautiful and exquisite little face on Ji Yunshen’s lap indifferently. He said with a smile that was not a smile, “Oh, they said that when they were chatting? ”

“I’ve never heard it with my own ears, but there seems to be a rumor that Miss Lin’s monthly allowance is seven figures. With your current salary as a mere teacher, it sounds like there’s something wrong with taking care of your wife. ”

“Oh, it seems like I’m really useless! ”

…

Qiao man was so sleepy that she went straight to sleep before she finished listening.

When she woke up, the sky was already bright. The Sunlight seeped through the thick curtains and quietly fell on the floor, rippling with a golden light.

The man’s strong legs were still under her head. She raised her eyes slightly, and what greeted her eyes was the man’s finely ironed white shirt, then his perfect jaw, and then his elegant and handsome face.

His eyes were closed, and he had one elbow supporting him on the Armrest of the SOFA. His head was leaning against it, and his posture was extremely lazy and elegant.

His breath was light, and his other hand held her little hand. It was warm and rough, carrying an indescribable strength.

She moved a little, wanting to get up quietly, but the man still noticed the second she got up, and he immediately opened his eyes.

“Why didn’t you wake me up? ”

She sat up and realized that the two of them were still in Fu Qingshan’s division commander’s office. The air conditioner was turned on and it was very stuffy. Although she was afraid of the cold, She was not afraid to this extent.

“It rained last night and it was cold at night. You slept quite soundly, so I didn’t wake you up. ”

“Oh! ” She nodded and handed him the large coat that covered her body. “Let’s go. ”

…

The smoke-gray Bentley had just driven out of the military compound when Ji Yunshen’s phone, which was placed on the dashboard, rang.

It was an unknown number. He pressed the Bluetooth headset to answer the call, and a delighted voice came from the other end. “CEO JI, Ms. Qin is showing signs of waking up. She keeps mumbling. Do you need to come back and take a look? ”

“okay, I’ll be right back. ”

After hanging up the phone, he turned his head and glanced at Qiao Man, who was looking out of the window. “Man man, the doctor just called and said that your mother is about to wake up! ”

Qiao man had been here for a long time, so long that she thought that she would never hear anything that made her so happy, and tears welled up in her eyes.

“really? I’m not dreaming, am I? ”

In front of them was a traffic light that lasted for dozens of seconds. The man stepped on the brake and wiped away the tears on her pretty little face with his calloused fingers.

“Don’t cry, this is a good thing. ”

Qiao man did not want to cry either, but for some reason, the more she wiped away the tears, the fiercer they became.

In the end, the man leaned over and kissed the tears off her face bit by bit. He said, “man man, don’t cry, okay? ”

His voice was gentle and sexy, clean and clear, like the clearest water that melted on an iceberg, slowly trickling into people’s hearts.

He remembered seeing such a sentence on twitter or on some chicken soup blogger’s article.

It said: A man is willing to kiss you dry of your tears. What does it mean?

It means that this man loves this woman very much and dotes on this woman very much.

Kissing the woman dry of her tears proves that this man is comforting this woman by kissing her dry. He doesn’t want this woman to continue to be sad.

So many times, she would think, what does she mean to Ji Yunshen?

At first, she definitely did not love him, but she should have liked him. But Now She was getting more and more confused. She could not figure it out.

She stared at him in a daze. She had forgotten about her tears for a moment.

The Red Light turned green. He turned around, stepped on the accelerator, and walked all the way to the Blue Mountain villa.

No one spoke again. The subtle atmosphere spread all the way to the side room villa.

When the two of them walked in, the doctors and nurses were sitting in the living room, studying the medical records. When they saw the two of them, they quickly stood up respectfully.

The male doctor who was the leader walked over first. He extended his hand and shook Ji Yunshen’s hand before he began to describe Qin Yulan’s reaction before she woke up.

“When the nurses were making ward rounds early in the morning, they discovered that Mrs. Qin’s heartbeat apparatus fluctuated greatly. Then, they called me and the other two doctors to conduct a detailed examination. We unanimously came to the conclusion that Mrs. Qin will wake up very soon. The latest is tonight. ”

Qiao man stood at the side and was so excited that she did not know what to say. She only covered her lips, and her eyes were once again filled with tears.

The man next to her pulled her into his arms, and then ordered in a low voice, “then I’ll have to trouble you all today. You must observe closely, and inform me as soon as you wake up. ”

After giving the order, he lowered his head to look at the excited girl. “Come with me to have breakfast and sleep, then come back, HMM? ”

Qiao man raised her face, and in her pitch-black eyes, it was as if stars were twinkling in the sky. “I want to wait here for my mother to wake up. I don’t want to eat, and I don’t want to sleep. ”

It had been a long time since she had seen her father. Every time she called, either she couldn’t get through, or Xiao Min picked up and said a bunch of sarcastic words.