Rong Chen holds me to enter the office of the company, put me lightly on the sofa to sit down.
Soon poured a cup of warm water in front of me, "drink some water first, I'll be off work soon."
"I don't drink it!" I was in a bad mood. "When was Xiaoxiao good? What did you say to her?"
"Rong Chen, what I owe you, I will return it to you. But can you treat me differently... " I looked at him with red eyes. For the first time, I had the meaning of begging for mercy. I could bear any punishment from him all the time.
He said to the East, I would never dare to go west.
Is this not enough? He has to let me have a close person around me.
Rong Chen saw my appearance, hawk eyes with a thick heartache, the eyes also become a little red, eyes are not instantaneous looking at me.
He slowly squatted down and looked at me, his thin lips slightly opened, and his voice was low, "calm down, Xiaoxiao's things are really arranged by me. After jumping off the building, she fell into a coma for more than half a month. Later, she was sent to a foreign country for treatment, and she recovered
"It's also that I let people hide you, but it's not to punish you. I'm just..." Rong Chen said this words to pause, the lip petal tightly purses.
"Just what? Just to make Xiaoxiao and I unfamiliar, and I have no intersection, right? "
Xiaoxiao and I are friends, she is my spiritual support.
Now Xiaoxiao does become different. Since the star's affairs are arranged by Rongchen, Xiaoxiao may have known Rongchen earlier.
But Xiaoxiao never mentioned it to me. When I saw Xiaoxiao, I didn't ask this question.
I just asked her, who was the child four years ago.
Xiaoxiao just told me that the accident happened four years ago and after I was sent to induce labor.
But when I asked the child's father, Xiaoxiao said he didn't know.
Rong Chen did not answer me, be regarded as acquiesce my saying. He can let Xiaoxiao away from me, although this is my original intention at the beginning, but I want Xiaoxiao to live a good life, not let Xiaoxiao betray me.
Originally thought that Xiaoxiao's concealment of me was over.
But I didn't expect that there were a lot of things to hide from me. If I hadn't discovered the case by chance, would Xiaoxiao also plan to hide it from me for the rest of my life?
"Let someone take me back. I feel a little tired and want to go back and have a rest."
I look some trance of the stand up, Rong Chen did not stop me, told Linna to send me back.
From time to time, I looked out of the rear-view mirror of my car, and I was dazzled by the sight of my car.
"What is Miss Su thinking?" Linna suddenly opened her mouth to talk to me, I heard her words come back, murmured, "what I think has nothing to do with you."
"Yes Lina takes her eyes back.
The car returned to Su's house. I got out of the car and planned to go straight in.
Linna stopped me, "Miss Su."
"Anything else? Are you going to take me back to my room and leave? " My heart suddenly a little frustrated, the tone of speech is not good.
Rong Chen can calculate me like this, if this is his another kind of punishment, then he did.
People will always change. In fact, I don't blame Xiaoxiao.
Because Xiaoxiao had a good life, I also want to see, but her indifference and alienation to me, just like a child lost sugar, in the heart sad want to cry.
I'm not as strong as I seem, as long as there are people and beliefs in my heart that can keep me going, I can't stand.
Lin Na looked at me like this, unconsciously approached me and sighed, "you don't have to think this thing is unacceptable. Rong Chen does it for you. Sometimes what you see may not be true, and what you feel may not be true. "
"For my good? Is it for me to make atonement in front of him I chuckled, raised my hand to touch the abdomen with slight convex feeling, and said thoughtfully, "I will, I will make good atonement."
With these words, I turned back to the Su family.
This child if one day I was born, Rong Chen can use the same means, will the child take away.
Let me never see a child
In fact, this period of time, I was immersed in Rong Chen's consideration of me. It seems that I often panic, feel uneasy, and have some worries about gain and loss.
There is no doubt that I really enjoyed and coveted his kindness to me, completely ignoring the things after the birth of the child.
Now suddenly aware of this, my heart has another plan.
That's, take this kid off!
I don't know how long this kind of life will take. Rong Chen is too strict with me. I'm like a trapped animal. I'm trapped in a cage and can't go anywhere.
Xiaoxiao told me that no one would tell me the truth.
Explain that they all got the account of Rong Chen, but can Rong Chen tell me the truth?
No!If he could tell me everything frankly, he would have said it.
