Author: Qin Ruoxu MACHINE TRANSLATION

Silence. A long silence.

At this moment, time seemed to have stopped.

The man’s eyes were bloodshot. The hand hanging by his side suddenly reached out and grabbed the doctor’s collar. It trembled tightly. “What did you say? ”

“Hug… sorry, Mr. Ji, we really did our best. The child, the child is gone. ”

In the middle of the night in the hospital, in the dark and empty corridor, in the place closest to life and death, just one door away, he told him that the child that he and Qiao man had yet to form had left this world in this way.

They had not even experienced the joy of being a parent for the first time. They had not even had the time to give him a name, prepare clothes, or even… … Had not had the time to properly talk to him …

It had been more than four months. That little life had long infiltrated his life and become the softest concern in his heart.

But now, he had completely lost him, using the cruelest method.

Ji Yunshen flung the doctor away, and a brutal coldness burst out from his eyes. “save him again. ”

The doctor fell to the cold ground with a huge inertia. Step by step, he walked towards the doctor and gracefully squatted down. He said word by word, “If you can’t save him, I want your whole family to be buried with him. ”

Because of the man’s words, the middle-aged doctor couldn’t move at all. He lay there paralyzed. “Ji… Mr. Ji… ”

“stop talking nonsense. Go and save him. Go on, get lost! ”

All these years, Fu Qingshan had never seen Ji Yunshen like this. It was as if he had completely lost his mind and Gone Mad.

Moreover, it was because of a woman who had married him by trickery.

Had he fallen in love with her?

He took a few steps forward and pulled the man who was squatting there. “old JI, that’s enough. ”

After putting some distance between Ji Yunshen and the doctor, Fu Qingshan turned his head to look at the doctor who was still lying on the ground and trembling. “What are you still standing there for? Hurry up and go in and save him! ”

“Oh, oh, okay… okay, okay… ”

The doctor seemed to have finally reacted. He stumbled up and ran into the operating theater.

Ji Yunshen shook off his hand and kicked the waiting chair. His pair of sharp and deep eyes seemed to carry endless sadness, but they were also cold and unreasonable

“old JI, calm down. ”

Ji Yunshen fidgeted with his hair and kicked the waiting chair again. His voice was so loud that it could almost shatter one’s eardrums. “Calm down. My wife and child are lying inside. Old Fu, tell me the f * Ck, how am I supposed to calm down? ”

“You’re so agitated. How am I supposed to tell you about the person who pulled the trigger? ”

Ji Yunshen turned around. His dark eyes seemed to be dyed with the color of the night. It was boundless and endless. “You have new clues? ”

Fu Qingshan took out a cigarette box from his trouser pocket and handed him a cigarette “I sent a few people to investigate the scene. They said that the person who shot the hidden gun had good marksmanship and had a range of about 100 meters. However, he was able to accurately kill the target, much like someone from our special forces. However, old JI, have you ever thought of another possibility? What if the other party is just a gun enthusiast or a professional killer “In other words, the other party has been deliberately confusing us! ”

“whether it’s the accident that happened to Qiao man after you guys got married, or the sudden appearance of Su Tang on your bed in the Barcelona hotel, or the car that went out of control in the basement of the supermarket after you guys came back from Barcelona, or the animal carcass that ye he sent, or the Lu Yubai that she mentioned, and then Li Sheng, it’s all like a game of cat and mouse. Men shouldn’t play such tricks. ”

“We’ve been in the wrong direction since the beginning, and this person is very likely the woman beside us. She knows Qiao Man, and even knows you and me. ”

“everything she does will give people a huge flaw, but in reality, there isn’t a single flaw. She’s well-versed in criminal psychology, her driving skills are excellent, and she’s familiar with guns… ”

As he spoke, Fu Qingshan paused and took a deep breath of the cigarette in his hand “Tang Qian suddenly disappeared and Wen Cheng was attacked and unconscious. The only two people she came into contact with couldn’t tell who the person was. For her to be so extreme, it’s highly likely that the person is a person with personality disorder, a person with dual personality, or someone with a history of mental illness. ”

“For her to do so much, her motive is obvious. Either she loves you pathologically and doesn’t allow any woman to appear by your side, or… she hates you. ”

The more one loved someone, the more one hated them.

However, old JI had never gotten into any romantic relationships in the past few years. Apart from his first love, Ye he, his 10 years of unforgettable love with Ji Han, and then Qiao man.

He could count them all.

Of course, those women that came up to him didn’t count.

