C347 A lifetime of obsession 3

He raised his slender finger and let the water flow into the ring on his finger. This was proof that he and Mo Er were of one mind.

The thin corner of his mouth inadvertently revealed a knowing smile. This was a smile that came from the bottom of his heart.

He was very satisfied with what the counter lady had said.

In the hands of a zealot, they would live with each other until the end of time.

However, he understood it too late.

Originally, he had assumed that the woman in his heart was Die'er.

Therefore, he planned to spend his entire life waiting for her to come back. If she never returned, he would never marry again.

Because of that promise, he would only give it to Die'er.

Not to any other woman.

It was only when Lin Moge had appeared and barged into his life that his tranquil life was broken.

He lost control of himself.

At one point, he felt afraid.

Because he liked the feeling of having everything under his control.

But now, everything became a mess because of that woman. Even her heart had also become a mess.

When he was angry, Merle would bared his fangs and brandished his claws like a lion cub.

When he was happy, he would laugh heartily like a child.

When gentle, can cook fragrant food, warmed a room of fireworks.

However, he'd never cherished it.

It wasn't until two years ago when she left that he realized what he had missed.

However, Die'er had suddenly appeared and shattered the courage he had mustered with great difficulty.

He would never give up on that promise.

Therefore, he wandered back and forth between Die'er and Mo'er, unable to make up his mind.

In fact, he was even thinking about how he could give her a name and fulfill his promise from all those years ago.

After that, he would give his heart to Mo'er, and together with her, he would create a new world of bliss.

Until... At the engagement banquet, Lin Chubai's sudden proposal had broken his plan.

He couldn't just watch his beloved woman agree to marry another man, much less allow Lin Chubai to touch her.

That was why he was so enraged, and even declared his authority over Mo'er, right in front of so many people.

In this way, he thought, everything would be settled.

However, he had forgotten that Die'er's fragile heart could no longer withstand a single blow.

That night, Die'er took advantage of his departure to cut off her wrist and commit suicide. But thankfully, the nurse who was checking the ward discovered him and was able to save him.

He would never be able to forget that bloody scene in his life!

Back then, An Jiaqing had cut off her wrist and committed suicide for him. However, at that time, he had never seen such a shocking scene. As such, he was not moved in the slightest.

But now, that large patch of dark red that was soaked through the snow-white sheets, Die'er's pale-white face, and the hideous scar on her wrist were all telling him that all of this was a sin that he had committed!

He remembered clearly that Die'er used her broken wrist to hold onto his hand tightly and sobbed, "Jian Li, you love her right? You obviously love her … But why did he have to put on an act in front of me? If you play the zither for her, you are telling her that she is the wife in your heart, right? … … This is your belief, I should have known better... But why did you lie to me? Why? "Do you feel pity for me?"

Dia'er's hand was cold to the bone. Her questioning voice went deep into his heart.

He lied to her to save her life.

He thought that Merle would understand him, would understand his feelings. However, he realized that it was only wishful thinking.

"Don't think too much into it. Take good care of your illness …" He mumbled these indifferent and emotionless words of comfort.

"No, what can you do after you've recovered? "You didn't love me for a long time, your heart has already changed …" Die'er cried her heart out as she said, "I managed to escape death and became a monster in the eyes of others. I've been subjected to all sorts of humiliation and criticism. Countless black nights, I wanted to end my own life, but when I think of the past between us and that promise, I can't bear to die … Do you know anything about Jian Li? Time and time again, I relied on those little expectations and promises to survive. Finally, I returned to your side. However, your heart has changed … All the suffering I have endured all these years, all the pain and suffering that is worse than death, what is it all for?! "

For thirteen whole years, no one knew of her suffering.

Every time, it was better to die than to live.

She was still able to endure the pain of treatment. The most difficult part was the disdain in their eyes and the mocking words they spoke!

One sentence after another caused her wounded heart to be riddled with holes …

For some reason, she suddenly went crazy and pulled out all the needles from the IV drip, wanting to jump out of the window.

At that moment, Quan Jianli was truly scared silly.

Tightly hugging her and not willing to let go, she struggled like a madman with some unknown source of strength, "You can just let me die, and it'll be over once I jump down. You can live happily with the woman you love, and I can be released early... Jane Li, I have never regretted loving you in this life. I don't blame you. If you want to blame someone, you can only blame the heavens for being unfair and play a joke on us … Jian Li, goodbye. I don't want to live a life worse than death. Without your love, what is the point of me living? "

As she struggled, the wound on her wrist opened up again, and blood flowed down her hand, staining it red.

