Sunanyin's words remind me that if one day to that point, I will not resist.
Because there is no way to resist
But Rong Chen won't let me feel so good, after all, the shadow that Rong Ling left behind, and my psychological condition wants tenacious a lot.
After all, now I have psychological preparation. I'm afraid that even if such means retaliate against me, I will choose to live well after being free.
But I don't want to make this assumption before such a thing comes.
"When will such a day come to an end? Su Beitong, why don't you think of a way? If you break your heart a few times, you may not wake up in the future, do you know? Su Nanyin hopes that I can find a way to protect myself. "
Hearing her chattering in my ear, I couldn't help closing my eyes. "I can't think of a way. If I had a way, I would have left."
People will shrink back. If I don't know where I can go now, I always feel that there is no place for me in the world.
What's more, there is Xiaoxiao. Do I want to leave Xiaoxiao regardless and try to find a way to escape?
I can't be so selfish. Xiaoxiao is my family.
At that time, I was selfish to my mother to the extreme. My concern for Xiaoxiao was more or less mixed with my regret and guilt for my mother. I just wanted to make up for the guilt in Xiaoxiao in a different way.
"Before you, you were not very capable in the Suzhou group. If you feel short of money, I can give you money." Su Nan Yin was angry when she saw me. Could you make a little success
"Well, don't say it. You go out first. I want to have a rest." Knowing that Su Nan Yin is good for me, she said constantly that if she was heard and spread to Rong Chen's ears, she would suffer.
Su Nan Yin originally wanted to say something. Seeing that I was lying in the hospital bed, she had to shut her mouth, "that's OK. You should have a rest first."
Later that night, I didn't know what happened. I just remembered that my heart was in severe pain and fainted in the dark.
Although Su Chen was worried, she told me later that she was hypocritical.
And I was in a coma for three days in the hospital and was given three critical notices.
This is why Su Nan Yin will encourage me to think of a way to leave Rong Chen.
Next few days recuperation, Rong Fu said Rong Chen was very busy, he did not appear in the ward, but I know he was outside the door, just did not come in.
The passing nurse called him carelessly. Mr. Jurong was heard by me.
In the evening, when I fell asleep, I felt a touch of thin and cool on my forehead, and a faint tobacco smell mixed with the breath of Rongchen.
He dropped a kiss on my forehead and held my hand with his big hand. People just sat in front of the hospital bed and looked at me for a moment.
I didn't dare to open my eyes completely. I just pretended to be asleep.
Continuous a few days are such, Rong Chen is not did not come.
Even Su Nanyin takes care of me every day, gives me the food to eat, who makes the food, and the taste can be distinguished.
Recuperate for a period of time, I finally can be discharged from hospital, Rongfu lived in Su's home half a month before the wedding of Rong Chen and I.
Later, it did not appear again, and this time when I was discharged from the hospital, my family met Rongfu.
The man sat on the sofa and directed the servant to do things.
Seeing me back, Jung Fu's face flashed a glimmer of joy, but soon disappeared, and then sank down, clutching a face, "since discharged from hospital, go back to your own room to rest, you will live in your original room."
After hearing this, I opened my mouth, "Rong Chen..."
"I told Rong Chen that he had no objection." Rongfu twisted her eyebrows and looked at me. I nodded. Su Nanyin took the things upstairs for me first.
Jung Fu lives in Su's house. The next day, I feel like I'm being watched by her. Her eyes are staring at me all the time.
Before I was gentle and generous, but also considerate.
Now has completely changed a person, she looked at me in the eyes pour also did not have too much disdain, but is very careful that I and Rong Chen have any intimate behavior.
In such a situation of being watched by her, I felt a little better at school, and I was as relaxed as before.
But I'm much better than when Linna was at Su's.
Although Rongfu was dissatisfied with me and on guard against me, she didn't ask me to do any work, and didn't embarrass me.
People also pay special attention to food and drink.
Between the Su family and the school, I prefer school.
Rong Chen goes out early and comes back late every day, just like deliberately avoiding meeting with me. It doesn't count the meeting that he went to the ward in my main hospital in the evening. It has been more than half a month since he met.
Previously, he asked me to move into his room, which is our wedding room. Now we live separately and sleep in our own rooms.Jung Fu stayed in the room next to me to be on guard against me.
This period of time did not see Rong Chen, instead, the Su family ushered in unexpected visitors.
