C314 Disrupting the engagement banquet 5

As he looked at the ugly, mottled image in the mirror, his tears became even more turbulent.

Pah pah pah …

He used all his strength to wash off the remaining cosmetics on his face, but the more he washed, the more tears he shed.

Finally unable to control himself, he started crying loudly.

Why, why did he have to tell her that today?

She clearly knew that Ruoxue did it for her own good, but she still felt very uncomfortable in her heart.

It was obvious that today was the day of her engagement ceremony. Wasn't this supposed to be the happiest day for her?

But why did she know that in the heart of the man she loved, she had long ago become a resident of another woman!?

Since Jane Li had already fallen in love with that woman, why did she want to snatch the dress that that woman had taken a fancy to for her? Yet, the meaning of this dress was an unforgettable love!?

Could it be that in Jane Li's heart, this dress was just an ordinary dress?

Could it be as Ruo Xue had said, that the reason Jian Li had married her was to repay her debt, was it because of a promise she made back then?

She really couldn't understand. Since Jian Li loved that woman, why did she marry her?

But if he married her, why would he still express his love for that woman? Why?

The wailing grew louder and louder. Suddenly, he heard footsteps coming from outside. He was subconsciously afraid of being seen by others, so he hid into a cubicle.

The next second, Lin Moge entered the house.

When she sat down in the dining room, she realized that she had been too lost in her thoughts that she had forgotten to zip her skirt!

Luckily, Chubai didn't go up, or else he would lose a lot of face.

That was why he hurried back to the washroom. He wanted to use the reflection from the mirror to pull it on himself.

However, just now, he seemed to have heard the weeping of a woman.

Could it be that she was mistaken?

She had always been afraid of ghosts and the like. Especially since this restaurant was empty, it made her feel even more uneasy.

Now, he heard a woman's crying in the washroom, but after entering, there was no one there. This kind of feeling was really scary.

"Hey, is there anyone here?" Is there anyone here? " she asked tentatively.

Because he was too afraid, his voice trembled.

But no one answered.

Hu Die hid in the cubicle, afraid of being found out, so she suppressed her sobs and didn't dare to cry.

It was clearly daytime, but Lin Moge felt that something was very strange.

While looking in the mirror and pulling the zipper, she leaned against the door, "Speak up if you hear me, don't scare me, okay? Let me tell you, I'm not afraid... I... "I have a lot of guts!"

Only then did Hu Die realize that she might have scared someone else. She quickly said, "Yes …" Someone... Sorry about that, did I scare you? "

"Is there really someone here?" Only then did Lin Moge relax and pat her chest, her small face pale with fright.

Indeed, people can scare people to death.

"Mm …" "Sorry …" From one of the cubicles, a hoarse voice rang out once again.

At this point, she was finally able to confirm that there was someone else around. Only then did her anxious heart finally relax.

The zipper closed smoothly as well. However, he was still a bit worried.

After hesitating for a moment, she finally opened her mouth, "Erm … Were you crying? Is there something sad? I didn't want to ask about your private affairs, I just felt that you were hiding here and crying, reminding me of my past self. Actually, nothing is impossible to pass through. As long as you open it, you will be able to recover very quickly … "

Hu Die was slightly surprised, "Have you hid and cried before?"

"Lin Moge looked at her pale face in the mirror and smiled sadly." Yes, I always hide and cry because I'm afraid of being worried. However, after crying and venting, everything still had to go on as usual. "Actually, you'll find that it's no big deal, life still has to continue, and it won't stop just because of your momentary inferiority and cowardice. So, you have to become strong and face all the difficulties and things of the past once again …"

"Miss, you are so strong. "But, I'm afraid I can't do it …" Hu Die was once again choked with sobs. In fact, hadn't she also been like this for the past ten or so years?

He didn't know how many unpleasant words he had to endure and how many malicious gazes he had to endure.

However, she had to endure it all for the sake of meeting Jian Li.

He'd thought that his happiness would soon arrive, yet reality struck her hard yet again.

She originally thought that she could do it, but when she heard that Jian Li would play the zither for another woman, her heart completely collapsed …

Listening to the faint sounds of crying coming from the cubicle, Lin Moge instantly felt like comforting her.

Therefore, even though the zipper on her clothes had already been zipped, she still hadn't left.

"Actually, I am not that strong either. I was merely forced to walk over here step by step. I can't remember the first time I hid and cried. "Because it has been too long …" She smiled wryly. It should be, when she first followed Wang Yun back to the Lin Clan and was beaten up and humiliated by Lin Ruoyu?

