Chapter 791

But Xu Meijun did not know why Mingmei suddenly mentioned this person.

In fact, the Chinese community in Paris is so large that as long as those who study there will know more or less, let alone that they once came from a school. Therefore, naturally, Xu Meijun and Ji Feiyang often participate together. Later, their marriage is clear in the circle of classmates.

"He happened to come to the United States on a business trip. As a result, Xiao Xu saw Ji Feiyang and a woman show up at Ritz Carlton. He asked the front desk with one more heart. Only then did he know that Ji Feiyang and this woman had lived together in Ritz Carlton for half a month."

Mingmei said directly: "So Ji Feiyang knows about you and Shen Feng, and now he wants to revenge on you, right? If that's the case, why do you need to get married? You're not married anyway. Everyone can be happy. "

Xu Meijun was stunned.

This matter is beyond Xu Meijun's expectation. But inexplicable, Xu Meijun soon thought of that day in a small foreign-style house to see the woman who appeared on the edge of Ji Feiyang.

Shen Feng said that it was Ji Feiyang's first love.

So, is Ji Feiyang also looking for comfort in this love injury?

Xu Meijun laughed at herself, but did not respond to Mingmei's indignation.

Because she knew she wasn't qualified. This matter, the wrong person is always her, not Ji Feiyang, she is hesitating, maybe Ji Feiyang is also struggling.

It's just to see who wants to say no.

Xu Meijun bowed her head and said nothing.

Mingmei saw this, but she was furious: "Meijun, don't be like this. I don't feel used to it. I remember you are the most vigorous and vigorous person among the three of us. Now it's better. You've become a mother-in-law. Do you want to be with Ji Feiyang because of your guilt? "

Mingmei said quietly: "Ji Feiyang is not reconciled, so I want to marry you? What is your marriage

Xu Meijun for a long time, just very light said: "I do not know."

"I really, fuck --" Mingmei seldom said dirty words.

Xu Meijun didn't speak again, so she sat quietly. Su wanting didn't dare to speak. The atmosphere of the three people was suppressed.

All of a sudden, the plane in Xu Meijun's room rang.

The three looked at each other, and the person who finally picked up the phone was su wanting: "Hello, did you want to find Meijun? Well, I'll tell her later and ask her to wait a little bit

With that, Su wanting hung up.

Mingmei was excited: "Ma ya, Ji Feiyang's first love is shouting?"

Xu Meijun also twisted her eyebrows.

The hotel I'm in now is Yi Jiayan's reserved suite. Even Ji's family doesn't know, so Xu Meijun doesn't know who can come to him at this time.

"Meijun, Shen yaoyang is waiting for you in the lobby. He told the front desk that he had something important to tell you. He said you would like to see him if you heard his name Su wanting actually told Xu Meijun what she knew.

The three words changed Xu Meijun's face in an instant.

She knew that this was Shen Feng's son.

When she and Shen Feng were still entangled, Shen yaoyang had already appeared beside Shen Feng. Shen Feng never denied Shen yaoyang's identity.

But now, Shen yaoyang is looking for him.

Xu Meijun wanted to refuse, but she couldn't bear the curiosity. It was a feeling that thousands of ants had crawled over. In the end, Xu Meijun couldn't resist it and quickly turned around and walked out of the room.

It's too late for Mingmei to call Xu Meijun.

In the end, Mingmei sighed helplessly.

Xu Meijun and Shen Feng did not hang up for many years. No matter what happened between them, they were still confused.

Su wanting, however, returned to her senses and looked at Mingmei: "is Shen yaoyang related to Shen Feng?"

"You are so stupid, Yi Jiayan just cheated you." Mingmei rolled her eyes directly.

Su wanting hummed and stopped talking.

In the suite, because Xu Meijun left, it suddenly became quiet.

……

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Xu Meijun ran to the lobby of the hotel at the first time. She was panting out of the elevator. When she got to the lobby, Xu Meijun slowed down.

There are many people in the lobby. This is the peak of American tourism.

In and out are tourists from all over the world.

Xu Meijun has never seen Shen yaoyang, even on TV. But Xu Meijun can see the young man standing on the edge of the hall in the crowd.

is as like as two peas in Shen Feng.

At Xu Meijun's first look at Shen yaoyang, Shen yaoyang has already raised his head, and his eyes are accurate.

Xu Meijun subconsciously dodged, but in the next second, she stood still. She was not impatient, and did not take the initiative to walk in the direction of Shen yaoyang.Shen yaoyang doesn't mind.

