Calculate the time, I do not remember those two years, is the Rong family happened at a time of major changes.
I lost my parents, lost my children, and finally... I seem to have lost even Rong Chen.
From the company, my thoughts are more complicated.
There is a sense of powerlessness, the loss of their own memory feel powerless.
If there is memory, I think I will know how to deal with the video event that Zhou Qingyuan showed me.
I will understand, is choose to believe Rong Chen, still choose to believe that evidence.
But there is one thing, even if I lost the memory, see Rong Chen and others lying naked in a bed, the heart is really sad.
So what are the memories of those two years I lost before?
Why I didn't think of it, and Rong Chen didn't want me to restore my memory, it seems that it was not because of my previous and his unhappiness.
I feel vaguely because of the memory of those two years that I lost at the beginning...
I got a call on my mobile phone when I came out of the company.
Not many people know this mobile phone number.
Apart from a few people around me, there was no one else.
At the moment, there was no note on the phone. I took a look and answered, "who is it?"
"Miss Rong? I have a record of your treatment five years ago. Do you choose to keep it or destroy it? " On the other end of the phone came a man's voice.
When I heard this, I frowned, "treatment record? What treatment records? "
"It's about your psychotherapy."
Five years ago, that was when I was 20.
According to the time ah Yun told me, I did not have any movement for two years. It seems that I have been staying at home all the time.
After I read this, I need to frown on it
"OK." The man on the other end of the line agreed and hung up soon.
After a while, there was a video in the mailbox on my mobile phone.
Originally, I still wanted to say the email address, but the other party knew that I didn't need to ask, and even knew my email address.
I'm eager to know what a treatment record is, but it's a little strange.
After thinking about it, I didn't rush to open the video in my mailbox. Instead, I dialed the phone number I just called.
When I called, the number of the other party turned out to be empty.
I looked at the mobile phone number strangely, and then I went to check the video in the mailbox.
When the video came out, I saw the woman inside, dishevelled and dishevelled, in the office.
With this psychotherapist white office decoration style, formed a huge contrast.
As the camera approached, I couldn't help but shrink my pupils.
The woman in the video is not someone else, but myself.
What I saw in it was that I was covered with wounds and dirt, and even my long hair was tied to a dead knot.
I was controlled on the sofa, and when I saw the doctor approaching, my eyes were red with anger and hatred.
"Get out, get out of here!"
"Rong Chen, what do you want to do? Why can't you let me go and let me leave... "
in the video, I keep yelling.
Seeing this, I didn't realize that my eyes were slightly red, and the tingling feeling in my head came up again.
I always feel that this scene seems familiar to me. I have experienced it, and that time is very painful for me.
I want to escape, but I can never escape.
That kind of feeling fills in my heart, let me fall into a kind of predicament immediately.
Seeing this video, the more I went to the back, my eyes began to blur.
Head pain makes me feel very painful, pale, with a burst of sharp pain, my mobile phone fell to the ground.
The earth and the sky are turning.
Just as I fell, a pair of hands held my arm in time.
"Rong Ling, what's the matter with you?"
Hearing this familiar voice, I raised my hand and held tightly the collar of the other party, unable to speak at all.
It was Zhou Qingyuan who came.
Although I don't know how he is here, I hold him like a life-saving straw, and my tears burst into my eyes. "Headache..."
"I'll take you to the hospital right away." Zhou Qingyuan saw me like this, immediately beat me up and picked me up quickly.
By the time I got to the hospital, I almost fainted.
The doctor told me before that I couldn't be stimulated.
But the video on that mobile phone can really arouse the memory I want to recall.Before I lost two years of memory, a Yun told me.
I was hypnotized by Lina for two years, perhaps because I remembered who I was after hypnosis, so I forgot the memory of those two years.
The memory of those two years may be painful or do not want to recall, so selective amnesia.
Entering the hospital, I don't know how long I slept.
When I woke up, I saw Zhou Qingyuan sitting beside the hospital bed, holding my hand and never let go.
When he saw me awake, he was obviously relieved. "How are you feeling when you wake up?"
I shook my head. "It's better."
"That's good. The doctor also said that if you wake up, you can leave the hospital. "I'll take you back..." Zhou Qingyuan said and helped me sit up.
