Chapter 119

I wrung my eyebrows in pain, and tears kept falling from my eyes.

How could this be so

Those scattered memories are constantly emerging in my mind. I want to put all the memories together, but they can't be pieced together because they disappear too fast.

"Miss Su, get out of the car first. We'll take you to have a physical examination and check the condition of your heart." Zhang Che stood aside to persuade me, and soon the nurse also reached for two people to take me from the car.

I didn't react at the beginning, just followed into the hospital.

When I was walking in the hospital corridor to the examination room, two nurses around me supported me, as well as the long corridor.

It makes me feel familiar

"No, I'm not going." I suddenly thought that there were children in my stomach. If Zhang Che gave me a physical examination, I would definitely find out that I was pregnant.

Think of this, my whole person suddenly fierce struggle up.

The nurses obviously didn't expect me to suddenly struggle. They couldn't prevent me. I turned and ran back.

Just ran over from this side, saw Rong Chen who came with Zhang Che and saw him standing in front of him.

Originally was pushed into the operating room that fuzzy picture, and he this person overlapped up, let me clearly see at that time stood in the operating room door cold eye looking at me is not other people, but Rong Chen.

I don't know why I was so desperate when I was pushed into the operating room, and why he begged Rong Chen, but he was indifferent all the time.

At this time, this scene is like the memory fragment in my brain, which is similar unexpectedly.

It also made me feel more frightened and scared. I didn't feel like I was standing still. My eyes widened. My brow was frowned tightly. My forehead was covered with sweat.

After a look around, there are nurses in the back and Rong Chen and Zhang Che in front. I can't escape at all

See this circumstance, I flustered ceaselessly, subconsciously looked to Rong Chen.

And Rong Chen sees my look, whole person tenses nerve, eyeground takes panic and fear, but I can't read the mind under Rong Chen's silence at all now.

"Let my child go, Rongchen, let him go..." I looked at Rong Chen in despair, and said that he was almost blurted out, "he has formed, the doctor said that the child's condition is very good, he can be born in more than one month and two months."

"Let him go..."

"Rong Chen..."

My sight is more and more blurred in front of my eyes, and my memory is pouring in, constantly overlapping.

At this time, I can't tell, now and before, who I am.

Memory of the Rong Chen is also so silent, allowing the nurse to carry my arm to drag me to the operating room.

Zhang Che stood aside and was shocked by my words.

I have reached the edge of collapse, Rong Chen's eyes set off waves, stride toward me, strong and powerful arms will hold me in his arms, cold face with undisguised panic, even I can feel his body micro tremor, and crazy beating heart sound.

"Beitong, I'm sorry. Can you forgive me?" Rong Chen's deep hoarse voice resounded in my ears, with pain in the voice, and endless remorse and remorse.

I just feel soft all over? There was also some blackness in front of me, and my consciousness fell into the darkness.

The memory in my brain makes me unable to accept it. It is a painful memory. Even if I don't think of it very much, even if it is just some fragments, it makes me fall into the pain of memory.

Faint past that moment, heard Rong Chen in my ear to spread to call voice, faintly heard a Ling two words.

In the dream, I have been trapped in the dark, do not want to face, do not want to think of anything.

When I wake up, I don't know when, not only Rong Chen is in the ward, but also Su Nan Yin, Rong Ling, Rong Fu are almost all here.

And what happened before me, though still fresh in my memory, I can't remember those memories. My mind is like an automatic filter, and I can't remember it.

"Wake up, she wakes up!"

Seeing me, Su Nan Yin opened his eyes with joy.

Rong Chen this can see come over, clench my hand full of scalding temperature, his face tired looking at me, red eyes in the worry also slightly put down, voice low way, "you wake up, do not feel where pain, where uncomfortable, you must tell me."

"I don't feel any discomfort or pain..." Hard to say where the pain, I only feel the pain between the heart, but not the pain of the heart itself.

It's like being oppressed by a pain hovering in my heart. I dare not touch it, but I'm curious about the pain.

Rong Chen listened to my words, see I did not repel him particularly, from his face I saw his obvious relief.

"Since the person wakes up, Rong Chen you go back to have a rest first, here has me and the aunt to go." Su Nan Yin looked at Rong Chen, I also saw Rong Chen as if the body was very tired, originally your handsome face had no luster, under the eyes are heavy bruises.Is he watching me wake up again?