The 15-year-old is still much thinner. He doesn't wear suits and simple casual clothes, but he is also more mature.

He quietly walked in the direction of Xu Meijun: "Hello, I'm Shen yaoyang."

Shen yaoyang introduced himself.

Xu Meijun said, "Xu Meijun."

"Can you take a step?" Shen yaoyang asked directly, "one hour is good."

Xu Meijun did not refuse.

Now that she has come down from the room, Xu Meijun doesn't need to be coquettish in this situation. Seeing that Xu Meijun agreed, Shen yaoyang nodded, turned and took Xu Meijun to the coffee shop.

Obviously, Shen yaoyang had arranged for him to come with Xu Meijun. When he came with Xu Meijun, the manager met him at the door in person: "Mr. Shen, please follow me. The position you requested is ready."

Shen yaoyang nodded his head.

Xu Meijun did not speak, just quietly followed Shen yaoyang.

The manager took them to their positions and quietly retreated. In such a cubicle, you can see the best scenery in Los Angeles, but it will not affect others, leaving a space of absolute privacy.

Shen yaoyang asked for a cup of black coffee and Xu Meijun for a glass of juice.

They sat face to face.

Seems to be waiting for each other to take the initiative to break the silence.

Xu Meijun said for a long time: "what do you want to do with me? We don't seem to know each other very well. "

"Well." Shen yaoyang faintly responded to the voice, the tone is very similar to Shen Feng.

The more Shen yaoyang was like this, the more depressed Xu Meijun felt. All he thought about was the child who had never been lost in Shen Feng's strength.

Finally, Xu Meijun closed her eyes a little depressed.

Shen yaoyang's voice came slowly: "he is not my own father, but my adoptive father."

This is Shen Feng.

Xu Meijun understood it very well. He looked at Shen yaoyang in a slightly stunned way. His face was shocked.

"I know that the media think Shen Feng and I are biological father and son, and Shen Feng is married. But this is not the case. My father is not married. He is still single, including when he is with you. I am just her adopted child

"You..."

"He didn't disclose our real relationship to the public. Even the Shen family didn't know much about it. They thought I was the illegitimate son of my father."

"Because of the particularity of the Shen family, my father never intended to get married and have children," Shen explained. Marriage and children are a burden to him. Adopting me can eliminate most of the voices and transform most of the dangers. To become the successor of the Shen family, it is hard for ordinary people to think of. "

“……”

"My father gave up you at that time, not because he didn't love you, nor because he played with you. He made you misunderstood and didn't explain. He just wanted you to completely stop thinking about it."

“……”

"Because he loves you too much, he doesn't want you to be the target of your opponent, and he doesn't want you to spend time and again in danger. Even in Beixun, you can't escape again and again. In order to protect you, he has been in danger many times. Undoubtedly, his weakness is displayed in front of his enemies."

“……”

"The Shen family is a very cruel and merciless family. My father has come to this day step by step with blood. He needs a stable situation to give you a complete future. Under the circumstances like that in those years, if he had compromised, even if you were together, you would not have come to the present. "

“……”

"You can't bear the blood of the Shen family. You are well protected. You are too young. In that case, you will lose both sides. If you are really pregnant and give birth to this child, he can't guarantee that the child can grow up safely. Just like me, I've been in a bloodbath from childhood to now. "

……

Shen yaoyang said quietly, talking about Shen Feng.

Occasionally, Shen yaoyang would take a quiet sip of coffee, but it was only a sip, and the coffee was put aside.

Xu Meijun was shocked. She held the glass cup tightly with her hands. She couldn't say a word, or she didn't respond at all.

"He is not a good interpreter. Even domineering and powerful. But I've never seen him put a person on the top of his heart. If he doesn't care, if he's just interested, he can ignore you

After a long time, Shen yaoyang continued: "under such circumstances, he has no choice. He knows that you hate him deeply, but he must insist on doing so."

Shen yaoyang calmed down: "I'm not trying to explain anything for my father. I just feel that you have the right to know what he has done. After knowing, you can make a decision."

He said very directly, looking at Xu Meijun's eyes for a moment, no matter how serious.

"As long as it is anything you do, he will choose not to let you take risks. Even if you hate him for such reasons, he will do so without hesitation."Shen yaoyang continued to add for a long time: "over the past ten years, he has been cruel and merciless to everything in the Shen family. He has not given any backhand opportunities to his opponents. Even, such bloody cruelty makes everyone feel terrible. But I know why he did it

"He -" for a long time, Xu Meijun found his voice, but he could not finish a sentence completely.

