I don't have the right to hate the Su family.
For her mother, Su Zhentian hurt her feelings, but I hurt her in my heart and body.
Those things that I did when I was not sensible, just like what I had done to rongling, can never be retrieved.
Thinking of this, I slowly closed my eyes and the anesthesia began to work.
My consciousness gradually fell into a dark, I don't know if I can wake up and what it will be like when I wake up
Of course, it will hurt, it will hurt
After exchanging the heart, I think my heart to Rong Chen once had the nostalgia also one piece can be cut off!
I don't know how long it took, and how long I slept.
I just vaguely feel the white light in front of me, and my consciousness recovers a little bit.
There was also severe pain in the chest. As soon as consciousness recovered, the pain swept over my chest, making me feel more than I could live.
As soon as I woke up, I was wet through after a while.
But the eyelid is very heavy, unable to speak, the pain of the whole body is weak, fingers can not move.
"Water..." I felt dry and thirsty. After sweating a few times, I felt extremely short of water.
After a while, I felt my lips moist, but only a little wet but no water.
The desire for water forced me to open my eyes. It was not other people in the ward, but Mrs. Zhou.
Mrs. Zhou looked at me with heartache. Seeing me wake up, she said, "I can't drink water now. I have to wait until tomorrow after the rejection period."
"Mrs. Zhou..." I moved my dry lips, wondering how she was here.
Although she didn't say it, she seemed to be able to understand what I wanted to say, "ah Shen, that stinky boy, told me that you had a major operation and there was no one around. I hope I can come back to accompany you."
She said Zhou Shen, who told Mrs. Zhou about it.
I'm afraid it is also from Rong Chen this got the news only, without the permission of Rong Chen, who dares to approach me.
After half a month in the hospital, I passed the rejection period.
In fact, my blood type is the same as rongling's, and the risk is reduced a lot.
After the heart exchange, I couldn't feel any change for a while.
It hurts when the heart is operated on, so it can't be noticed.
Often, the heart can recuperate for more than a month.
Rongling also recovered well. We stayed in the hospital for three or four months before leaving hospital.
I'm supposed to have closed my mouth after surgery. The real pain comes from the heart.
At this time, I can clearly feel the difference between a good heart and a bad heart, because I often feel a little pain, so I can't get up.
After returning to the Su family to raise his body, rongling has been able to move around and his spirit is better.
And I try to avoid going out, and I can't do strenuous exercise.
When I went back to Su's house, I was waiting until I was in prison. In fact, heart transplantation would reduce my life span, but in good health.
After transplantation, it is very successful, so it is no different from normal people. The effect can be seen in rongling.
I stay in my room every day, neither going out nor trying to walk around.
Rong Chen didn't embarrass me. I didn't know if it was my illusion. The servant who could enter my room almost didn't let Xiao Hui come in, but changed a new servant.
I usually walk around Su's house a little, and no servant takes my face seriously.
At first, I thought it was Rong Chen who worried about me because of this. Before I went to prison, I died in the Su family. But soon I realized that it was not such a thing.
But Rong Ling expelled Xiao Hui and expelled the other servants.
"Sister." Rong Ling saw me come out of the room, looked around and got to me.
Some worried looking at Rong Ling's approach, fortunately she did not rush to me, "sister, I haven't seen you for a long time, how can you come out to find me."
"My brother said you were in poor health and not recovering well." Rong Ling said this, God mysteriously pulled me to the other side, "sister, I'll take you out to play."
"No, I can't go..." I have not refused, Rong Ling winked at me, "it's OK, if my brother bullies you, I will protect you."
In fact, I am not afraid of Rong Chen, but my body now let me not want to go out to walk.
Unable to stand the drag of Rong Ling, I had to follow her out of the door.
After getting on the car, Rong Ling told me that she took me to meet a friend.
The friend I met a long time ago was her high school classmate.
I used to play very well. I haven't seen you for many years.
After going there, he went to a coffee shop. What rongling saw was not a classmate, but several people.
There are men and women. I frown when I see these people.
Rong Ling saw that the students were very happy, as if the memory also stayed at this time.But other people, after all, have been in the past so many years. I think if it was not for the identity of rongling, they would not have met her.
Rong Ling is Rong Chen's younger sister, so it's not necessary to say the value.
When we saw Rong Ling coming, we all had a smile on their faces. They all experienced the baptism of society, but they had to pretend to be innocent to please rongling.
They also know me, after all, I am so famous, because the protagonist is Rong Ling. Although other people disdain me, they don't open their mouth to embarrass me.
Rong Ling seems to have recovered the memory before the accident, all the memories stay in the good time of high school.
I saw what she was saying to the others, and I got up and went to the bathroom.