Ji Yunshen pressed down on his lighter, lowered his head and leaned in. He narrowed his eyes and lit up a cigarette. “The woman beside us? Zuo Qing? Su Tang? Tong Qin? Jiang Meng? Han ‘er? And your wife. Who Do you think it is? ”

He was familiar with Qiao Man, Fu Qingshan, and the women beside them. He could count them all.

Zuo Qing, who was beside Shen Yebai, Tong Qin, who was beside Fang Jinglun, Su Tang, who was handled by Huo Qingtong, Jiang Meng, Han ‘er, and Lin Yan.

The six women were well-versed in psychology, were good at driving, and were also familiar with guns… …

At the moment, they did not seem to have any.

Zuo Qing was a lawyer. Although she knew how to drive, she had been pampered since she was young, so it was impossible for her to come into contact with guns.

Moreover, under Shen Yebai’s excessive love for her for many years, it was even more impossible for her to come into contact with anything that was bloody or dark.

She already had old Shen, so she would not have any thoughts towards him. She should be the first person to be excluded.

Tong Qin was an actress. Back then, she and Qiao man went to the same university, and their majors were the same. They majored in psychology. Although she had dropped out of school midway, she had still come into contact with him and knew how to drive. As for guns, she still had to investigate carefully and did not dare to make any rash claims.

Old Fang had feelings for her, and he had never come into contact with her. Did he really not think that she would have any thoughts towards him?

Or rather, it was all covered up by old Fang and did not appear under his eyes.

In any case, with old Fang around, she should not be able to cause any big trouble.

Next was Su Tang. She was a woman who had lost her memory due to a car accident. Everything about her past was unknown, but after a short period of contact, it seemed unlikely that she would have anything to do with the dark element.

Compared to Tong Qin, he felt that it was even more impossible for Su Tang to have any feelings for him. Not only had she never interacted with him, she had not even met him.

As for Jiang Meng, he knew that she knew how to drive and that her driving skills were very good. As for psychology, he had never studied it in detail. He had only heard from Han ‘er that her parents were psychology professors. As for guns, he still had to investigate them.

She and Han ‘Er had been good friends for many, many years. He had interacted with her for many years. If she really had any feelings for him, it was impossible for him not to have noticed it at all.

Or rather, it was unlikely. They were so close that they could not be separated from each other.

As for Han ‘er, she majored in design in university. She did not have any experience in psychology or the environment she interacted with. She also did not know how to drive. As for guns, it was even more impossible.

If she wanted to win herself back, she would definitely not do anything that would hurt him.

After so many years, even if they were separated, what remained in the bottom of her heart were more beautiful memories than hatred.

Next was Lin Yan. Among these people, he thought that Lin Yan was the most impossible.

It was not just because she was Qiao Man’s best friend and could even give up her life. More importantly, everyone in Lin city knew that she had a crush on old Fu for many years. It was impossible for her to have any feelings for him.

“It’s impossible for my wife and Han ‘er. As for the others, I still need some time. ”

Fu Qingshan took the last puff of his cigarette and glanced at Lin Yan, who was leaning against the wall with tears all over her face. His pupils constricted slightly, and a myriad of emotions flashed through his eyes. “She hasn’t eaten anything tonight. I’ll bring her to eat something. Call me anytime if there’s anything. ”

Ji Yunshen nodded and glanced at the operating theater with the red light on. “Okay! ”

Fu Qingshan threw the cigarette butt in his hand into the trash can and walked to Lin Yan’s side. He reached out to hug her, but she quickly dodged him. “Don’t touch me. ”

“Nanny Li said that you didn’t eat the dinner that was prepared. I’ve been torturing you for the whole afternoon. You’ve used up so much of your energy. Do you want to be so hungry that you’re rolling around on the ground with a stomachache again? ”

After saying that, the man bent down and directly picked up the girl who had an awkward and innocent look on her face. “Fu Qingshan, I said don’t touch me. I’m so hungry that I’m rolling around on the ground with a stomachache. You don’t have to care about that. ”

The girl kept twisting and struggling, hitting and hitting his chest. “Fu Qingshan, are you deaf? ”

“Do you think I’m willing to care about you? ”

The man strode forward with a pair of strong and long legs. In a corner that was not as bright as the lights, the light and shadows that scattered down made his handsome and indifferent face even more devoid of any warmth.

“your face is full of emotions. Your parents and grandparents come here every now and then. When they see you like this, they might think that I’m bullying you. When that time comes, I’ll go to my parents’ place and Nag them again. I’ve just had a few days of peace and quiet, and now I’m restless again. ”

Fu Qingshan was very tall. The height that he held in his arms was something that she had never experienced before. It was warm and full of security.

It would make people unable to resist being greedy and not want to leave.