It had also ruthlessly pierced his heart.

What he hurt was not only his heart, but his life!

How could he let go?

He remembered how he had asked her hoarsely, "What do I need to do to keep you alive?"

Die'er turned her head to look at him. Her pale face was full of tears. A trace of hope once again ignited within those sad eyes. With a hoarse voice, he said, "I can pretend that what happened that day never happened. But, can you not see her again … We're still together, just like we used to be, okay, Jane Li? "

"Alright …" There was only one simple syllable in his throat before he fell silent.

The pain in his heart almost made him faint.

In the end, in order to protect Die'er's life, he still agreed to her request.

However, because of what had happened to Die'er, he was able to see his own heart even more clearly.

So it turned out that the person in his heart had always been Mo'er!

Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so furious at her for leaving without saying a word. He wouldn't have seized Yue Er away from her so ruthlessly just because she was hiding her presence from her.

Everything he did that seemed crazy and despicable was merely venting his dissatisfaction.

He was dissatisfied. She only cared about her children, but she never, ever truly loved him.

He was angry, and she asked him if he loved her. He only wanted to build a whole family for the children!

However, it was only now that he understood.

Whether she loved the children or herself, he didn't care.

As long as she could stay by his side and never leave him, he could do whatever he wanted …

He had made so many ruckus over and over again. So his goal was only to confirm his position in Mo'er's heart!

Unexpectedly, Mo'er's heart was hurt, as well as his heart.

Blame it on being too late.

So it turned out that Mo Yi Yun's theory of love wasn't wrong at all.

To love a woman means to want to sleep with her for the rest of your life.

However, at that time, he had been unwilling to admit to himself that he had fallen in love with a woman other than Die'er.

In the two years she had been gone, he had thought that time would heal his wounds and gradually let him forget about her.

Unexpectedly, her longing increased with each passing day. Everything about her, day after day, was painful to the bone and deeply rooted into his heart!

But when she returned, everything was different.

There was no way for him to give up on his promise to Die'er, nor was he willing to let Mo'er go.

Therefore, he wanted to enjoy the blessings of being together with others, using marriage to tie Die'er up, and using the child to keep her.

Her resistance and Die'er's compromise had put him in a dilemma.

Until one day, Lin Chubai put the diamond ring on her ring finger and told her his eternal confession. At that moment, he finally understood that if he didn't act now, he would lose Mo'er forever!

Unexpectedly, it was still too late …

Not only did he fail to defend Mo'er, he also almost lost Die'er ….

As he looked at Die'er's broken appearance, he came to a realization. It turned out that it was as Mo'er had said, no one was willing to share their love.

What she sought was an unswerving love.

He could only choose one of the two women.

You can never have both the fish and the bear's paw...

Fortunately, he still had a month's time.

Even if a month later, he would become a zombie.

In this month, he would use up all of his happiness and luck.

That way, in the long run, there would be something to remember …

He planned to use this month's accumulation of sweet memories to finish his life …

Coming out of the bathroom, he looked at the slender figure in front of the window and his heart skipped a beat.

He stepped forward and gently embraced her in his arms.

"What are you looking at?"

"Ah!" Do you know that this is scary! " Lin Moge was shocked by him as she protested coquettishly.

This fellow never made a sound when he walked.

Luckily, she had finished her call with the baby. Otherwise, wouldn't she be exposed?

He pursed his lips into a smile, his chin gently caressing her neck, letting out his heart's content as he breathed in the faint fragrance on her body, "I was the one who made a sound, it was you who was too engrossed in your thoughts." "Tell me, what are you thinking about?"

"Who cares!?" She snorted coldly and ignored him.

Just as he was about to struggle free, he was pulled even tighter into his embrace.

There was also the fragrance of shower gel on his body. Droplets of sparkling water dripped down from his hair and onto her arms.

"Mo'er, when we get back, I'll give you a bigger diamond ring …" You're not allowed to wear that one from now on, okay? " he said gently.

The warm palm gently caressed her lower abdomen, bringing with it an ambiguous flavor.

It turned out that he was still thinking about the diamond ring he gave to her for free.

"I don't need it. I can't accept such a precious gift. " Her indifferent response