Chapter 286

"Shaoguang? How old are you Zhao Jian called her repeatedly.

Ji Shaoguang just slowly returned to God, "Jane?"

"Are you all right?" She asked anxiously.

"I It's OK. " For a moment, her mouth was dry, like a traveler walking in the desert for many days. Her mouth was dry and hopeless.

Zhao Jian was relieved, "it's OK, it's ok..."

"Jane," Ji Shaoguang called her again before her heart fell, "in fact I remember that. "

"Shaoguang, you..."

"Since I married ah Chen, every time I saw him, I was very happy, very happy, nervous and helpless. Every minute and every second with him made me feel fresh and wonderful. He gave me a lot of experience that I had never had before. But, beside him, I never had A sense of security. "

Ji Shaoguang sighed, "fear and hesitation are always with me. I'm afraid that he will turn his eyes next second. I'm afraid that he can marry me for AM group today and divorce me for the same reason tomorrow. I I feel like he and I have no way out, just like the darkness in front of me now. "

Zhao Jian is dumb. Maybe Ji Shaoguang doesn't know. Her inner sense of security may have been broken by Lu Tingchen seven years ago, and can't be recovered.

"Without him, would you fall in love with another man?"

Ji Shaoguang thought about it. In fact, she knew him when she was very young. Even her brother said that she had wet his pants when she was a child.

Of course, she didn't remember this kind of embarrassing incident. However, she didn't know when she saw the girl who handed the love letter to Lu Tingchen.

At that time, she did not know what love was and what love was.

However, she knew that she did not like girls to look at Lu Tingchen with that kind of adoring eyes.

She tore up the love letters and threw them into the garbage can in front of the girls. Lu Tingchen never refused.

Until she also began to receive love letters, she was reminded by her deskmate that boy's love letters came from liking, but she didn't know exactly what kind of emotion liking was.

She didn't know the real difference between boys and girls, and how children come from, until she entered high school following Lu Tingchen's footsteps and began to develop.

It was also at that moment that she thought that if she wanted to have a baby one day, she would have a baby with Lu Tingchen.

Once this idea sprouted, it could not be suppressed any more, but her deskmate told her to be reserved, especially in front of the boys she liked.

She is reserved and low-key. She no longer shows her mind in front of him. She studies hard and practices her talents. She is good at piano, dance and singing. She only hopes to stand beside him gracefully one day.

She recorded all her thoughts in her diary, but she didn't confide to him until she graduated from high school and got the admission notice of s University. Everything began to get out of control and deviate from her setting.

It took her a summer vacation to realize that she was not the woman he wanted.

She likes him, but he doesn't like her.

He told her to go away and never show up in front of him again.

So she went away to London for seven years, but the phone call before delivery let her know that he would never like himself, whether he had children or not.

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