The girl’s exquisite eyebrows revealed an ambiguous emotion. A pair of fair, lotus-like arms wrapped around the man’s neck. “So, if it wasn’t for my family, you wouldn’t have cared about me at all? ”

The man glanced at her but didn’t say anything.

“Alright, I’ll tell them that they’re not allowed to come here in the future. I miss my family and will stay there for a long time. It won’t affect you anymore. ”

The man was tall and had long legs. Soon, he carried her to the elevator entrance. She patted his shoulder and said, “now, there’s no need to act anymore. PUT ME DOWN! ”

The two of them looked at each other through the layers of light for a few seconds before the man bent down and placed her on the ground.

The elevator door opened and the man walked in with his long legs. The girl followed after him.

He pushed her away in the evening, and when she fell to the ground, she sprained her ankle a little. In addition, there were too many people, and she was wearing ten-centimeter high heels. She didn’t know who pushed her, but she fell straight forward.

Fu Qingshan was one person away from her. Seeing that he was about to grab her, but was suddenly held by a pair of hands from the side, Lin Yan looked up. She was about to say thank you, but was stunned by this familiar man’s face in front of her.

A second, two seconds, three seconds passed before she reacted and pulled away from the man in front of her.

“senior brother, why are you here? ”

The man in front of her was called Mo Zhengdong. He was Lin Yan’s senior brother when she was studying in England. As they were all Lin city people, he took extra care of her. However, after he graduated and returned to the country, she was busy with her heavy studies in England, so she gradually lost contact with him She did not expect to meet him here.

“My family is sick, so I came to visit, ” Mo Zhengdong explained plainly and asked her with a smile, “what about you? When did you return to the country? ”

Lin Yan felt that the gaze behind her was getting hotter and hotter. She reached out to brush her hair off her shoulders, and her smile grew brighter. “I’ve been back for a few months. ”

“Oh, is that so? After breaking up with that Xiao Ce, did you get a boyfriend again? ”

Lin Yan suddenly did not know how to answer this question. It was too complicated to say. Anyway, she was married, so it was not considered as having a boyfriend, so she shook her head.

“Then leave a number. When our company has a suitable young man, I’ll introduce him to you. He’ll definitely be much better than the ‘blind’ man that you’ve always been thinking about. ”

Lin Yan replied with an ‘Oh’ . Just as she was about to take out her phone from her bag, she heard a ding. The elevator stopped steadily on the first floor. The person beside her was walking out. The friction made her lose her balance again. Mo Zhengdong was about to reach out to help her up He saw the tall man standing behind Lin Yan wrap his arms around her waist and pull her into his embrace.

“Why didn’t I realize you were so talkative before? Let’s go. ”

Before Mo Zhengdong could react, he sighed and saw Lin Yan turn her head in the man’s embrace. She gave him a slightly apologetic look.

Then, the elevator closed and continued to descend to the lower level.

Lin Yan’s ankle was a little painful. It was even more painful for her to be dragged forward by him. She reached out to shake off the man’s big hand on her waist. “Fu Qingshan, what are you doing? Why are you walking so fast? ”

Outside the hospital, the colorful garden lights mixed with the neon lights of the city gradually formed a sea of red, red, and green.

The girl stood against the light. Her Long wavy hair hanging at her waist was slightly fluttering in the night wind. The shadows of the lights fell on her face, making her features, which were already deep, look more exquisite and three-dimensional. It was as if they were rendered in ink, unforgettable.

The man frowned slightly. He took out a cigarette case from his pocket and lit it up. His voice was gentle and emotionless. “WHO IS XIAO CE? ”

Lin Yan did not expect him to suddenly ask this question. She was stunned for a few seconds before answering gently, “my boyfriend in England. ”

“Why haven’t I heard of you having a boyfriend in England before? ”

The girl choked on the smoke from the man’s mouth. She coughed violently twice and stepped back slightly. “I have had a lot of boyfriends in England. You’re the only one who has a rich love history. ”

“How long have you been dating? ”

The man asked again as if he cared about it very much, but also as if he was chatting with her. He was very nonchalant.

“about half a year. ”

Lin Yan was very irritated by his question. She looked impatient. “Why are you asking so many questions? It’s all in the past. ”

The man’s face, which was still uncertain a second ago, was somehow pleased by her words. He revealed a soul-stirring smile. “I’m curious. I’m curious what kind of man would fall for a woman like you, who is aloof, arrogant, and domineering. ”

Lin Yan tilted her head slightly. Under the gentle breeze, her face was cool and comfortable. “there are many men who admire me, but you’re the only one who can’t see my good side. ”

After saying that, she limped down the stairs. Her petite figure soon melted into the thick, endless night.



