Looking at the white in front of my eyes, the light from outside makes me feel dazzling. I raise my hand subconsciously.

But feel the hand is being held, slightly turn head to see past, on the pair of Rong Chen that is full of bloodshot Eagle Mou, he does not twinkling of an eye at me.

I was stunned for a moment. I couldn't help but pull the dry lip, and said hoarsely, "I got up late, and I'll go to clean it later..."

"I got up late." Rong Chen let go of my hand quietly, immediately stood up and went to the door of the ward.

Looking at his back, I still felt some tingling in my heart, and I closed my eyes slightly.

When the light is too strong, stinging my eyes will not stop tears.

In the afternoon, someone came to visit me.

"Su Beitong, you are awake." The person who came in was Zhou Shen.

Seeing Zhou Shen, I was a little surprised, "how did you come here?"

"I saved your life whatever I said. How could I come here?" Zhou Shen sat down and brought my examination report. "I think you are really not afraid to die. The doctor said that you had a stomachache several years ago, and your stomach was perforated."

"You can't eat anything now. I'm afraid you can't either?"

The doctor diagnosed that I had not only serious stomach problems, but also severe anorexia.

But it's good to be able to drink and eat liquid food.

Seeing Zhou Shen, I don't want to know how my body is. I just want to know how Xiaoxiao is. "Have you seen Xiaoxiao?"

"Yes, you don't have to worry about her. I'll find the best doctor to treat her." Zhou Shen's attitude towards Xiaoxiao is much better than I expected.

I asked him how he could find me at the villa.

Since he said he saved my life, it was him that day.

"You don't have to worry about it. In short, you just need to take a good rest." Zhou Shen didn't tell me anything else. He came to see me and bring me another news.

"I want to go abroad and take Xiaoxiao for treatment. You can rest assured with me by her side. "

Hearing Zhou Shen's words, I frowned, "will Rong Chen agree?"

"Yes." Zhou Shen's simple words reassured me.

Vaguely, I think Zhou Shen had pity on Xiaoxiao.

Although I don't know when this pity came from. Maybe it was when I was tortured in the Su family, Xiaoxiao had no one else to look for, only Zhou Shen.

Women's intuition is very accurate, I also believe my intuition, after all, I have no other way to help Xiaoxiao.

Zhou Shen took Xiaoxiao to foreign countries for treatment. I was lying in the hospital for a month, a full month.

Every day I try to take good care of myself. The doctor said that I can't eat or starve in the future, otherwise the consequences will be more serious.

I think of that day I wake up to see Rong Chen, Rong Chen eyes cloth full of blood.

I can't help but wonder if he's been waiting for me to wake up

Or because I didn't take care of my body and nearly died, which made him feel angry.

After all, my atonement takes a lifetime to complete.

It's Lina who came to pick me up from the hospital. She and I haven't seen each other for a long time.

"Rong Ling wakes up." There was silence in the car for a long time, and Lina broke the oppressive atmosphere.

When I heard the word "Rong Ling", I didn't respond. When I thought of it, Lina then said, "thanks to you, she wakes up in a daze. She is afraid of everything outside and anyone else."

When Linna said this, she turned her head and looked at me with a very cold face.

After hearing this, I don't know how to pick up Lina's words.

If I could do it again, I would not have behaved so foolishly.

If did not have done so, mother although can't save, I also did not by Rong Chen design contact him, was forced to return to the Su family.

In the heart also wholeheartedly wants for the mother to take back belongs to her all, may obtain is to get.

It's like sand that can't be held. It's running away quickly from your fingers.

Without this, nothing would have happened. Xiaoxiao and I would have chosen different lives.

She won't be in debt, she'll be more relaxed, and maybe meet someone she likes. And I, may choose to engage in an ordinary job, with ordinary income, ordinary living.

But now it's too late to say that. I don't know how long I have to go in the future. I really want to die sometimes.

Lin Na sent me to Su's home, back to Su's home, Su Nan Yin and Jiang Yun were there.

When she saw Linna coming, they had a lot of talk and laughter, but when they saw me, they were sneering.

"Don't come here. Don't come."

I had just entered the living room when a girl's voice of panic came from upstairs, accompanied by the sound of things falling on the ground.

Soon I saw Rong Chen face helpless from the room inside, followed by the door spread open, bang shut.Lin Na raised a step on the floor, soft voice way, "Chen, you don't worry, give Ling Ling to slow down."

"I know..." Rong Chen cold face with endless guilt, Lin Na then opened the door in, for a long time did not come out.

See Rong Chen appearance, I have deep experience.

