Zhou Qingyuan's people quickly found me. I took a look at the car and immediately opened the door and got on the car directly.
Driving to the hospital, to the hospital, Zhou Qingyuan seems not so weak, this will be eating.
In a ward, we eat Western food.
He couldn't eat anything before. When I left the hospital, he was still very weak. It seems that Zhang Qing has already told him.
So now there's no need to keep pretending.
"Have you eaten yet?"
Hearing this, I sat down and said, "yes."
Zhou Qingyuan continued to eat and seemed to have a good appetite. Of course he has an appetite. After all, he has hardly had a good meal in recent months.
"The steaks are good, very tender, and the side dishes are very good. The taste of the soup is also relatively fresh, you can try it if you have time Zhou Qingyuan ate almost, took a napkin to wipe the corners of his mouth. Don't you think I'm sorry, Zhou Qingyuan
In those two years, I told him that I would promise him to be with him.
But at that time I was in order to leave the control of Rong Chen, in order to leave the dark space, eager to find a rely on.
Zhou Qingyuan was also very clear about this point. Maybe he didn't understand it at that time. He was full of longing.
May also fantasize, after I leave Rong Chen, what kind of life will I live with him.
It's just that with the passage of time, we have become more rational and mature.
Then the scene at that time, naturally can understand the reason.
"If you think you owe me, you do. If you don't think so, then don't Zhou Qingyuan said this is very calm, calm to us seems to have nothing happened.
But this word kicks the ball like kicks back to me.
After a while, I asked him, "how can you let me go?"
"Let you go?" Zhou Qingyuan was a little unbelievable. He even thought that what I said made him wonder, "ah Ling, how could you say such a thing to me? I have done nothing to hurt you from the beginning to the end
"Which one do you think I'm sorry about?"
"Or... Am I a villain in your eyes just because I exist in front of you?"
Yes, on the surface, Zhou Qingyuan did not do anything to hurt me.
He just used his own way, step by step to peel off the people around me.
I didn't answer him. I didn't want to have a debate with him. After all, everyone knew each other well.
"I know, you only have Rong Chen in your eyes. No matter how much he has done to hurt you, as long as you love him, there is no forgiveness and no forgiveness. " Zhou Qingyuan's mood seems to be gentle, but his hands are clenched into fists. The next moment, he sweeps all the tableware on the table to the ground.
The tableware fell to the ground and followed.
I sat on the chair with no change in face and looked at the time, "I'm going first."
Zhou Qingyuan lived with me during this period. He wore his own mask, and I regarded him as a dying man.
On the one hand, I took care that he was a dying man, and accompanied him carefully.
On the other hand, in order to disguise himself as a dying man, he carefully wears his mask at all times.
In recent months, I thought that I was finally filling up my guilt for Zhou Qingyuan, but I didn't think it was the same thing.
"You don't go." Zhou Qingyuan saw that I was going to leave, and immediately got up and grabbed my arm.
I saw his thin face with a trace of pleading, "I have to, do not know how to approach you. Do you know how much I've suffered? I understand that if you use such a method, you will leave me when you are known in the end
"But I will not!"
Zhou Qingyuan firmly held my hand and gradually approached me. He had a trace of madness in his eyes, "a-ling, it was you who provoked me first."
"Don't you remember?"
"You said, as long as you have the opportunity to leave Rong Chen, you will be with me in the future."
"You want to live by the sea. You want to face the sea. It's a vast place. And the night sky you want to see, there will be meteors all the time. "
"I'm ready for all the wishes you said at that time." Zhou Qingyuan's tone was very anxious and urgent. He never let go of his hand. It seemed that as soon as he let go, I would run away.
After listening to this, I was very headache, and even did not know how to end my own words.
He was the one who provoked me.
If I don't provoke him, he will not be full of expectations for me, nor will he have those expectations, nor will he have the present paranoia.
"Zhou Qingyuan, you just think I didn't say those words at the beginning. What's more, some married people will divorce, some people together will break up, you really don't have to waste any time and energy on me Zhou Qingyuan's paranoia and that kind of heart madness let me feel some fear, not moved.I was afraid of his madness, which was unbelievable.