Qiao Man’s surgery lasted for nearly twenty hours. It was not until noon the next day that she was pushed out of the operating theater by the doctor.

Ji Yunshen and Fu Qingshan were smoking cigarettes. When they heard the sound of the operating theater door opening, they stood up almost at the same time.

Lin Yan lay on the chair and fell asleep. She was covered by Fu Qingshan’s loose windbreaker. When she heard the sound of the operating theater door opening, she almost immediately opened her eyes and stood up from the chair.

The attending doctor was traumatized by what happened last night. He walked over a few steps and tried to speak in a normal voice “The surgery was very successful. The patient just had a miscarriage and suffered a gunshot wound. During this period of time, the Diet should be light and light. There should be less oil and less salt. It is best to keep her happy. This will also be very helpful to the patient’s recovery. ”

After the doctor finished speaking, he took off his mask and dragged his tired body away. Behind him were the assistant surgeon, the anesthesiologist, and a few young nurses.

The moment the nurse pushed Qiao Man’s hospital bed out of the operating theater, Ji Yunshen walked over quickly. He did not finish listening to the doctor’s words at all. Instead, he stood where he was and listened to the entire conversation. At the end, he said to the doctor and the team of doctors behind him, “thank you for your hard work. Later, give me the complete fetus of the child. ”

The attending doctor nodded, indicating that he understood.

Ji Yunshen walked over step by step. The Pale light from the ceiling made the face of the girl on the moving hospital bed look even Paler, without a trace of blood.

Her eyes were closed, and her eyes were clear and shallow. Her breathing was light, as if she had never experienced pain or torture.

However, he knew that those would only be his fantasies.

Ji Yunshen waved his hand, indicating that the nurse beside him could leave. Instead, he pushed the moving hospital bed and moved it to the advanced ward at the end of the corridor.

Lin Yan had not slept for almost the entire night. When she heard that Qiao man was fine, her worried heart finally relaxed.

She followed behind Ji Yunshen, which meant that she was watching his back the entire time.

As she watched, she thought that Ji Yunshen was such a proud man and had loved her deeply, so he would not easily fall in love with any woman.

However, at this moment, she felt that he might have fallen in love with manman.

Or rather, it was not as simple as falling in love.

When she walked to the door of the ward, her white wrist was gently pulled by the man beside her. “Qiao man is under general anesthesia. In addition, she had a miscarriage and had an operation. Her physical strength is weak, so she will be unconscious for a long time. Come back with me to take a shower and sleep, and then come back. ”

Lin Yan frowned slightly and struggled twice. “Let go of me, I’m fine, I want to stay here and guard man man. ”

“Lin Yan, do you think I’m negotiating with you? ”

After saying that, Fu Qingshan bent down and picked up the girl. “I just don’t want to play hardball with you. You don’t know, or are you just pretending to be confused with me? ”

The man looked at her deeply, then walked towards the elevator.

Lin Yan was indeed very tired. After struggling a few times, she didn’t struggle, so she simply let him go.



Ji Yunshen called Zhang Sao and asked her to boil a pot of fresh and nutritious chicken soup to bring over. He also asked her to send over a lot of toiletries.

After Zhang Sao sent them over, he fetched hot water and threw in a towel. He began to help her wipe her face, hands, and body.

After all was done, she still did not show any signs of waking up. He glanced out of the French window. The sunset was gradually approaching the horizon. The afterglow scattered across the sky. The orange-red light shone through the window and into her face It made her pale face have a vivid color, no longer lifeless.

Because he had not slept for the whole night, coupled with his tense nerves, he finally relaxed. Unknowingly, he held the girl’s hand and fell asleep by the bed.

When he woke up again, he was woken up by the girl’s ravings.

“Don’t… don’t, don’t hurt my child, don’t… ”

The man held the girl’s hand even harder, as if this was the only way to give her strength, to give himself strength.

“Shh Shh, man man, it’s okay, it’s okay, go to sleep! ”

As if hearing the man’s deep and magnetic comforting voice, the girl’s ravings gradually disappeared and she fell into a deep sleep again.

The man did not sleep again. Instead, he went out of the ward and smoked a few cigarettes. When he came back, he picked up the notebook on the table and began to catch up on the work that he had missed over the past two days.

After an unknown amount of time, the girl opened her eyes. The first thing she saw was the man sitting elegantly with his legs crossed. There was a silver notebook on his lap, and his slender fingers were tapping on it from time to time The light blue screen shone on his face, making his sharp lines appear even gentler.

She turned her gaze away and began to size up the room she was in.

This was not a room in the villa, but more like an advanced ward. When these words rushed into her mind, those dark memories suddenly flooded into her mind like a tide.