"In those days, it was you and my father who hurt. He was bloody and cruel, but because it was the baby he was pregnant with, he would not be much better than you when he took it away. When there is no place to vent, he chooses the most extreme way

Shen yaoyang remembers the bloodbath of the Shen family in those years, and still has a lingering fear.

"He is punishing himself and the whole Shen family. At that time, the Shen family was in panic. " Shen yaoyang continued, "every day you see blood, every day you die."

Xu Meijun was astonished and said:

"Those who have died, it is as if they are making atonement for the child, paying his life for his life." Shen yaoyang closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "But he decided not to mention anything about you. Even if the Shen family completely fell into his control, he never looked for you."

“……”

"He can't face you after all." Shen yaoyang actually knows Shen Feng better than anyone else, "but my father has never restrained himself from thinking about you. You have always been in his heart. "

Xu Meijun listened quietly and finally closed her eyes.

He said nothing.

Shen yaoyang finished the cold black coffee in his coffee cup: "he wants to be close to you, but he is afraid of your refusal. No matter how strong and firm he is, he is a normal person after all. I don't know how long he can persist in such a situation

Xu Meijun's fist in the palm of his hand was getting tighter and tighter.

"If you want to marry Ji Feiyang, he won't stop you. He left from you as if nothing happened, and came back in a short half month. He almost stayed at home and drank in the study most of the time. Although his personality is not as drunk, it will not be much better. "

Shen yaoyang said, "I just want to ask you to give my father a chance if you can. At least give him a chance to explain to you in person. "

"I..." Xu Meijun couldn't find her voice.

Shen yaoyang put down his coffee cup, stood up and bowed seriously: "please. Excuse me today. I would like to ask you not to tell my father that I have come to see you. He doesn't want me to be too much on this matter. This is my personal will and thought

When the voice dropped, Shen yaoyang did not stop at the coffee shop, and soon walked out of the cafe.

For Xu Meijun, Shen yaoyang still looks thin.

Xu Meijun, however, has not returned to his mind for a long time. His mind is full of Shen yaoyang's words.

These words stimulate Xu Meijun again and again. These things are totally beyond Xu Meijun's imagination. At least, Xu Meijun never thought it would be like this.

What is this?

Xu Meijun closed her eyes slightly, her eyes were red, and her depressed mood became more and more complicated.

The appearance of Shen yaoyang made Xu Meijun's unstable heart even more unstable.

Such pain bit by bit in swallowing Xu Meijun's nerve.

Xu Meijun was almost driven mad.

She wants to question Shen Feng. What happens after that? Can that child come back to life? Shen Feng has thousands of reasons. For Xu Meijun, it was a stab in her heart after all. The wound was too deep. No matter what method Xu Meijun tried, she could not recover.

Xu Meijun closed her eyes.

Shen Feng's face constantly alternates in Xu Meijun's eyes.

The fist in the palm of his hand was tightly clenched.

She did not know how long she had been sitting in the coffee shop. When Mingmei came to find her, she got up in a daze.

"Hello, what did Shen Feng's son say to you?" Mingmei twisted her eyebrows and asked Xu Meijun.

Xu Meijun did not respond.

Mingmei was worried: "he won't stimulate you like his father, will he? It doesn't matter if it's exciting. Anyway, you don't want to be with Shen Feng. You don't care what he says

Mingmei said it directly.

Xu Meijun shook her head: "No

"What is that?" Mingmei is stunned.

Mingmei has never seen Xu Meijun like this. Except many years ago, when she broke up with Shen Feng, she made people feel worried. In the remaining ten years, Xu Meijun was the most sober and calm person among them.

Now?

Xu Meijun took a deep breath and drank the juice he had put for a long time. Only then did he convey what Shen yaoyang and himself had said to Mingmei truthfully.

Mingmei is also stunned and can't believe looking at Xu Meijun.

"So, can you tell me what I want to do now?"Minmei doesn't talk.

"Mingmei, Shen yaoyang's words, stabbed me hard in my heart and completely subverted my understanding and judgment over the past ten years. I don't know what I should do. I don't even know how to face Shen Feng. " Xu Meijun tried to make his organization clear.

Mingmei opened her mouth to speak, but in the end she did not say a word.

