A dinner as if chewing wax, I sat at the table eating leisurely, eat into the mouth of the things delayed to swallow.
I don't know if it's because of the pain in my heart or because I'm in a low spirits for this period of time.
As soon as I was eating, I couldn't help but vomit. I got up quickly and went to the bathroom to vomit for a long time.
Looking at myself in the mirror has become emaciated and haggard.
"Are you all right, madam?" After a while in the bathroom, I heard Mary come to ask.
I woke up, washed my face and walked out of the bathroom.
It seems that Shaojing is not at the breakfast table.
When I was about to relax, Shao Jing came down from upstairs and put his coat on my shoulder. "I'll take you to the hospital. You seem to be very sick recently. You eat less, and your mental state is not very good."
"It's windy outside. The temperature is low today."
Shao Jing said, holding my cold hand and holding me to the door.
I followed him stupidly. For me, Shao Jing is like a ghost.
Haunted and haunted.
Tears gradually blurred my eyes, in order not to let Shao Jing find out, I stifled back.
Shao Jing pulled me into the car and told the driver to drive to the hospital.
After arriving at the hospital, I thought Shao Jingzhen asked me to have a physical examination.
Although it is also a physical examination, can go to the Department of gynecology.
Shao Jing has arranged for the doctor and nurse to check for me, and actually took me to take a B-ultrasound.
I had a second thought. He didn't think I was pregnant?
Say up, after I had transplanted uterus before, really and Rong Chen share bed once. But it wasn't my conception.
The time is more than a month ago, and recently I didn't come to my period because after the operation, the period itself is not very timely.
What's more, even if you're pregnant, you can't have vomiting so early. Other people I don't know, anyway, I would not have such early pregnancy reaction.
What's more, I had a uterus transplant before, and I had to do a test tube to get pregnant.
The nurse gave me an examination, urine test and B-ultrasound.
After a series of tests, I didn't get the results at the first time, and I firmly believed that I was not pregnant.
These days a little abdominal distension pain, should be to come to the omen of the holiday.
I sat in the corridor waiting, this time Shao Jing came and took me into the doctor's office.
"Miss Rong, congratulations. You have been pregnant for more than a month." The doctor looked at me and said hi. After hearing this, I was stunned, "what do you say?"
"You've been pregnant for more than a month. Have you had a uterine transplant before? Through B ultrasound, you have no ectopic pregnancy. The condition of uterine examination is also good, but you are a little weak, mental state is not very good, fetal condition is not very stable
The doctor's words continue to convey in my ears, I half ring to look at the doctor, bitter way, "doctor, you are not wrong? I had a uterus transplant. I needed a test tube. There is no other way to get pregnant but this one
I don't believe the doctor at all.
What's more, if you're pregnant, how can you keep the baby?
Even if there is, I hope that the doctor can help me at this time...
but contrary to my wishes, the doctor was invited by Shao Jing. What can I do...
the doctor listened to my words with a smile on his face, as if he had found some miracle. "In fact, at the beginning, I was very puzzled. It is reasonable to say that the transplanted uterus must be made into a test tube in order to be pregnant. But I didn't expect that you could get pregnant without a test tube. "
"This kind of case has never been seen in uterine transplantation. You are the first one!"
Glad to see the doctor, I clenched my hands.
Shao Jing this will embrace my waist, "this is a good thing, the doctor trouble you."
And then he came out of my office.
"The doctor said that your health has been so bad recently that you need to take good care of your fetus. After you go back, you must have a good rest, have a good meal and sleep well. I will ask a good doctor to take care of you. " Shao Jing Junlang's face is full of smile, as if this child is his, not Rong Chen's.
The more I saw his smile, the more frightened I felt.
I had two children, and this is the third.
Neither of the first two children survived, while the third came at such a bad time.
Am I doomed to be a mother in my life?
I don't know how long the child can stay in my stomach, but the next life, I have to live more carefully because of the child.
Shao Jing took me back. On the way back, I said nothing.He said a lot, "in addition to nutritionists, there are also about the child's prenatal education, I also want to name the future."
"In short, you just need to keep your baby at home and don't think about anything else." Shaojing's tone of speech, just like Rong Chen told me by my side.
But Rong Chen seems to have never told me about children's things, he is afraid of my pregnancy, afraid of my birth.
He was so scared that when the car reached the door of his house, Shao Jing immediately got out of the car, opened the door, and helped me get out of the car and enter the door.
At night, I couldn't sleep on the sofa any more. Shao Jing told Mary that I was pregnant and needed to take good care of me.
Then came upstairs, Shao Jing brought a glass of water, soft voice, "first drink some warm water, a good sleep, I accompany you."
"Well..." I answered lightly, took the water, and after drinking, lay on the bed with a dull expression.
At the moment of my mind complex confusion, if Rong Chen knew I was pregnant, how would he think?
Do you want the child or not?
I don't know if he will be happy or how he is now...
he was trapped at home during this period of time. He came back from Rongchen once and asked me to wait for him. I would never know about him again.
I have no way to know about R company.
In Shao Jing's account, there is no TV, no computer, no mobile phone in the villa.
The only landline couldn't make a phone call either. It cut off the telephone line directly. It's like I'm stuck here, I can't go anywhere.
Shao Jing lies beside me, smiling at me, even if I close my eyes can feel his gaze at me.
I couldn't control my tears. I slipped down the corner of my eyes and wet my hair.
After a while, a hand wiped tears for me, and Shao Jing's voice came to my ear, "what are you crying about? It's a good thing to be pregnant. Don't you want this child?"
His words, let me suddenly as if fell into the ice cellar, a chill from the bottom of the foot heart straight up.