Chapter 117

"I know, so I think you're busy. I'll go back first. I didn't say how much I thought about it. I said... " With a lump in my throat, I tucked the test sheet into my bag. After half a sound, I said, "I have an appointment today. I have a peach dinner."

"Go first." With that, I pulled out my hand and didn't care about the pain on my arm, just as the elevator came.

Do not wait for Rong Chen to say more, I lifted step into the elevator, flustered close the elevator door.

The moment the door was closed, tears burst out of my eyes.

Only I know how uncomfortable it is to see the kissing marks on Zhang Yuanyuan's white skin and Rong Chen's opening his shirt to show his strong chest.

Before the heartache, perhaps has not been so painful for a long time, only felt that the heart flowed hot is not the blood, but is full of bitter and astringent tears.

The elevator soon arrived downstairs, I fled to leave the company, for a time did not know is to go back to Su's home, also should go where.

Take a taxi, just want the driver to leave here quickly, the driver saw me with tears on my face, sighed secretly, and drove aimlessly around Nanshi.

From noon to the afternoon, and then to the evening, I was the only guest in the driver's car, and I filled the gas several times.

My mobile phone was turned off when I came out of the company. I heard the radio broadcast on the taxi. It was already 8:00 p.m., and the driver looked at me. "Miss, it's been seven or eight hours. You see, I'm going to leave work soon. Would you like me to call my colleagues to change trains?"

"No, just put me down in front of you." I came to my senses and said hoarsely. I took a stack of money from my bag and handed it to the driver.

Seeing so much money, the driver quickly returned it to me, "it's a total of 1100 yuan. It can't be used so much."

"Take it." When I went to the hospital today, I prepared tens of thousands, which was the last one.

Get out of the car, I looked around, and unconsciously arrived at the golf course I had been to before.

Because it's not a charter party, many people around play golf at night.

I saw so many people that I didn't go to the hill, so I had to find two places nearby to sit down.

I can't hold on. If Xiaoxiao is here, at least I can talk to more people.

Although there are many doubts in my heart, these doubts are not so important to me.

When I took the test sheet to go, of course, I was also looking forward to it. I also wanted to see Rong Chen know that I had a child, and he would show a happy expression.

But I haven't said it yet. Seeing the scene in the office, all the expectations have turned into nothing.

"Did I really have children four years ago?" I feel the abdomen, but can not remember, like memory was blocked, there is a thick wall block.

I can't peep into what is inside, and what kind of memories I can't remember.

If you had an accident four years ago, not six years ago

Between Rong Ling and I, was it four years ago or six years ago? Did I have an accident six years ago.

However, the earliest case four years ago did not mention that I had a head injury. After all, such a situation will be recorded as a case, and the examination will also find it.

Since the case four years ago did not mention whether there was a car accident six years ago, is Xiaoxiao telling me six years ago, is it true or false?

And who is rongxiao? The handwriting is Xiaoxiao's.

My mind is in a mess, always feel Xiaoxiao is also cheating me.

If I had a car accident four years ago and had a induced labor, and Xiaoxiao, as a person who has been around me, she must know what happened to me four years ago.

But Xiaoxiao only told me that I had been to a bar six years ago, and I met Rong Ling. At that time, we both did something wrong to Rong Ling.

She only told me that there was an accident six years ago. I don't remember what happened because of the accident.

What about four years ago?

If I just don't remember six years ago, Xiaoxiao is right.

Now I find that I don't remember not only six years ago, but also a few years later.

Why did Xiaoxiao keep it from me? Why didn't you tell me?

She even told me what happened six years ago. Why did she keep it from me only four years ago.

Or was it not six years ago, but four years ago?

These doubts are lingering in my mind. I don't even know who I am. The memory in my brain is so complicated that I can't distinguish between the past and the present and what is right and wrong.

"Beitong!"

Just as my brain was about to boil, I heard a voice coming from behind me.

Hearing the sound, I turned my head in tears and looked at the past. It was Yu Yi, not someone else.

Don't know how he can be here, I lenglengleng looking at him, the corner of the eye is still hanging tears.He came to me and sat down to me, and wiped out tears for me with his round fingers and abdomen. "Everyone is looking for you. I think you should come here..."

"It happened." I couldn't help but the driver parked the car in this place, so I was here.

But in Yi's appearance, his gentle voice soothed my panic a little bit.

Even the despair that is full of, also seems to be a little bit of pressure down.

Yu Yi is a very gentle person, although there will be anger, he and Rong Chen are different.

