He wouldn't starve from the cold, and he wouldn't even look at anyone's face to see if they lived.
But now, he realized that his childhood was even more lamentable than hers.
So it turned out that this man's heart was filled with so much pain. That was why he had disguised himself so heavily after he had the power to protect himself. He just didn't want to go back in the past …
In her eyes, he was just a wounded child who needed someone to comfort him.
He reached out and tightly embraced his narrow waist, pressing his face against his body, wanting to give him some comfort.
"No wonder you never got along with him …" she whispered.
He sneered, "Actually, I really do hate him. If he didn't save my life that time, perhaps I would have chased them out of the Quan family a long time ago …"
Lin Moge's heart skipped a beat. Such a thought, however, fit his personality so well.
He had always been reckless. If he could be ruthless to his mother who had hurt him before, then he could pay her back every year. But for his father, it wouldn't be any better.
"Since young, the old man has always been biased. His love, his love, have all been given to the boss. No matter what he did, he would only be in charge. He missed his dead wife, and for two whole years, he would sleep with his boss in his arms … Do you know how much I envy you? I didn't even hope to be in his embrace. Even if it was just a look of praise, I would still be satisfied …
However, he never looked at me directly. Even speaking to me was a disgrace. At that time, I always wanted to ask him, if he hates me so much and hates me so much, then why did he save me in the first place? Why don't you let me die with that woman!?
Since he saved me and threw me to the side as air, that kind of feeling made him feel even worse … I would rather that he had never been kind to me, better than he had been indifferent to me as he had been afterwards. Once, I left home in a bad mood, but for three whole days, no one came to find me.
Later on, I couldn't help but run home secretly, only to find out that he was training his swordsmanship with his boss in the yard! "He doesn't even know that I once ran away from home!"
His voice was slightly choked with sobs.
The dull pain in Lin Moge's heart tightened around the person in her embrace.
His impression of Old Man Quan had become even more dark and gloomy.
He clearly didn't love Su Yi Rou, but because she smiled like he was his dead wife, he forced her to marry him, separating her from his beloved man.
After forcing Su Yi Rou, he had even tied up the pregnant her until she safely gave birth to a child.
However, he did not care about that child at all. In front of that child, he was only biased against the son of his wife. This was truly a bit too excessive.
If she was Quan Jianli, she would most likely resent the old man just like Quan Jianli.
He was right. If it wasn't for that time when Old Man Quan saved him, he would have done everything he could to destroy the entire Quan family! Because there was nothing there that he missed. There was only endless hatred …
He went on hoarsely, "Did you know? From then on, I swore in my heart that I would work hard and think of every way possible to take away everything that belongs to the boss! "I'm going to drive my boss out of my house and make him disappear from this old man's sight forever. I'm the only one in this old man's eyes!"
"So, you went to Europe to study?" she asked mildly.
He lowered his eyes and looked at her, nodding slightly, "Maybe it's just my luck, and I wholeheartedly want to achieve something. So, I continued to win prizes, and have my own career in Europe …
And at that time, because his boss was obsessed with gambling, he didn't have the heart to manage the company. He even took the company's money to gamble, which made the Quan family lose a lot of money. The entire company had become an empty shell.
In a fit of rage, the old man banned his feet and removed him from the company. I took advantage of this opportunity to give up everything in the world and return home to take over the company. However, the old man suggested that I was too young to take over the company, and that I didn't have the strength to do so.
Thus, I started from the simplest of actions, helping him take down large projects one after another so that he could clearly see my strength. However, he also said, since ancient times, they have built their families and built their businesses. When I have a son, I'll let him take over.
At that time, Yu Chen had already graduated from high school. The old man was secretly trying to get Yu Chen to take over the company. "In my rage, I thought of a way to find a surrogate pregnancy …"
"So, you came to me to take over the company … "But, at that time, you'll regret it again?" Lin Moge asked.
That night, she wasn't the only one who was unwilling. She could feel that the man was also full of resistance.