"In those days, maybe everyone had water, but I couldn't forgive Shen Feng for taking the life of my baby in my stomach in such a cruel way. Even if it's his helplessness, people can't refute it. "

Xu Meijun took a deep breath and repressed her collapse emotion: "at that time, no one could feel the sadness and helplessness."

She closed her eyes.

Mingmei also followed more and more quiet down, so light holding Xu Meijun, seems to give Xu Meijun strength.

"I'm really cruel. I don't want to get close to Shen Feng, and I don't want to have any involvement with Shen Feng. But now, I know I can't do it. I don't know how to describe that contradictory and complicated emotion. "

Xu Meijun's voice was trembling: "in this mood, I have to face flying, I can't do it. Even Xiao Xu said that when he saw Feiyang opening a room in another hotel with his first love, I could be indifferent. I don't know how this marriage will go on. "

“……”

"In the end, it's just like a stranger, and both sides will be hurt." Xu Meijun said, "but I don't know how to refuse to fly. I'm the one who did the wrong thing. It's atonement. "

Speaking of the back, Xu Meijun himself seems confused.

Mingmei always listened quietly.

Until Xu Meijun finished, Mingmei held Xu Meijun: "Meijun, I will support you in any decision you make. Whether you want to be with Ji Feiyang or go back to question Shen Feng, I will support you. "

"You are much wiser than me and wanting. You won't put yourself in a dilemma." Mingmei said directly, "you and Shen Feng start to entangle until now, in fact, your heart has been in Shen Feng's body, never let go."

Mingmei pushed Xu Meijun aside and said it directly.

Xu Meijun did not speak, she could not refute Mingmei's words.

If it was not for his own will, Shen Feng would not have succeeded. After all, my heart is soft.

Do you really hate Shen Feng?

Maybe that moment was hate, but in the past ten years, such hatred has been dissipated, only when I think about it, it will hurt and I will not be reconciled. After all, Shen Feng was not the wrong person in those years.

Love is always your love.

Shen Feng has never given himself any commitment, which is more than her wishful thinking.

So, gradually, no hate.

Goodbye to Shen Feng, some tried to see if they were really indifferent to Shen Feng. This month, the obvious fact clearly told Xu Meijun that she had never forgotten Shen Feng.

For 12 years, I never forget.

Only Shen Feng was pressed in the deepest memory.

As long as you touch this person, you will immediately, all the emotions gush out.

And this kind of mood, also more and more into the present situation into a dilemma.

For a long time, Xu Meijun returned to God and said faintly, "I want to calm down."

"Good." Minmei didn't say much.

Xu Meijun releases Mingmei's hand and walks out of the cafe alone. Mingmei stands in the same place and doesn't follow up.

……

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after Shen yaoyang visited Xu Meijun, Xu Meijun locked himself in the hotel suite quietly and never left.

Even three meals a day are room service from the hotel.

During this period, Ji Feiyang looked for Xu Meijun, but both of them seemed very silent at the end of the mobile phone. Finally, they didn't say anything and hung up in a hurry.

In addition to Ji Feiyang, Ji's parents also called Xu Meijun to confirm the details of the wedding.

But Xu Meijun is more and more nervous about the approaching wedding.

There's no way to calm that tension.

It's a kind of heart that wants to escape.

All kinds of Shen Feng's face flashed through his mind, and finally, Shen Feng's face was fixed, and some emotions were fermented.

In the end, Xu Meijun is completely desperate to lie on the big bed, quilt over his head, do not want to let himself into such a fantasy.

But later, Xu Meijun became more and more sober.

Wake up to Xu Meijun can not continue in the room.

Xu Meijun took a deep breath. Without looking back, she took the access card and mobile phone. She made an appointment with Mingmei and left the room directly.

Xu Meijun has just arrived in the lobby, ready to go directly to the bar to find Mingmei according to the bar address given by Mingmei.

As a result, Xu Meijun just walked in the direction of the taxi, but saw the woman getting on and off the taxi and looked up at Xu Meijun directly.Xu Meijun was quiet and did not speak.

She recognized the person standing in front of her for the first time, not others, but the woman she saw in the small house that day.

That look in the eyes to own hate, Xu Meijun to now all remember clearly.

But now -

Xu Meijun is in a trance, but he seems calm. Jiang Yimei has already said: "is it convenient to talk about it?"

Xu Meijun was quiet and nodded: "OK, let me talk to my friends."

With that, Xu Meijun called Mingmei directly and said that she had something temporary. Mingmei didn't ask much.

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