Chapter 764

Because she was depressed and ate Tai Chi, she put a few pieces into her mouth, and then she vomited, her tears streaming down. On the night before, Sze only quietly appreciated the gobbling up of he Meixin. Later, she vomited and her face changed slightly. She got up and walked up to her, pulled her up from her seat, then grabbed her napkin on the table and gently wiped her mouth.

He Meixin couldn't adapt to his split personality for a moment. Forced by his lewdness and power, she didn't dare to move, so she had to let him wipe her mouth.

"Tell me, what would you like to eat?" To help her clean her mouth, he threw his napkin on the table and asked softly, holding her face.

It was the first time that he spoke to her in such a gentle voice, which made her feel more terrible than usual.

Dare not speak, she is afraid of a careless, she said a wrong word, or a wrong state, when he will shoot vent anger.

Looking at her sad appearance, he raised his hand to gently dry the tears on her face, and then said: "don't eat if you don't want to."

"No, I want to eat, I like to eat..." Fearing that he would shoot at the cook later, she immediately shook her head and was ready to turn around and start eating. But he was a pull: "well, I know, you don't have to eat, I don't kill him."

"Really?" She didn't believe that she raised her eyes and looked at him standing so tall in front of her.

"Really." He nodded and said seriously.

"Can I go back to my room now?" She felt so tired that she didn't want to face him. She didn't know why. He made her feel so moody. It seemed that any carelessness would offend him. Standing in front of him, she had to be careful.

"Go ahead." He released the hand holding her shoulders, deep eyes fixed looking at her.

With his permission, she seems to have been granted an amnesty order. She immediately turns around and runs out of the restaurant. Looking at her back, he is distracted for a while. In his mind, a familiar figure appears frequently in his dreams and nightmares

* * *

I think about it at night.

My name is yesize. I don't know why there is such a name. Since I can remember, I have only one relative in my life, that is my mother.

I speak in England. My mother is English. I never knew who my father was until I was eighteen.

I still can't forget that day.

Not just because it was Christmas.

The weather is very cold. I bought Helen a Christmas present. Helen is a beautiful Singaporean girl. We are classmates. From the first time I saw her, I found that I fell in love with her. Later, she told me that I fell in love with me from the first time I saw her.

We arranged to spend a carnival night together in a bar near the school, but when I was ready to go out, some men in black suddenly came to my home.

They were wearing long black windbreaker, with sunglasses on their faces, and pushed me back into the room.

Mother saw this, as if very afraid, she hid behind me shivering.

I don't know what's going on and who they are. Just as they were about to ask, a middle-aged man suddenly appeared in front of me.

He didn't look very strong, his eyes were deeply sunken, and he seemed to have some kind of disease.

"My son." This is the first thing he said when he saw me for the first time.

I was stunned at the moment. I looked back at my mother and wanted to ask her what was going on. However, my mother didn't speak yet, but the man who called me son ordered his men to choke her throat.

"What are you doing?" I was shocked and asked aloud.

"I need you to inherit everything from me, so I have to make you strong." He gave me a disgusting smile on his face. With a big wave of his hand, I heard only a shot. My weak mother fell to the ground heavily and never lived again.

"You devil." At that time, I was so sad and angry that I rushed to him and raised my fist to hit him in the face. However, I was blocked by his men.

"I'll give you five months. If you can't make yourself strong enough to kill me, I'll kill you myself." He said, ordering his men to take me out of the house, catch the night plane and fly to the United States.

I don't know what he wants to do, but I know that I hate him, very much, very much!

After arriving in the United States, he threw me into one of the most chaotic neighborhoods, where he wanted me to temper.

Losing my mother, I feel that my world is half collapsed. In this chaotic place like hell, I watch people die in front of me every day. Some people are addicted to drugs and can't extricate themselves. Some people take an innocent person's life for a few dollars. I want to escape, but I can't escape.

I live like a beggar in this neighborhood. I dare not communicate with anyone here. However, I still can't escape from them. I remember the first time I was beaten, just because the place where I camped out blocked their way. No, to be exact, the road was wide, and I didn't hinder their passage. However, they seemed to despise me, so they beat me up.It was the first time that I was beaten so badly when I was so old. Moreover, there was no drug treatment. I had no money, no ID card and nothing, so I could only curl up in this dark corner like an ant. At that time, my heart was dead. My only thought was Helen, who was far away in England.

Having been beaten for the first time, I became less afraid when I was beaten for the second time.

The second time, the third time, the fourth time, more and more people came to trouble me, and I found that I began to be less afraid of him. I know that if I don't get strong again, I may never have a chance to see Helen in my life. So, for Helen's sake, I let myself quickly integrate into the hell like world.

I joined some small gangs and started some drug trade with them. With the passage of time and the more and more bullets embedded in me, and the firm belief in my heart, I began to gain fame in the whole block. I'm not afraid of death. I just can't die. I asked Helen to wait for me all night on that carnival night, and I had to go back alive She explained that even if she had a new boyfriend by then, it didn't matter.