"Un, at that time, I will regret it." I was afraid of creating another unfortunate person like myself, afraid of repeating the same tragedy... " He sighed, and his voice became even more sad, "However, in order to get the company, in order to take revenge on my boss, I have no choice but to persevere. Although it would create another 'me', I didn't have the time to care about that. I cannot miss that chance! "
"And it turns out that my decision was correct. After carrying the child back, this old man had no way to stop me from taking over the company. The first thing I did after taking over the company was to transfer all the shares held by boss into my name … "He also replaced all the old men in the company …"
She couldn't bear it any longer. "So, at this point, you've paid so much …"
He hugged her tightly, and stroked her neck with his warm fingers. "Originally, I thought that I would be happy after getting my revenge. However, after chasing away his boss and his family, he only felt empty when he saw the old man grow older and weaker. "I suddenly realized that even though I've come so many times, I've still been blinded by hatred. I've only lived for hatred …"
"So, you know that Old Man Quan used 15% of his shares as bait in order to get your eldest brother's family to return home, but you still didn't stop him, right?" She had never known this man as well as she did now.
All of his indifference, all of his pride, all of his ruthlessness, were just a disguise.
In his heart, he was more fragile than anyone else.
It was just a child who wanted to be loved.
And his revenge was only the normal release of a child.
After venting, he regretted it.
However, he didn't know how to admit his mistake and make up for it …
Because no one had ever taught him these things …
From a young age until now, he had learned how to not get hurt, how to live well, and how to live in between the cracks …
"Mo'er, will you laugh at me? Would he despise me? "My past is so unbearable …" he whispered, stroking her earlobe.
"How could that be? Weren't my past the same?" She smiled bitterly, raised her eyes, and looked into his fiery and sorrowful eyes.
Ever since he was young, he had known that the hearts of people were treacherous and the world was cold.
He had seen the truth of kinship too early.
As for her, she was deceived to the very end. She was used until the last drop of blood was squeezed dry before she realized that the family she had been relying on all this time was actually ugly devils that eat people without blinking their eyes!
Who could despise her and him?
They were all just pitiful children who were also abandoned and played by others …
"Thank you, Mo'er …." He spoke sincerely.
His eyes finally revealed a trace of joy and comfort.
"It is because we all have a sad childhood that we should treat our children well. "We can't let them experience our suffering any longer, nor can we let them have a sad past …"
She just stared at him in a daze. "Quan Jian, promise me that you'll be fine with your children in the future. Try to spend more time with them and use your love on them, okay?"
He hesitated. "I can only say as much as I can."
"Alright, I won't make things difficult for you. If you feel sad or scared, just let me know, okay? " She held his hand and stroked it.
So it turned out that all of this man's strength was just a bluff.
"Then Mo'er, can you promise me one thing as well?" He spoke slowly.
"What is it?" She was puzzled, but suddenly felt uneasy.
If he asked her to stay by his side again, how would she reply?
After knowing that his grief had passed, she was simply unable to reject him as decisively as before. However, she couldn't be wrong to ask her to stay by his side and be a nameless lover that couldn't be exposed.
Thus, he was truly afraid that he would reveal this matter.
"Don't have anything to do with that woman anymore, okay? And no more contact. I don't want my woman to have anything to do with her... You don't understand that woman's ruthlessness at all. "The tears of a fox are all hypocritical and disgusting to begin with …"
She felt her heart tighten, then she secretly heaved a sigh of relief.
So, he wasn't talking about that.
"Alright, I can only say that I won't take the initiative to look for them anymore, okay? If they needed me, I couldn't ignore them. After all, I owe him a debt of gratitude. "
Originally, she thought that Xiang Aoyang would be her biological father.
But it turned out not to be what she thought.
Even so, she was already satisfied.
This was because Xiang Aoyang had truly been very good to her, letting her experience the warmth and happiness of having a father for the first time.
And knowing that the godmother was Quan Jian Li's biological mother was truly a coincidence.
It could only be said that this was a bad fate between her and Quan Jian Li, right?
If it wasn't for Su Yi Rou, perhaps he wouldn't have gone to Vancouver.
Thus, without the encounter and trade between him and her, he wouldn't be injured in order to save her. Their relationship was still in a deadlock like before, there was no need to get any further familiar or understanding of each other.
Therefore, it was all part of his plan.
She had long since known that she was destined to be entangled with Quan Dao for her entire life …
"No, I won't allow you to see them again. Not even on one side!" He had suddenly become a child.