Even I can't believe that he didn't have cancer, because during this period of time, what I saw Zhou Qingyuan was a sick man, a dying man.
But who knows, Zhou Qingyuan's acting skills will be so good, the props used are so lifelike.
"You're talking about the negative. Why don't you talk about the positive? Some people can grow old together. As long as two people love each other and stay together Zhou Qingyuan a pair of ink eyes staring at me, the face of a bitter smile, "you just need to love me, we are in love."
When I saw him like this, I couldn't help but frown, "wake up!"
With that, I pulled my arm, but he grabbed me to death and couldn't shake it out at all.
"I'm awake. It's you who don't wake up!" Seeing me struggling, Zhou Qingyuan simply hugged me, "can you give me a chance? You can give Rong Chen so many chances, why can't you give me once, even if it's just one time. "
Don't know why, Zhou Qingyuan can only compare with Rong Chen.
But do I have to choose between them?
"I don't love you at all. At least I loved Rong Chen. You know, and you know it in your heart, why do you have to force me? " I said this, and pushed Zhou Qingyuan away.
Because he was still weak, he sat on the hospital bed and looked at me reluctantly.
I didn't give him a chance to continue talking. It's always tangled up like this.
It's not my fault. In those days, it was that year, since the past has become the past.
Some people go to the front, and some people are obstinately standing in the same place, where do not go, will ask the people who go forward to turn back.
Zhou Qingyuan is like this to me!
Out of the hospital, I was anxious to find Zhang Qing.
Since the words have been identified with Zhou Qingyuan, there is no need to hide them.
When I went to find Zhang Qing, Zhang Qing lived in a community with Duo Duo Duo. This address was seen on the news before.
There are a lot of people who pay attention to Zhang Qing and his children. How many people love this mother and daughter now? When things get out, how many people will be beaten in the face.
But what I didn't expect was that when I came, I ran into many flowers at the door.
It's in the elevator. I'm going in. She just came out with her purse in her hand.
"Duoduo, where are you going
I am a little strange, Zhang Qing will not let Duoduo a person out, and she must be congenital heart disease.
Listen to Zhang Qing's meaning, Duoduo looks like a normal person, but it is easy to shock at any time.
She can't even talk too much, nor can she be as happy and sad as a normal child.
See me, the child's memory is also good, "sister."
"Well, are you going out shopping?" When I glanced at her purse, would Zhang Qing let her children go shopping?
Duoduo nodded, "Mommy is asleep. She is cold and sick. How can I call her? She can't get up. I want to buy medicine for mummy."
"What's wrong with her?" I asked is also a white question, blossoming five or six years old, do not know much.
"Well, I'll go with you to see your mommy."
Originally I came here to look for Zhang Qing, but Zhang Qing and I met in the park when people were still good.
How did you get sick in the twinkling of an eye?
It was less than two or three hours before and after that.
I took Duoduo upstairs to the place where she lived. The door was not closed, and Duoduo was smart enough to know that she could not open the door, so she had to reverse the lock inside, so it would not be closed directly.
Push the door in, Duoduo pulled me into Zhang Qing's bedroom. Zhang Qing is really lying on the bed at the moment. His face is already pale and has no trace of blood.
There was also a sleeping pill bottle at the head of the bed, which was empty.
There was also some vomit around the bed.
I see this situation, I do not know, so, do not understand is how Zhang Qing swallow medicine.
Immediately close to the past, touch Zhang Qing's body and pulse, and pulse.
"Duoduo, will you follow me Let Duoduo a person at home is really not at ease, it is likely that after I send Zhang Qing back, a child at home is easy to have something to do.
Fortunately, Duoduo is relatively small, only knowing that her mother is ill.
Zhang Qing usually teaches her not to let her have any extreme mood and emotion.
Even now I know that my mother is ill, what I can see from Duoduo's face is calm, without any sadness and sadness.
I left the door with Zhang Qing on my back and hurried downstairs, blossoming after me.
When I arrived downstairs, I immediately took Zhang Qing to the hospital. After receiving the patient, the hospital learned what I said and quickly sent the person to the emergency room.
After I sent the person to the emergency room, I sat panting in my chair and looked at the flowers standing beside me. The flowers just looked at the emergency room with the lights on.