Chapter 785

She sat there with her knees in her arms, like a puppet who lost her intuition. Her chest ached bitterly, as if it were empty.

Is that the feeling of losing what you love? She thought in a daze, only vaguely remembering her mother's appearance of washing her face with tears all day before, which was pitiful and pathetic.

In fact, this is good.

In fact, she never thought that to get him means to lose. She would rather not get him. As long as she can see him once in a while, she will be satisfied.

When Zhao Jian wakes up in the morning, she feels sore all over.

When she went downstairs, Xinran had arrived with her breakfast on the table. She was reading today's entertainment newspaper. She always liked gossip.

Zhao Jian walked over and inadvertently swept the page of the entertainment newspaper. She suddenly froze.

On the screen, a man embraces a beautiful girl. The smile in his eyes is more gentle than in front of her. It's not who Ji Rufeng is!

She thought that what she could accept was a man and a deep love she refused. Of course, he had the right to give such deep love to other women. But when the man appeared in front of her, Zhao Jian felt that she could not accept it.

The place of love is just square. If you are generous, it means you have to be squeezed out. Even if you don't want to, you have to accept this fate.

She was staring at the newspaper, chest that empty place like a fire, burning her uncomfortable.

"Miss Zhao? Miss Zhao

Xin Ran even called her a few times, and Zhao Jian never came back.

"Are you all right?"

She shakes her head in a daze and starts to cook. Egg sandwich used to be her favorite, but now it's tasteless in her mouth.

For several days, Ji Rufeng didn't appear in front of her again, and Xinran didn't come over because she had been sent to the winery, but the entertainment newspaper delivered it on time every day.

The entertainment newspaper doesn't have the news of season like wind every day, but every time it appears, it's full of complacency.

Over time, when Zhao Jian saw the news in the entertainment newspaper, she couldn't help sneering. What she could easily put down would never be affectionate. Didn't her mother end up hating because she couldn't put it down all the time?

But what else could she do? It is she who refuses Ji Rufeng, and no one makes this decision for her.

Soon, the bottom of my heart derived a feeling, perhaps regret, regret that he refused him, or complain, complain that he easily put down.

However, in this mood, Zhao Jian began to have nightmares frequently.

The mother in the dream is as haggard and haggard as she is in memory, and her eyes are more and more sad when she looks at her.

"Mommy." She called timidly.

In response to her mother's shrill voice, "Jane, remember, don't believe in men, don't believe in love, don't believe in..."

Through the sky, through time and place, the voice resounded in her ears.

"Mommy

Zhao Jian wakes up with a stirring spirit, and her cold sweat has soaked through her pajamas.

She was sitting on the bed, wearing coarse clothes, but she couldn't stop laughing bitterly in her heart. Some people and some things she didn't believe if she wanted to believe them. Didn't her mother still be unable to give up after so many years?

She quickly stepped into the bathroom, warm and cool water pouring down from the top of her head, let her become sober some, she does not like to indulge in the feelings of self pity.

If she could, she would rather work 24 hours a day than think about the man who lingers around the woman all day.

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