After lunch, Lin Moge did not rest and went to the hospital to visit her mother.
Yan Sha was sitting on her bed, staring at the cherry blossoms downstairs in a daze, as if she was trying to remember something.
Looking at her mother's lonely back, Lin Moge suddenly thought of that uncle. The last time she saw the figure of the uncle, she was also so lonely …
"Mom!" I'm back. " She smiled and walked in.
"Oh, you must be tired. For such a small matter, you have to go to such a busy person." Yan Sha withdrew her gaze and smiled at her with a hint of regret. Actually, she did not want her daughter to see her past, much less reveal her most embarrassing side to her daughter.
But she didn't have the courage to say goodbye.
He could only entrust it to his daughter.
"I'm not tired, but it was better for the time being because I had to drive." Lin Moge walked to the bed, took out a metal box from her bag and placed it on the bed.
When Yan Sha saw the metal box, her face turned even paler and her eyes revealed a trace of sadness.
"Mom knows, you'll see …" She mumbled something and opened the box.
The jewelry that was inside was just like her past glory and time.
In the end, he still remained silent in this dark and ordinary iron box.
"Have you seen these pictures?" She picked up a picture of Lin Moge as a child, her eyes glistening with tears, "This one was taken when you were one year old. At that time, how cute were you … You don't cry like other children, but you laugh all the time. But Mom thinks you're a burden … "
She had no way to explain her daughter's guilt.
Even if she had to pay with her life, she would be willing.
After all, she owed this to her daughter.
"Mom, it's all in the past. I still need to thank you for giving me birth." She took a tissue and wiped away the tears on her mother's face.
No mother was willing to throw away their own child. Thinking about it, their mother must have been greatly wronged and must have made the decision after a great psychological struggle, right?
In any case, she didn't hate her mother at all.
"Sorry child … "Mom is too selfish."
If Lin Mo Ge was angry or scolded her, Yan Sha might feel better.
In order to change the subject, Lin Moge quickly took out another photo, "Mom, is this person my father? What's his name? "
Yan Sha's gaze landed on the photo in her hands. However, there was no longing in her eyes. Instead, there was only resentment.
"Yes, he is your father. Even though Mom hates him and doesn't want you to recognize him, the fact that you're father and daughter won't change … This person … "Just take him as dead …"
Hearing her mother's words, Lin Moge did not pursue the matter any further.
Since mother didn't want to say it, then so be it.
He could only say that his father had caused too much harm to his mother, which was why his mother hated him so much.
"En, as long as I have you, it will be enough …" Lin Moge looked at her mother with a faint smile, as she thought to herself.
Since she was young, the word "father" didn't leave her with a good impression and memory, so she didn't look forward to seeing her own father.
I'm just a little curious.
Because her eyes looked like her father's, she wanted to see what he looked like.
Now that he had seen the photo, it was enough.
As for where her father was and what his name was, since her mother didn't say anything, she didn't ask any further questions.
Since he asked, he wouldn't acknowledge him …
A man who left his wife and daughter behind, why did he have to come back?
"Mom, do you know Wu Yujie?" She suddenly thought of something and took out another photo. she asked, pointing to a woman above.
Yan Sha took the photo and a look of nostalgia once again appeared in her eyes.
It was as if he had returned to those glorious and youthful years in a trance.
She gently caressed the smiling and beautiful people in the photo and slowly said, "You mean Little Jie, of course I know her. Back then, me, Xiao Jie and Xiao Rou were the best sisters … "Because the three of us have always been inseparable, others even called us sisters …"
As she spoke, her gaze gradually became empty as she sank into deep memories.
"At that time, we were competitors, but we were good sisters that talked about everything. Originally, it was not on good terms. However, once, we met at a ball, and because a drunkard was harassing Xiao Rou, Xiao Jie and I couldn't bear to watch any longer. At the same time, we stepped forward to stop him. "When I thought about it, I was so happy. I could have thought about nothing and lived a carefree life …"
Lin Moge Ge did not fully understand what her mother said, but she could imagine it.
The three beautiful girls knew each other and didn't have to run around for a living. Every day, they would only live under the beautiful halo and do what they liked. Most importantly, they were all so young.
"Was Wu Yujie also a celebrity back then?" Lin Moge asked again.