After entering the bathroom for a while, I heard the person who was originally in the bathroom open the door and come out. "I really didn't expect that rongling, who was bullied by us, was actually the sister of the general manager of R company. It was really geomantic omen in turn."
Outside the door came the sound of women's disdain.
"Yes, if I had known that, I would not have bullied her. There's no need to remedy it now, but she doesn't seem to remember these things. Let's not miss it. Look at her brain is not easy to use, a little bit clever, coax her happy, maybe we will fly to the branches and become Phoenix
"By the way, a Meng didn't seem to come." Another woman spoke.
When she said this, the woman around her sneered, "does she dare to come here? If it hadn't been for her bad idea, Rong Ling would not have become like this. "
"Well, well, don't mention it. Go out first."
The two women said this and left the bathroom.
I listen to these words, not feel secretly pick eyebrows, a dream
Suddenly, I feel that the name is familiar, and a trace of subtle memory flashed in my brain, but I can't grasp it.
I went to the bathroom and I quickly went back to the private room.
I took a look at the people in the room. After sitting down for a while, the door outside was pushed open.
"Smart!" As soon as the door opened, a woman in a white dress, dressed in sexy clothes, stepped on high-heeled shoes.
A woman has a moving face, a standard net red face.
Big eyes, sharp chin, full forehead, thin bridge of nose.
As soon as he approached Rong Ling, he held the past. He looked at the person in front of him with some Leng, "are you?"
"Me, I'm a dream, don't you remember me?" A dream did not care, and sat down beside Rong Ling with a smile.
Rong Ling heard that it was a dream, and suddenly his eyes were bright, "a dream, it turned out to be you, a dream, I almost can't recognize you. You've changed a lot. You didn't look like that before. Now you look much worse than before. "
Unintentional words, let a Meng Dun when changed face, the person also embarrassed incomparably.
The people on the scene endured a smile, and someone said, "the 18th anniversary of the women's University has changed. We haven't seen it for several years. Everyone has changed."
I looked at this woman called a dream, her voice was familiar, and a trace of picture flashed through my brain.
Flash too fast to grasp, the woman's face is bold, do not know what the specific look like before.
Have I seen this man before?
I should not have met Rong Ling's classmates.
But if I have, it should be the first time I have seen Rong Ling, that is to say, when Rong Ling had an accident.
Some memories I may not want to think of, see this a dream also did not think much.
Rong Ling was very happy to get together with his classmates. All of us were playing the same play. It seemed that everyone had a good relationship and was still a student.
But these are only seen in Rong Ling's eyes, and what I see in my eyes is that they disguise as green and astringent, with strong greed behind them.
Everyone is very hard to perform their own role, but also eager to get something from rongling.
The party ended in the afternoon. After that, a Meng proposed to send rongling home.
Rong Ling simply invited a few female students to the home, I did not open the mouth to propose anything, followed by back to the Su family.
Just came back, see Rong Chen already came back, seem to be also come back not long, the person sits in the living room.
Because I don't like their noise, I feel a little uncomfortable. My heart aches from time to time. I can't stand the pain when I enter the door.
At this time, I was ready to go to the advanced door. A Meng, who came with Rong Ling behind me, pushed me directly.
I couldn't defend myself. I fell to the ground.
"Be careful!"
Rong Chen saw this scene, and instantly went to my side and raised his hand to hold me. I looked pale, and my forehead was covered with sweat. "I forgot to take medicine..."
I forgot to take medicine when I went out. I should take medicine after lunch.
Because a dream entangled Rong Ling to go shopping, delayed more than an hour.
I finish saying this word, the person also soft go down, Rong Chen held me up, stride toward the building go up."Wow, Lingling, is that your brother?" When I was carried upstairs by Rong Chen, I saw a dream looking over here. When she looked at me, there was a trace of dissatisfaction in her eyes.
Rong Chen hugged me back to the room, gently put on the bed, quickly found the medicine, poured a cup of warm water to let me take medicine.
After taking the medicine, I curled up on the bed and the pain was unbearable.
"It hurts. I want to take some painkillers." Usually faint pain, I can bear, but today missed the time to take medicine, the pain is intense.
Rong Chen listened to my words, ponder way, "you can't take other medicine, I send you to the hospital."
"I'm not going. It's too painful. I don't want to move." In the past, I could bear the pain of trauma, but the pain of my heart was unbearable. I pressed my hands on my chest, and my whole body curled up.
When I was in pain to the whole body cold, there was a trace of heat on the body, Rong Chen took me into the arms, pulled the quilt cover on my body.
I couldn't help but drill into his arms and press tightly against his strong chest.
Even if I know that Rong Chen's action is not to pity me, but to wait for me to get better and send me to prison, better atonement.
Even if I knew it was like this, I still couldn't help being greedy for the temperature on him and the faint smell of tobacco.