Society is real, so is human love.
Even if it's Rong Chen and I, there is no pure love between us.
Possessiveness comes from people's selfishness. To possess a person, I wish that the whole world of that person belongs to me, and that I am the only one who can see him.
I used to think the same way...
the man listened to me and sneered, "what do you know?"
"I'm the only one in an Xuan's world, and she's the only one in my world. Without her, my world is falling apart. I can't see her smile any more. She won't speak any more. Do you know what it's like to be in love? " The man glanced at me, did not wait for me to speak, but then sarcastically said, "you don't understand, because there are so many men around you, you don't know which one to love."
"You are wrong. I have loved only one person from beginning to end, and I will love only one person." I said, can not help but turn to look at the front of the car, this time 3:30 in the morning, the outside is still dark, "I care about him since I was a child, care about him to send me a small thing, said a praise or like words, I will be happy like something like."
"I believe that every couple will feel this way..."
the man did not continue to speak, and did not continue to ridicule.
On the way to the destination, I talked about my feelings with Rong Chen.
The reason why we are not pure, is because Rong Chen carries too much at the beginning.
He was born with the hatred of his family and grew up for revenge. He and I are two extremes.
I have parents in, have parents to protect, can safely pursue what they like, like people.
But Rongchen can't do this. Once he slack off, he will be very far away from his revenge goal...
before, I didn't understand Rong Chen, why he wanted to treat me like that and not to answer me.
With the experience of these things, I also understand why the original Rong Chen to death to restrain their feelings, because it is too easy to let him distract.
Before he finished his revenge plan, he had to restrain everything....
before, I couldn't understand it because I was too happy when I was a child, and I can understand these principles only when I grow up step by step.
Before the car arrived at the destination, I said a lot, not to persuade the man, but to tell others not to be trapped in his own world.
"You are so impatient The man drove to the destination and said something in a displeased face.
Although he said so, but he did not refute me all the way, but quietly listened to the story of Rong Chen and me.
Then he pulled me out of the car and quickly took it to the apartment where I lived.
The apartment where a man lives is different. He has two apartments and can get through directly.
Rong Chen's people are in his residence, waiting.
After we arrived, Rong Chen and Shao Jing also came.
The man still holds me and makes people get out. But before I am released by him, Rong Chen's people will not leave an Xuan's body.
Rong Chen this can enter the room, open a way: "put my wife, the corpse of an Xuan I do not move, after all, I am not interested in a dead person."
"How can I believe you?" The man looked at Rong Chen one eye, Rong Chen twisted eyebrow, deep eagle eyes flash across a sharp color, "I'm not discussing with you now, but making an equal deal."
"One for one."
The man listened to this word, the person of Chao Rong Chen raised his jaw, "let your person give me go out, far away from her side."
"Good." Rong Chen slightly nods, the person that defends in operating table, slowly backward.
And the man held me close to the past, and my intuition told me that he didn't intend to continue to treat me.
To an Xuan side, the man faded, just full of cold, eyes have become soft up.
But soon took me to the door, Rong Chen's people also followed out.
See a person come out, the man sees me to push to come out directly, Rong Chen eye is quick and quick to catch up with me.
Then the door of the apartment slammed and locked from the inside.
Rong Chen this will immediately hold me up and go downstairs quickly, looking at my heartache pacification way, "wife, you can bear again, I will send you to the hospital immediately."
"It doesn't hurt so much..." people have the instinct to adapt to the pain. The intense pain at the beginning made my heart ache.
Although it still hurts now, it's not as severe as it was at the beginning.
I was powerless to lean in Rong Chen's bosom, nose tip is full of his body good smell breath, "husband."
I have never called Rong Chen husband seriously.
Especially when I have a complete memory, because before the first wedding, I was warned by Rong Chen.
Heard me call his husband, Rong Chen tiger body stiff, from the throat always squeeze out a trace of voice, "well, I am.""I miss you so much..." Mingming people in front of themselves, clearly hold me like this, do not know how the heart suddenly rises to miss how to come.
Rong Chen this can hold me tighter, gentle way, "fool, I am here."