Yan Sha nodded. "I guess so. It's more appropriate to call her a singer because she has a natural voice. When she sings, it sounds really good." However, because her family background was also good, her singing was just for fun. Xiao Rou, on the other hand, is a lady of a noble family. Because she has been playing crazily with us all day, she has always been scolded by her family. "
After saying that, she suddenly laughed softly. "At that time, the two of them both envied me, saying that I don't have to be controlled by my family and can be carefree and do whatever I want. But they don't know, and I envy them more. "Because they don't have to run around for a living to enjoy everything. Even if they want to marry into a rich family and marry the man they love, they don't have to worry about not having a proper family …"
Lin Moge's heart sank. When his mother was with his father, it was because his father's family despised his mother as a celebrity that they refused to be together. In order to break them up, they even banned his mother.
If his mother had been a lady then, there wouldn't have been any of this later.
I really don't know how many suffering mandarin ducks are harmed by this damnable thought of the sect …
Even the current her, wasn't she boycotted by the people from the Quan family because of her identity?
She didn't expect that she would unknowingly revisit the path that her mother had walked back then …
"Then do you have contact with them afterwards?" she asked casually.
"No more... Ever since I found out that Xiao Rou was forced to marry Quan Batian, I didn't know about what happened afterwards … All I know is that she gave birth to a son and was locked up in the house and wouldn't let her see anyone. After that, I got to know your irresponsible father. He couldn't even take care of his own matters, so how could I take care of them? "
Suddenly, Yan Sha thought of something and said slowly, "However, I heard later that Xiao Jie was also married, but I don't know who she married. I hope that she can marry the man she likes. At least one of the three of us should be happy, right? "
Listening up to here, Lin Moge had a rough understanding of the situation. However, the person Wu Yujie married was the old man with authority.
In other words, Chu Bai's words were true.
The two girls who were like sisters were actually married to the same man.
So, when Wu Yujie fell in love with Old Man Quan, was it after Su Yi Rou left?
"What's wrong, Mo Ge?" Do you know Little Jie? " Yan Sha suddenly asked.
Because when his daughter took out the photo, she called Wu Yujie's name directly.
Lin Moge nodded slightly. She was still considering whether she should tell her mother or not. After thinking for a long time, he decided not to say anything.
After all, his mother had not fully recovered. If his mother knew Wu Yujie was now Old Man Quan's wife, she didn't know what his mother would think.
It would be terrible if he got hurt again from excitement.
"Oh, I guess you can say I know her. I heard Chu Bai talk about her …" She tried to trick him with vague words, "Oh yeah, Mom, let's not talk about this anymore. I saw the uncle you were talking about. He's not bad, and he looks very sad …" Are you really not going to see him again? "
"What's the difference between seeing or not?" Yan Sha sighed softly and became lonely again.
"Oh right, that uncle also said that the house will be demolished next year... He said... He wanted to be there for the rest of your life... I think he is sincere to you. "
Lin Moge also did not want his mother to feel sad, but even more so, she did not want her to miss out on anything.
She could tell that her mother and uncle both had each other in their hearts.
Yan Sha sighed heavily. "Mom knows what you're thinking. But all these years, Mom has been feeling too much guilt. All she wanted to do was to find you. As for other matters, he simply didn't have the mood to think about them … Moreover, I am a selfish person, selfish enough to be willing to part with my own daughter. How can I be worthy of him? I didn't want to sully his feelings at all … "
So that's how it was.
Lin Moge's heart felt heavier and heavier.
Suddenly, she gently held her mother's hand and said, "Mom, I understand your feelings. Actually, I also thought the same way when I faced my first confession. "It's because I'm unworthy of her and don't want to delay him …"
"Ai …" "In the end, he still hasn't married in his entire life. In the end, I still owe him …" Yan Sha's eyes were once again filled with tears. "I only hope that in the future, he will be able to live the life he wants to live and give himself some free time …"
"Don't worry, mom. Uncle said he's going to take a look around and see places he's never seen before. She wants to see more people and things …" Lin Moge gently patted her mother's hand to reassure her.
But in his heart, he still had an uncomfortable feeling.
It was as if her current mother and uncle were the true portrayals of her and Chu Bai from now on.
She did not want such a sorrowful thing to happen, so she wanted to take advantage of this moment and turn Bai Chu around. She wanted him to find someone suitable for her while it was still bright.
In the courtyard, the pink-white cherry blossoms swayed gently in the midday sun.
It was as if he was telling them about the different things they had heard about him before …
Everyone had their own requests in their life, as well as feelings of being extremely indebted to them.