Rong Chen listened to this words to see me one eye, I nodded slightly, "you go back to rest, I have nothing to do."

Hearing my opening, Rong Chen stood up calmly, wanted to say what words, seemed to swallow back to the mouth, turned to walk away from the ward.

Wait for Rong Chen to go, Su Nan Yin and Rong Fu just sat down.

Su Nanyin told me that she had been looking for me for a long time that night, and that the whole city had searched for it. Only then did she know that I was visiting Yu Yi's family.

Not only complained about why my mobile phone turned off, but also complained about how Yu Yi didn't even say hello.

In fact, I want to tell Su Nanyin that Yu Yi didn't find me long before he got a call from Rong Chen. They learned that when I saw Yu Yi, Yu Yi didn't find me before.

"I'm afraid you won't be able to endure one day." Su Nan Yin sighed, and Rongfu would bring hot water to wipe my face. Her movements were gentle and tears were accumulated in her eyes.

I didn't pay attention to it. I just looked at it casually. When I saw the tears in her eyes, I was also surprised.

Rongfu did not really feel sorry for me. Although she also said some ugly words, compared with the mouth of Jiang Yun and Mrs. Su before, we can see that the Tao is much shallower.

I don't know how much water she has mixed with me.

Later, I learned that it had been a full week since I woke up at the hospital that night.

But I did not forget one thing, when I think of it, I looked at Su Nan Yin in a hurry, "where is my child?"

From beginning to end, from I wake up, Rong Chen they did not mention my child's matter.

"Children..." Su Nan Yin looked at me unnaturally. Subconsciously, she turned to see Rongfu first. Even Rongfu's face changed. She said to me, "Beitong, you don't have any children. You may have thought too much."

"Yes

I saw that there was something wrong with them. I immediately sat up. Although they were a little weak, they were not in a big way.

"I'm pregnant. Is my child gone? Did you take my child away without my permission? " I looked at them hysterically, "the baby is just full-term. I went to the hospital that day and saw several doctors. The doctor told me that it might be my last child!"

After listening to my words, Su Nan Yin and Rong Fu's face showed a surprised look. Su Nan Yin moved his eyes to my abdomen, and suddenly thought of something, and immediately ran out of the ward.

I thought my child was gone. After all, Zhang Che would check me out after I fainted.

Of course, if my body didn't hurt a lot and my heart function didn't decline, Zhang Che would not do me any complicated examination.

That day, after I passed out, I fell asleep and didn't wake up. Sunanyin told me that I was sleeping too heavily and my mood was too big to fall asleep.

In other words, I didn't receive any treatment during this period, and they didn't know that I was a month pregnant.

I didn't think of it myself. I thought Rong Chen had already known about it and deprived me of the right to be a mother.

Su Nanyin quickly got a doctor to examine me and confirmed that I was pregnant for a month.

Knowing that I was pregnant, Su Nan Yin and Rong Ling were very happy, but Rongfu looked at me with a complicated look. I saw her look, and I grabbed the sheet nervously and said, "the child is mine. I want to be born. I won't let the child become the person of the family."

"No matter whether it is a boy or a girl, he will only be surnamed Lin in the future." Because my mother's name is Lin Wan, although I have no impression on my grandparents, I also know my mother's only daughter.

My child can't be accepted by my family, so I want this child to be a member of the Lin family and bear my mother's surname.

Rongfu listened to my words, tears flashed in her eyes, silent for a long time, and finally sighed deeply, "if you have a child now, it will be very dangerous for you to die?"

"Life is nothing. I just want my child to be born safely." I don't feel a smile on my face. I don't know if it's because of the memory in my head that I attach great importance to children.

My heart seems to have been overflowing with maternal love for children.

"Don't worry, auntie. I have asked Doctor Zhang. Doctor Zhang said that she is pregnant now. Although the heart condition is not good, as long as you take good rest and pay attention to the next eight months, the child can be born by caesarean section, which greatly reduces the risk." Su Nan Yin persuades Rong Fu at this time.

Hearing this, Rongfu nodded slightly, but did not say anything else.

I was discharged from the hospital the next day, to make sure that there was no physical condition, and then sunanyin came to pick me up.

When Zhang Yuan came out of the hospital.