"If you don't want to go back, go to the place where I live!" Yu Yi said to see the time, "have you eaten?"

He didn't mention it. I didn't feel hungry. I suddenly felt a little grunting from my stomach when he said that.

The face can not help but some embarrassment, calm before the heart erupted and out of emotion, hoarse voice way, "I haven't eaten, you just said that everyone is looking for me, why to find me?"

"Rong Chen is looking for you." In Yi face flash a bit reluctant, do not want to mention Rong Chen.

I listened to this, looked at the phone that turned off the black screen, and then turned on the phone.

Indeed, there are many unanswered phones on the mobile phone, including Rongfu, Sunan, Rong Ling, even Linna has called me.

The rest is the phone that Rong Chen calls me, almost all the time is making a call, just a few hundred calls that have not been answered.

Seeing such numbers of missed calls, I was trembling, and there were countless SMS on it.

I can't read the text message yet. The phone suddenly rings, and I shake my hand and get out of the way.

Yu Yi quickly caught the phone that fell off my hand when he saw the call. The nun answered it with a finger and said quickly, "I have found Beitong. She is very good now, but she is hungry. I will take her to dinner."

I don't know what Rong Chen would say on the other end of the phone, but after Yi said this, he hung up the phone directly, and it seems that he did not give Rong Chen more opportunities to say.

Hang up, Yu Yi pulls me up and walks towards the car.

I didn't refuse to get on the bus, because I really don't know where to go now, and I don't want to go back to Su's home, let alone see Rong Chen.

Now I just want to figure out something, and I even thought about death when I collapsed.

I don't owe the spirit of Rong, nor want to atone for it, nor want to manage Xiaoxiao's death. I just want to end all this.

But Yu Yi's appearance interrupted all my thoughts, gentle voice, and saw me without any accusation, which seemed to be so reassuring.

It was a feeling that I had known, as he had comforted me.

I will not ask what happened, I will not make sense, I will only focus on what I want to do next.

"Did we know each other long ago?" I think of Rongfu before I said, she said I knew Rong Chen before Yu Yi.

With the more I contact Yi, I feel guilty about him from time to time, and I believe what Jung said.

If I didn't realize that I was familiar with it before, why would I feel like this without any reason?

Especially when I see that gentle smile on that Junlang's face, I will feel more guilty in my heart.

Hearing me suddenly ask this, Yu Yi's look was a moment of condensation, and a curve was pulled out at the corner of his mouth. "What would you like to eat? I know there is a restaurant in front of me, although it's only a night partner. Last time I came here to find you, I met the restaurant and hesitated to go in. Later, I came to find it tasteful again. "

Yu Yi answers the question, and introduces me to the big arrangement. The style of sanitation and cleanliness is also very special. The business is very good but not messy.

Seeing him avoid my questions like this, I twisted my eyebrows and didn't ask again.

I always feel that Yu Yi deliberately conceals me and is not willing to mention it to me.

To the big platoon, it was very lively. This side was close to a community. People in the neighborhood came to this time to have dinner, and those who came to eat night.

Yu Yi La sat in the most, ordered me a seafood porridge and arranged several other dishes.

I was hungry, I didn't feel hungry at first, but when I got to the place where the smell overflowed, I couldn't help smashing it and smashing my mouth when I watched other people eat with great relish.

There is also a strange idea in my heart. If I really die, I can't think about it this afternoon. I'm afraid I can't sit here and eat now!

After dinner, Yu Yi drove me back to his place of residence. Yu Yi lived in an European villa alone.

The villa is empty, and he has never hired a servant.

"You live in this room. I have put hot water for you. You can take a bath and have a good sleep in a while. If you are not sure, there are two locks in the door of the room, which can be closed. " Yu Yi patiently said to me, which is very natural.As soon as he said that, I don't know how to suddenly retreat and say, "there is no one in the world who can make me feel at ease more than you."

This word says export, Yu Yi looks at me stupidly.

I also Leng down, embarrassed to grab the back of the head, pointed to the room door, "I went to the room first, thank you."

With that, I immediately entered the room. Naturally, the door would be closed and locked.

What I said just now seems to have been said, but after all, I can't remember what the relationship between Yu Yi and Yu Yi was, how they met each other, and what they became.

For these unknown things, there has always been a sense of guilt for Yi, but it makes people feel some suffering!

Today, I was tired. I had already run to three hospitals.

After a bath lying in bed, think of the hospital, can not help but take out the previous laboratory test sheet.

Looking at the results above, my mind was filled with advice from doctors who advised me to keep the baby.