Yu Yi has never been to Su's house. After she sent Mr. Li last time, she was also angry with me because of Teacher Li's affairs.
When I saw Yu Yi appear in Su's house, I couldn't help but jump.
Jung Fu likes and is happy to meet Yu Yi.
Before I went downstairs,? The two talked happily. Yu Yi saw me standing at the foot of the stairs and said with a smile, "Miss Su, let's meet again."
I was discharged from the hospital in the past few days. I went to school for almost a week, but I didn't meet Yu Yi or his courses.
Rong Ling told me that Yu Yi asked for leave. It seemed that he had asked for leave for more than half a month. During this period, other professors changed their courses.
Rong Fu saw that Yu Yi said hello to me and didn't show dissatisfaction with me, which was quite different from Rong Chen's reaction.
Seeing Yu Yi greeting me, I nodded, "Professor Yu."
"Beitong, come here." Rongfu waved to me, and I nodded to answer the words. I was pulled by Rongfu and sat opposite to Yu Yi. "You've met Xiao Yi before. I heard that you've also taken his class. Xiaoyi is very young, and his academic success is also very good."
"I think your previous resume has always been that he only filled in the financial major or took the foreign examination. It's better to let Xiaoyi tutor you well during this period of time and take the college graduation examination. "
Rong Fu is very kind to Yi, but Rong Chen and Yu Yi are incompatible.
Let Yu Yi tutor me, let alone that I have no intention of getting a university diploma. Even if I have, I hope it is another person to help me.
Yu Yi tutors me to be able to contact with me, Rong Chen's anger I saw once also does not want to see a second time.
"Auntie, I didn't intend to get the university diploma. Now it's very good for me to accompany Rong Ling in school. It's a bit overkill to let Professor Yu tutor me. It's better not to delay the professor's time. There are still many students who need him to teach me. " I refused without hesitation.
Jung Fu saw me refuse, wrung her eyebrows, and put down the coffee cup that she had just held up. "I'll let you take guidance and get my college diploma early, so as not to say it's disgraceful."
"And rongling, you need your guidance in the future. It's good for you to graduate early." Jung Fu only said that I was disgraced, but did not say why or who he had lost.
I didn't think much about her words, but I was not happy with Rongfu's tough attitude, but finally nodded, "I know, that..."
"Let's start today. Let Xiaoyi come here to give you guidance every Saturday and Sunday. In order not to let people run around, let him live in our house every Saturday and Sunday Jung Fu wasn't talking to me at all. She was telling me about her arrangements.
Then Yu Yi was taken to the counseling room, and I followed him. There were already arrangements in the counseling room, as well as a lot of materials and books.
This will make us sit down, face to face also a little embarrassed.
"Professor Yu, I didn't need to be tutored. At the beginning, I was admitted to finance major, which was strictly approved by relevant departments." Even if I am a foreign exam, but I can't deny my understanding in this industry because of this matter.
Even if I don't have any work experience, as long as I enter the workplace, I believe that it will not be long before I can reach the height I want.
I did think so when I took the financial major before.
So I'm not interested in other subjects now.
Yu Yi listened to my words, with a smile in his mouth, "I know."
When he finished, he handed me a music score, "it's nothing else I coach you about. Have you ever been exposed to music? I think you like night Sonata very much. Why don't I teach you to learn it? "
"Are you listening to me? What am I talking about? Whether it's music or anything else, I'm not interested in learning This person is really Chuai understand, pretend to be confused, said this, I slightly droop eyes, "if you have a little pity, I hope you don't appear in the Su family, also don't get close to me."
Although I don't know whether Yu Yi knows about me, he is so familiar with Rong Chen, which gives me the feeling that he knows something between me and Rong Ling.
If you look at Rongfu's attitude towards Yi, it's very clear.
"You need my compassion..." My words let easy mouth with a trace of smile disappeared, he a pair of ink eyes staring at me, "pity you will be far away from you, why don't you ask me for help?"
"Your sister told me about your situation. This time you were hospitalized and issued a critical notice. Is it Rongchen who has domestic violence against you?"
Domestic violence?
What did Su Nan Yin say to Yu Yi? The previous incident was also caused by Yu Yi's entanglement.
If domestic violence can't be said, it's that my body can't stand the stimulation.
It seems that Su Nan Yin really said a lot about Yi. Otherwise, how could Yu Yi ask me for help.