She almost subconsciously covered her lower abdomen, and her voice trembled slightly. “Ji Yunshen, how’s the Child? ”

Ji Yunshen was analyzing the stocks when he heard the girl’s voice, and he could not help but stiffen up.

He kept the notebook and looked at her through the dim light. “Man man, we are still young. There will be more children, HMM? ”

There was no more. Indeed, there was no more.

This child came so suddenly and left so suddenly that she did not enjoy the joy of being a mother

She closed her eyes, but her inside was very dry and there was no sign of moisture.

“Can you go out? I want to be alone for a while. ”

Her reaction was beyond his expectations. There was no sadness, no injury, and not even a hint of resentment.

How could he leave her alone in the ward like this?

“I’ll stay here with you. I’m not going anywhere. ”

If she had gone over, she would have been very happy to hear the man say that. However, at this moment, she did not feel happy at all. There was only sadness.

“I’ll be fine. I just want to be alone for a while. If you’re worried, come back in ten minutes. I just want to be alone for a while. Please, Ji Yunshen. ”

The man’s deep gaze fell on the girl’s face. After a while, he stood up and buttoned his suit again. “okay, I’ll be outside. Call me if you need me. ”

The woman closed her eyes and nodded slightly.

Previously, because of the child, she did not consider their relationship anymore. For the Child, she felt that she could tolerate her husband not having her in his heart, or even not loving her.

But now that the child was gone, this kind of loveless husband-and-wife relationship seemed to have no need to exist anymore.



Ji Yunshen smoked two cigarettes at the door. He glanced at his watch every ten seconds on average. After countless times of looking at the time on his watch, he put out the cigarette butt in his hand, threw it into the trash can, and turned around to return to the ward.

The girl had fallen asleep. Her small, sharp face was covered in tears. Under the NEON light, her face looked even Paler, almost devoid of blood.

He sat by the bed and quietly looked at her for a long time. It was so long that his whole body was stiff. Then, he laid down on the bed and fell asleep again.

The next morning, he woke up with the rustling sound of clothes being put on. He opened his eyes and saw the woman sitting on the bed was putting on clothes. The infusion tube in his hand had been completely removed by her.

“Man man, where are you going? ”

Qiao man lifted the blanket and endured the intense pain in her abdomen. She gently moved her legs and said, “the child is more than four months old. It has already taken shape. I want to find it and bury it. ”

In the past twenty years, she had experienced more separation than anyone else. She had long gone from the initial grief and despair to the final numbness. She was even indifferent to it.

It had been a few years. It had been a few years since she had experienced such an unforgettable and heart-wrenching moment like this.

“Your body has not recovered yet. Listen to me. I have already preserved the fetal model. When you are discharged from the hospital, we will go bury it again, okay? ”

Qiao man lowered her eyes and did not say anything. Instead, she continued to get out of bed.

Ji Yunshen knew her temper. Once she became stubborn, no one could stop her. Now that she had undergone surgery and was injured, he did not dare to touch her. He could only gently persuade her, “man man, listen to me, Huh? ”

“Ji Yunshen, am I a jinx? Why do my family and things that I care about always leave me in the end? ”

There was a warm liquid spreading on her face. She raised her hand and casually wiped it away. She smiled and said, “it should be. I’m a jinx. GRANDPA and grandma have said the same thing about me! ”

It seemed that ever since she was born, the Qiao family had never stopped. First, it was difficult to turn over funds. Then, it was financing. A lot of shares were evaporated. Then, second uncle and third uncle passed away one after another. After that, it was GRANDPA, then grandma, and then Qiao Jin.

“Don’t let your imagination run wild. Be Obedient. Take another NAP. When you wake up, everything will be over. HMM? ”

Qiao man smiled bitterly. “really? If that’s really the case, how great would that be! ”

She insisted on leaving. The man was afraid that he would hurt her. In the end, he could only call the doctor to give her a sedative. Because of the effects of the sedative, she slowly fell asleep.



At eight o’clock in the evening, Fu Qingshan and Lin Yan appeared in Qiao Man’s ward.

Hearing the footsteps, Ji Yunshen turned around. When he saw the two of them, he retracted his gaze and continued to look at the petite figure on the bed.

“How is man man? Has she woken up yet? ”

Lin Yan placed the fruits she bought for Qiao Man on the cabinet by the bed. Looking at Qiao man on the bed, she said with heartache, “why does she look so Pale? Does she know? ”

Ji Yunshen nodded. He stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window. “She woke up and fell asleep again. Then, she woke up again and fell asleep again. ”

That day, she was in a dazed state. She would wake up and fall asleep again.