Back to the room, I was powerless to lie on the bed, the heart also has unspeakable sour.
People are like this, not completely selfless.
Even if I am good to Xiaoxiao and think about Xiaoxiao, I also hope that she can have the same friendship with me after she has a good life.
Can also talk and laugh with me, rather than indifferent to me, and I have a clear difference.
Lying in bed, I don't know how long, I unconsciously fell asleep in the past.
In my dream, I dreamed that I was in a room, sitting by the window, watching the sky outside from morning till night.
The abdomen bulges, the hands lovingly caresses, the eyes are full of yearning and hope to the outside.
Seeing such a quiet moment, I couldn't help but go over to talk, but I couldn't say it.
Until this time, the door was suddenly forced to open, outside the door came a tall man, vaguely saw the vague eagle eyes, full of violence.
Sitting by the window, I suddenly became panic, subconsciously stood up.
I couldn't hear what we said. I just saw the man enter the room and drag me out of the room. He was in such a hurry that even my slippers fell off.
"Wait, wait..."
I frown tightly, forehead is covered with sweat, want to chase out of the room, how can not catch up with.
"Beitong, Beitong..." And then came a gentle call, I suddenly opened my eyes, eyes look at the eyes of a magnified face, for a long time to respond to is Rong Chen back, is he calling me.
I was sweating in bed, panting slightly.
Rong Chen brought towel to wipe the sweat on forehead to me, soft voice way, "do nightmare?"
"Well." I turned my back to him.
"Dinner is ready. Eat first, take a bath and then go to bed." Rong Chen said to me, I have no appetite at all now, "I'm not hungry."
"No, it's just your delusion that it's time for dinner." Rong Chen didn't give me the chance to continue to oppose, holding me downstairs.
Recently this period of time, the thing that Rong Chen gives me to eat, is used to recuperate the body.
After being nursed for so long, I can see that my body has grown meat, which is much smoother than before.
After the improvement of physical fitness, the heart is not as painful as before from time to time.
Because of this, I also stop taking medicine. Taking medicine is not good for the fetus.
I want to go to the hospital to take the child, Rong Chen won't allow me to go out, perhaps from Xiaoxiao hide me, Rong Chen this period of time forbid me to go out, also because Xiaoxiao came back from abroad.
She's in the public eye, and I'll find out sooner or later.
On the second day after Xiaoxiao came back, she got a lot of attention. Many articles and entertainment news were broadcast.
Many people are looking forward to her new works when Li Xiaoxiao, a young film actress, comes up with new works after two years of film break.
I watched the news and felt strange at the man who exuded confidence in front of the camera from the inside out.
The impression of Xiaoxiao, has always been like to use bravado to cover up their vulnerability, seemingly outgoing, often with a smile on the face of the people, but the heart has been wronged.
I watched these videos, my eyes turned red and I turned off my computer.
The medicine I used to treat my heart had a side effect, which was forbidden to pregnant women.
Check on the Internet, taking it will lead to miscarriage.
I took out the medicine I hadn't eaten before from the drawer, the medicine for relieving heart pain, and another auxiliary drug. The side effects were the biggest.
I didn't notice the difference between these drugs before.
Just after checking the information on the Internet, I found that the pill was a little strange. There were two words on it, TN1.
“TN1?” I twisted my eyebrows. The pills were white. I poured them out directly when I took them. I didn't pay attention to the scratches around the pills.
The main reason is that the tablets are also very small, much smaller than ordinary pills.
TN1, of course I know this thing.
I went to check the drug that Lina gave rongling injection, which is also TN1, but the doctor told me that it is only a new drug developed for a short time, and its main function is to treat patients with serious mental illness.
Rong Ling's is injected, but I didn't know there were pills.
All the tablets were immediately poured out, all of which were engraved with the word TN1.
"I have a heart attack. How can I take this medicine?" My heart sank and I thought about the drugs I took at first. There were two kinds.
One capsule, and the other is a white pill like this, the same size, and it hasn't been different before.
Is the doctor wrong? Could it be Zhang Che who mixed me with rongling's medicine!
No, how can it be mixed.The bottle containing this medicine is marked with drugs for heart disease, and its functions are very clear.
Thinking about it, I checked the capsule again. It was only a kind of analgesic ingredient. I found that there was a taboo on the note: heart disease patients are not allowed to take this medicine.