Listening to Qin Lina's accusation to herself, Jiang Shiran has no idea of defending herself.
She didn't want things to be like this, but she couldn't control it. She didn't even know that Xiao Shi existed or that she had changed so many people's lives.
If she could, she would rather that she had never known Si Qin or Liang Qiancheng. She would have been alone, without Wanyi's mother, Jiahui's mother, Gu youyou and her father, so that she could stay in a small corner and live and die on her own.
As long as time can go back, things can return to the original appearance.
"Xiaoshi came to me before pretending to be you. She told me that maybe she couldn't come back. She hoped that I could take good care of her brother Si Qin. She hated me, but she had to ask me. I asked her, regret it? She told me that she never regretted. Even though she didn't know you, you were her favorite girl. Maybe a long time ago, when brother Siqin refused her, she really hated her. I didn't see her first. Why did she look like you instead of you? Later, she figured out that if there was no you, brother Siqin would not keep her around, Even if it's your double, she's satisfied
Qin Lina suddenly began to laugh, laughing very loud, so many days, she has been repressing her emotions, not let her hair, out.
She always felt that he would be OK and wake up, because he had not yet seen his "time girl" walk into the Holy Church holding the hand of the one he loved.
But the two shock in the night, let her spirit completely collapse, she has been unable to bear another blow.
If Si Qin really can't make it, she doesn't know how she's going to make it, and she's not sure whether she'll really go to Jiang Shiran's trouble. Take Jiang Shiran to find Si Qin.
"It's ridiculous that a girl loves so much that she can't love herself, but she's just a shadow of others and a stand in for someone else. Finally, she is willing to die for you. Her family and her life are all destroyed in your hands, just because she has a face similar to you. What's wrong with this? She can't choose her own face, but she still chooses you in life. Before she left, Si Qin also told her that if she regretted, he would send them back. As if nothing had happened, they would return to their own peaceful life. Even if she did not regret and refused to retreat, he would not love her, even if it was only for a short time, even if it was just to cheat her. Xiaoshi turns around and doesn't look back. He just asks quietly, if I really die, can I have a small position in your mind, not as a substitute for Jiang Shiran, but as Xiaoshi's own name and identity? "
Obviously, it is just a very trivial thing, but for her, it is the biggest extravagance.
She is the same person as Xiaoshi. She tries her best to squeeze into Si Qin's heart. Even if it is just a small corner covered with dust, she will be very satisfied, but he is not willing to give it.
Because, in that place, all the locations are from Jiang Shiran.
No one can squeeze in, and no one can try to replace her.
Si Qin didn't answer Xiao Shi, but she already knew the answer.
Even so, she still chose to follow Liang Qiancheng without hesitation.
No one knows how long and how sad Xiaoshi cried that night. No one knows whether Xiaoshi was grateful or resentful to Jiang Shiran at the last moment.
Appreciate her let her meet with Si Qin, or hate her not love Si Qin, but occupy his whole heart.
At least, now Qin Lina hates Jiang Shiran, very much.
Each of her complaints, like a sharp knife, stabbed Jiang Shiran's chest hard, and then pulled out and stabbed again.
She is not the Virgin Mary, nor is she a hard hearted person. For other people's stories, maybe you can treat them with an attitude of onlookers, but these things really happen to her. All people have changed their way of life and deviated from their own track because of her.
Drooping eyes, hard to bite his lips, blood along her bitten lips, into her throat, salty taste, with a trace of bitterness.
"Jiang Shiran, you are a cruel executioner. You can let all people die without a knife. I beg you, will you spare me? Give it back to me
Qin Lina has been a bit incoherent, crying and laughing, mood is very chaotic.
She didn't know whether she wanted to sue Jiang Shiran or let her return the intact Siqin to her?
Unable to control her emotions, Qin Lina's present appearance may break down at any time.
"Lina, be sober. Si Qin will be OK. He promised me that he would wake up. He also promised you that he would marry you. You should have confidence in Si Qin. He is a man of great promise. He has never broken his promise. He will not smash his signboard for so many years."
Jiang Shiran has always believed that Si Qin will wake up and will.No matter how long he sleeps, he will never forget to wake up.
Qin Lina grabs Jiang Shiran's arm, and her nails are all in her flesh. "Really? Will he really wake up? "
"Well, really, trust him, and believe in yourself, and I'll be with you tonight."
Jiang Shiran helped Qin Lina up and sat down on the bench next to her. She tidied up her messy hair, and then helped her to beat the dust off her body.
I went to buy two bottles of water, carefully opened it for her and handed it to her hand. "Drink some water. You are too tired. I will take care of you when I go back to have a good rest."
"No, I'm not going back. I'm going to watch him wake up with my own eyes."
Qin Lina is holding water and refuses to go back.
She must stay by Si Qin's side and can't leave. He must need her very much at this time.
"Listen to me, go back and have a good rest. You don't want szechen to wake up and you'll fall down. It's not endless. I'll take good care of her. You can come back after a good rest."
Jiang Shiran takes out a wet towel and wipes the dust off Qin Lina's face. The tired face on her face still can't cover up her noble lady's temperament.
As a half breed, she is slightly deeper than the Oriental, but not as prominent as the westerners. Her facial features are particularly exquisite. Even if she does not have that delicacy on her face, she is still a beauty. However, she has made herself both human and ghost because of the piano.
"Well, when she wakes up, she must tell me that I will be with him."
Qin Lina is still worried. Before getting on the bus, she told Jiang Shiran again. Seeing her nodding, she got on Qinhai's car reluctantly.
"Miss Jiang, I don't know how to thank you. I've always been grateful to you for your care. If you need anything in the future, you can come to Qin and help me."
Qin Hai advised his wayward daughter for a long time, she is not willing to speak, also refused to leave Si Qin's ward.
But Jiang Shiran only talked with her for ten minutes, and she would go home to wash and rest. Although he was distressed by crying, at least she was willing to let herself go.
"Mr. Qin, it's all because of me. It's me who should say I'm sorry."
"Well, don't go to investigate these responsibilities. Things have happened and no one can change them. Don't think too much about them. No matter what happens, I hope Miss Jiang will stick to it all the time."
Qin Hai smiles at Jiang Shiran, then closes the door and leaves the hospital.
Looking at the direction of Qin Hai's car leaving, Jiang Shiran takes a deep breath and keeps going.
She doesn't know when she can hold on, at least for now, she can't fall.
When I returned to Si Qin's ward, Xiao Shi's grandfather had already chatted and was about to go outside when he ran into Jiang Shiran.
"Girl, it's time for me to go back. You don't have to worry about me. Just have the housekeeper take care of me."
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