Rong Ling is his only relative, so I have an unshirkable responsibility. For a time, I was a little afraid to face Rong Chen.

I don't even want to be seen by him.

Rong Chen this can come down from upstairs, see me standing in sitting room, Mou Guang Lenglie looked at me one eye, did not say much.

I went back to the utility room first. In fact, I was very curious about rongling.

I don't know if I have, but I can't remember.

Xiaoxiao said that I had a car accident, I think I don't think about it now, otherwise I would be more desperate. It's because I can't remember, so I'm a little tougher than Xiaoxiao.

Rong Ling came back, but because she was very afraid of people and things outside, Lin Na usually took care of Rong Ling.

There are two more people in the Su family, Linna and rongling.

According to the servant, Linna used to take care of rongling. After rongling's accident, she also blamed herself. Now, the only person Rong Ling can believe is Lina. She is the only one who can trust her. She won't get too excited.

Since then, Lin Rong and Lin Rong Na have become close.

Su Nan Yin as Rong Chen's wife, Jiang Yun as mother-in-law, see in the eyes anxious in the heart, but dare not speak more.

Before Su Nan Yin entangles Rong Chen all sorts of coquettish, but after Rong Ling comes back, she is duty a lot.

But this duty, also just in front of Rong Chen.

"Are you blind and don't see me here?" Su Nanyin has been asking me for trouble more and more times. She is like a resentful woman.

See Rong Chen and Lin Na when, envy gnaws a tooth, but can endure only.

In front of Lina, she did not dare to fart, but in front of me, I naturally became her vent object.

This meeting I am cleaning up, she came over to herself, the heel stepped on the mop.

Without waiting for me to say more, Su Nan Yin raised her hand and raised her hand towards me, but it stopped suddenly and her eyes looked behind me.

I followed her line of sight to see the past, do not know how Rong Ling came out of the room, timidly shrank on the stairs, hands tightly holding the handrail.

"Bad, bad." Rong Ling looked at Su Nan Yin in fear. Su Nan Yin quickly put up his hand, pulled out a smile on his face, and said to Rong lingrou, "Lingling, I'm not a bad man. I'm your sister-in-law."

"Don't be afraid. It's the slut who met her sister-in-law just now, and she is going to teach her a lesson." Su Nan Yin said and raised her step toward Rong Ling.

When Rong Ling saw her passing by, she was scared to shrink back and shook her head with red eyes, "don't come here, don't come over..."

"You, don't be afraid of me. I won't bully you. What's more, it's those smelly men who bullied you before. I'm a woman, and I won't do anything to you. " Which pot of Southern Jiangsu dialect can't be opened.

Hearing this, Rong Ling widened his eyes, as if thinking of something, and became more excited.

"Ah, ah!"

It seems to have been stimulated, and the screams continue to ring through the villa.

Soon the servants came over, and even Jiang Yun, who had just opened the door, was startled and rushed over, "what's the matter?"

Jiang Yun stood at the entrance of the corridor, Rong Ling, which would appear more afraid.

The whole body trembled and wanted to run downstairs.

Su Nan Yin looks at her to rush toward downstairs, person also Leng.

Rong Ling didn't realize that he was on the stairs. When I saw this situation, I immediately pushed aside Su Nan Yin. I didn't know where the strength came from and rushed up quickly.

Immediately hugged Rong Ling, but she rolled down from above. I couldn't catch her at all. I could only hold her head in both hands and protect people in my arms.

I can't imagine that if anything happened to Rong Ling, it was all caused by me.

Without that cup of wine, rongling would not be the way it is now. Without this, there would be no problems.

I just hope rongling gets better soon, at least At least it can alleviate my sin a little.

Rongling is not thin, on the contrary, it is very good.

As soon as she bumped down, when I held her, the whole person rolled down the stairs, and the pain was unbearable.

When I fell into the living room, I was so sore that I couldn't breathe.

Rong Ling hugged me tightly and his head was buried in my arms. He didn't scream or choke.

Su Nan Yin and the servant reacted to me and quickly pulled away my hands holding Rong Ling tightly. There was bruise on my arm. At that moment, Su Nan Yin made a rude effort,? The pain made me bite my teeth.

As soon as Rong Ling saw other people pull her apart, she hugged me more and more, "don't come here, you go away, go away!"

Facing Rong Ling's hysterical cry, Su Nan Yin and the servants had to step back a few steps, only to hear Su Nanyin's startled way, "OK, let's go, we'll all go away."Linna and Uncle Li went out. When they came back, rongling still held me, but I lay on the ground and did not dare to move. I was afraid that rongling would be frightened.

It's just that the pain on me is unbearable, and I feel a bit of suffering.