I don't want to go back at this time. I don't know how to face Rong Chen.
Even recently this period of time, the relation that I and Rong Chen also becomes some say not clear.
I am too much perplexed, still produced to Rong Chen distrust.
What's more, I'm not only troubled by my memory, but also about sleeping.
"I'll stay in the hospital for two days first. Thank you for bringing me here today." I don't want to rush back, just stay in the hospital and calm down.
Zhou Qingyuan listened to my words and nodded, "well, since you want to stay in the hospital, you can stay for two days. The doctor also said that you would come back for an examination in two days. "
He said, people did not intend to go, looked at the time.
"Hungry or not, what would you like to have?"
"I'm not hungry, and there's nothing wrong here. Mr. Zhou must be very busy because of the delay in Mr. Zhou's time... "
before I finished my words, Zhou Qingyuan directly interrupted," I'm not busy. "
"If you want to stay in the hospital, I can stay with you as long as I can. As long as I'm with you, I'm not busy at any time. " He suddenly said this, a pair of ink eyes full of deep feeling to look at me, the soft light in the eyes is gentle as water.
Also deeply permeated with his infatuation.
Every time I see Zhou Qingyuan, I feel uneasy.
Uneasy at the same time with a deep sense of guilt.
Today, I went to find a Yun, who also told me in detail about my past with Zhou Qingyuan.
She told me that although I had always maintained the relationship with Su Qingyuan's friends at that time in the affairs of the Su family.
But I did use Su Qingyuan, and Su Qingyuan didn't care about it.
Even willing to be used by me.
If it is not because of Rong Chen's intervention and the purpose I took at that time, maybe I had different results with the original Su Qing.
This is what a Yun said.
Because of the loss of memory, what I thought at the beginning, perhaps only I know.
For a moment and a half, I didn't know what to say to Zhou Qingyuan. I turned my eyes a little and thought.
When he saw that I didn't speak, he called the restaurant and ordered some food to be delivered.
"You used to have a bad stomach and a very serious anorexia. The only thing you can eat is a soup. You like it very much... "Zhou Qingyuan sat by the hospital bed and told me about some things in the past.
He said this with bitterness in his eyes, but also some sweet.
It seems that he liked the time before, but I didn't feel any sweetness. The more he said, the more guilty I felt.
"Zhou told me that he had been with me for one or two years. I don't know what happened to the two years mentioned by Mr. Zhou?" I remember what Zhou Qingyuan said to me. Listening to my question, he was about to open his mouth.
There's a meal from the restaurant.
He stood up and asked people to set the table first.
The restaurant brought a corn soup, which tasted very good.
When the temperature was almost over, Zhou Qingyuan brought the soup to me. "Drink some soup first. The doctor said that you seem to have irregular diet recently."
"I'll do it myself." Seeing the spoon handed in front of me, I quickly picked it up.
It's just a headache. It's all relieved now.
It's just that after the headache, I feel as if I'm sick and weak.
Even if you are weak, your hands and feet can move.
I want to keep a distance with Zhou Qingyuan according to my own mind. Naturally, I can't let the other party have any misunderstanding, and I can't easily accept the tenderness and consideration given by the other party.
Zhou Qingyuan didn't have to feed me soup. He didn't open his mouth when he saw that I could drink it.
I drank the soup and continued to ask what I wanted to ask.
"Do you really want to know?"
Zhou Qingyuan frowned and raised his hand to hold mine.
I subconsciously pulled away and nodded, "I want to hear what you said about those two years."
"Well..." Zhou Qingyuan looked at me with a gloomy look, and then he said, "those two years are the darkest two years in your life"We knew each other since we were young. At that time, you knew my sister Su Nanyin, so we knew each other from childhood."
Zhou Qingyuan said that he and I had known each other since childhood. I knew this in advance when I inquired about it from a Yun.
To sum up, Su Qingyuan and I were small at that time.
Once upon a time, Su Nanyin and I went to the same school.
Later, after su Beitong returned to Su's home, my relationship with Su Nanyin was a little better.
But after all, he was different from Su Qingyuan, and he didn't pay much attention to him.
Another reason or because, in my eyes, some people only Rong Chen, almost also did not notice other opposite sex!