At that time, she ran out of the Lin family compound and hid in a corner of the school, crying.

It was at that moment that he met Yu Chen.

From then on, Yu Chen was like the sun, illuminating her entire life and giving her the hope to survive.

In the end, this hope was shattered once more after Wang Yun became ill.

"Do you know what's the scariest and most helpless about it? "I saw hope in a desperate situation, but something else happened that broke your hope and sent you into a bottomless abyss …"

Hu Die was shocked. Wasn't the current her the same?

It hadn't been easy for her to look forward to her engagement with Jian Li, but now that they were engaged, she found out that in her heart, she had already fallen in love with another woman.

It was no different from sending her from a cloud of happiness to hell …

Lin Moge Ge did not know what she said, as it resonated with another woman. She sighed and continued, "Originally, I thought I could keep going on with my first love, that he could light up my entire life. However, I found that I was pregnant with the child of a strange man. At that moment, I really didn't know what to do. "It was from that moment onwards that I embarked on the most rugged and bumpy path …"

"And the last?" Did you give birth to a child for that strange man? Did you and your first love ever get together again? " There was another sound from the booth.

Because her story was too bumpy, it piqued Hu Die's curiosity.

Lin Moge Ge smiled sadly and shook her head, "Of course the child was born. Because I had no choice. After experiencing such a thing, with such a dirty me, what qualifications do I have to stand by my first love's side? "He's so good, so clean, but I …"

"Don't say that, you have your own difficulties too. However, since you have already given birth to that person's child, he must be very good to you, right? "Actually, as long as I can find a man who's good to you and can live a peaceful life, that's enough …" Hu Die slowly said.

Now, it was as if she was the one comforting Lin Moge.

"That's right …" I also want to find a safe person to live my life with. But that man doesn't love me at all … "He doesn't love me or his children …" Lin Moge's heart hurt more and more.

"Ah?" How could this be? Isn't this man too heartless? " Because she was too shocked and angry, she forgot her own sad thoughts.

Lin Moge Ge took a deep breath to calm herself down, "It's fine, there was no relationship between him and me at that time. He didn't love me, so I don't blame him. He was about to marry his first love... "All I can do is to bless him …"

Yes, what could she do?

Could it be as Bai Ruoxue said, and it actually disturbed the engagement banquet?

And then? Hurt another innocent woman?

She really couldn't do it.

Besides, even if it did, the result wouldn't change.

She was destined to follow Quan Jian Li without any results.

"How can this be? You clearly have you and your child, yet you're still thinking about your first love? "Isn't this man too much …" Hu Die, who was hiding in the cubicle, sighed, "What about you? Are you sad? Do you love him? "

"So what if I love you, so what if I don't? In any case, it was destined that there would be no results … He never wanted to marry me. " Lin Moge's nose turned sour and his eyes turned misty, "Did you know, he once said that he has a germaphobia towards marriage and would not marry a woman he doesn't love as his wife? Thus, when he decided to get married to me for the first time, I understood that the lover in his heart, the wife, had never been me … "

"He didn't love you, but he gave birth to your child …" Hu Die sighed with sorrow. In this world, there is only such a heartless and unrighteous man …

Lin Moge took a deep breath, and forced a smile, "Well, it's all in the past anyway, I can see through it now. It's none of my business who he wants to marry. I want to live a happier life, a hundred to ten thousand times happier than he is.

"I really envy you for being so cheerful." Hu Die sincerely said.

"What about you? Why are you crying here? I've already told them all the secrets, can we exchange them? After the exchange, he would no longer feel sad. "Because I've helped you share your sadness …" Lin Moge pretended to be relaxed.

"Really?" Hu Die tested the waters as she had never had such a bold thought.

However, this girl was someone she liked a lot, and she also wanted to share the pain in her heart. Perhaps this way, it wouldn't hurt so much.

Thinking about this, she slowly opened her mouth, "Actually, I also have a beautiful first love like yours. Although he was always cold, he was extremely gentle to me. Although he never smiled at me, I knew that his heart was very warm. "Moreover, what makes me infatuated with him is his unchanging attitude towards love …"

Lin Moge was stunned for a moment. So first love was so pure and beautiful.

Perhaps the pure love of loyalty could only happen during one's first love?

Because when you grow up and step into society, you slowly change.