"Well, I know." I leaned on Rong Chen's arms, unconsciously fell asleep in the past, probably because the mental tension and pain consumed my physical strength, I became very tired.
I fell asleep thinking about it, but I didn't care whether my hands hurt or not.
Rong Chen took me to the hospital, I didn't wake up when I handled the wound.
It wasn't until the next afternoon that I felt awake.
At the moment of waking up, there was something wrong with my whole body.
Rong Chen is guarding me at the bedside, see me wake up, lean over to come over in my lip fall light kiss, "wife, you wake up, how does the body feel?"
"I feel a little sore, maybe I sleep too long." I moved the body, see Rong Chen intends to stand up, I left hand a lift hook his neck, "kiss again."
"Well." With a smile in his eyes, Rong Chen kisses my lips.
I am eager to have intimate contact with him so that I can feel at ease.
Until the nurse came in to change the medicine for me, I only blushed and let go of Rong Chen. Rong Chen didn't feel embarrassed at all and held me up.
Nurse changes medicine for me, wound natural meeting ache, I shifted attention, toward Rong Chen asks a way, "he is who?"
"Fang Yu, an Xuan's classmate." Rong Chen knew what I asked, "the man has been arrested by the police, and he has all the plans about these years in his residence. He has followed these people and completed the murder in these years alone."
Rong Chen told me that Fang Yu was an Xuan's classmate. They knew each other because of Fang Yu's introverted personality and had been helped by an Xuan.
But Fang Yu's family is well-known. His family runs a hospital. The first hospital in Nanshi, that is, the hospital where I am now, has the shares of Fangyu family.
Although Fang Yu was arrested, he was not sentenced to death because he was diagnosed with mental illness.
After listening to this, I didn't feel that she was raising eyebrows. "Fang Yu is just a psychological extreme, not a mental illness."
There are some differences between mental illness and mental illness.
Because mental illness may not be cured, but mental illness can be changed through the environment.
Just like what happened at the beginning of the Rong family, after a series of things happened, my psychology suffered a great blow, leading to mental breakdown.
It doesn't mean you have mental illness, it's mental illness.
Mental illness is not cognitive.
Fang Yu was just extreme, and he was hit by the loss of an Xuan psychologically.
All his plans over the years, including the use of knowledge of human body structure to cause medical natural death, accidental death, disease death.
These are all plans that Fang Yu came up with. He has a strong logical thinking, but it is only used to revenge for anxuan.
If such a person can be identified as mentally ill, it seems that the people of the Fang family have made a lot of efforts to protect Fang Yu.
Even if Fang Yu is sent to a mental hospital, he is not really mentally ill. He will still live well in the mental hospital.
"I know that, but the other party has made an appraisal, and the law also agrees with this identification." Rong Chen holds my hand, soft voice way, "this matter you don't care."
"Husband, I just think it's a pity to die peacefully." For her sister, she had been sleeping for several years with no sign of guilt.
If Fang Yu had not made a choice for her and oppressed her spiritually and psychologically, she would not have fallen into the vortex of guilt.
At least not with death to make up for guilt.
The death of an Xuan is a campus bullying incident.
It is not directly related to sleeping. If it is really from the family aspect, an Xuan didn't tell her parents the first time after something happened because of the poor family conditions.
And they only consider that noble schools are free and there are scholarships.
It seems to have completely ignored that when people in different economic stages are integrated with each other, most of them will have comparison, which will also make some teenagers easily have the mentality of comparison and inferiority.
If we choose such an environment, 90% of the children will have such a situation unless they have received a very good and rational education from an early age.
I see this truth a lot, because there were too many people around me when I was a child.
Even if I don't show off, there will be people who compare themselves because of my good family conditions.
So I am not interested in those troublesome things in the school, it is better to concentrate on the consistent mind spent on Rong Chen.
But also because of this, I than the average girl to mature many, so will need to eat so much hardship, walk so many detours.A lot of things just start to understand.
Rong Chen touched my hair, this time the nurse has given me to change good medicine, show a smile to us, this just took thing to leave.