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She didn't want to show her weak side in front of him.

It was like this five years ago, and now, it was the same.

"Mo Mo, don't tell me you're sorry, you didn't let me down …" "If you want to talk about it, these three words, should be said by me …"

Yu Chen stared at her side profile, his throat gradually becoming hoarse.

"If I had believed in you back then, I would have had enough patience, and even … If you're strong enough, you won't give up on me, right? "In the end, it's all my fault …"

"No …" Don't say that... "You're good enough …"

Lin Moge's voice trembled slightly.

Back then, it was she who gave up on this youth in order to save her mother.

What was wrong with him?

She was the one who had made the decision, and the one who had taken the fork in the road.

"No, I'm not good enough! When you needed me the most, I didn't realize it, and I didn't have the ability to protect you. All of this is my fault … For the past five years, I have been asking myself every day. If I had rebelled against my family and stayed behind to take care of you, would … would we be together now … "

She shook her head, unable to stop him from continuing, "For the past five years, I have been working hard to become stronger. Whenever I can't hold on any longer, I will tell myself that only by becoming stronger can I protect you and have the qualifications to return to your side!"

"But why study design? You don't like it at all, do you? "

She bit her lip. Her hands, which hung at her sides, were clenched into fists.

He smiled sadly. "You don't have to blame yourself for learning to design. It was my choice to fight against my family. I only want grandpa to see my strength, I only want to prove myself … "It's a pity that my luck was a bit bad. From start to finish, I was unable to surpass that legend …"

Lin Moge's heart skipped a beat. The myth he was talking about, could it be that she was referring to the Chinese designer who won countless awards and then mysteriously disappeared from European architectural design?

Even though Yu Chen had said that the reason why he chose to study design had nothing to do with her.

However, the reason he was at loggerheads with his family was because of her …

She suddenly felt regret. Her selfish decision from before had not only ruined her life, but also his life?

It was as though he could read her heart.

He looked at the sky and smiled lightly, "I have never forgotten the agreement between us. Therefore, he had been studying abroad all these years. When he had free time, he would go out and take pictures. I've left footprints all over the place, but all around me... All empty... Mo Mo, I believe that one day, you will experience those places with me once again, and then, you will fill in the gaps around me, right? "

He looked at her with such anticipation that she felt weak from the bottom of her heart.

She did not forget this agreement.

Because the two of them shared a common interest in photography.

Therefore, they agreed that in the future, the two of them would work hand in hand and travel to every corner of the world.

They recorded their silhouettes in every photo.

It was a pity that in these five years, in order to take care of her mother and Yue Er, in order to live a carefree life, she was no longer that girl with a dream.

No matter how beautiful your dreams are, they will still be worn down by the cruel reality, right?

Especially someone like her, who had ruined the lives of others, how could she have the qualifications to talk about her dreams?

He turned his head and met the pair of eyes that were as warm as moonlight. His vision became increasingly hazy.

"Yu Chen, I'm really glad that you're still holding on to your original dream and promise. "You must persevere. Even if it's only one person, don't give up …"

"Mo Mo!" He frowned deeply. That youth who was originally as brilliant as the sun, when did he have the helplessness and depression of an adult?

"This dream and agreement belongs to both of us. "How can I endure it myself …"

She gritted her teeth and fought back tears.

How should she reply?

It was her who first made the appointment.

It was her. She owed him too much.

Grief and speechlessness flowed between their gazes.

In the past five years, there had been too many things that he wanted to say. However, the words that came out of his mouth were just words that he didn't know how to say.

They had already missed each other, so how could they meet again?

She really didn't dare to hope.

The wind stopped.

The last ray of light from the sun also reluctantly descended into the horizon.

The night was about to arrive.

Darkness engulfed the land.

As if she and his future …

In the end, he wasn't as ruthless as her. With a bitter smile, he opened his mouth first.

"Mo Mo, I'm already very happy to see you again, really. I know that this is a chance that the heavens have given me once again. Thus, this time, I will not give up. Five years ago, you had difficulties, but I wasn't strong enough. That's why you chose to leave me. At that time, I was so weak that I didn't even have the courage to grab onto you … "But it won't happen now. Even if you want to get rid of me again, I will tightly grab onto your hand and keep you by my side …"

Over the past five years, he had been inquiring about her whereabouts.

However, she had mercilessly cut off all connections with people she knew.

It was as if he had disappeared from the world.

It was only six months ago that he learned of her return.

Therefore, he had dealt with all matters abroad and followed them resolutely.

This time, even if the road ahead was full of thorns, he would still continue to walk forward without turning back.

Lin Moge was stunned.

Because she knew Yu Chen too well, she knew even more that once he made a decision, he would not change his mind.

He also knew that the decision he had made was undoubtedly a decision he had thought of countless times.

It would be a lie to say that he wasn't moved.

However, she knew her own identity, and knew that she didn't have the qualifications or power to accept such a beautiful person like him.

Sighing, he forced himself to smile, "Yu Chen, I'm actually not as good as you think. "I am a selfish and realistic woman. When in dire straits, I can only consider myself …"

He turned his head and looked at the horizon which was already stained black and smiled helplessly, "Five years ago, there was no so-called difficulties at all. I just chose the fastest and lowest method to treat Mother's illness … Look, in front of money, I'm such a selfish person … I wouldn't even think about you... "You actually miss me like this for so long, I'm sorry …"

"NO!" You said that just to push me away! "This time, no matter what you say, I will not give up …"

Yu Chen suddenly became excited, his eyes turning red.

He, who had always been gentle like jade, had actually lost his image like this. Presumably, his heart truly ached.

Lin Moge gave a bitter smile, "Do you know why I didn't ask for money from you five years ago?"

Back then, Yu Chen had never told anyone about his family.

However, she knew that Yu Chen's family background was extraordinary.

He looked at her in a daze, his eyes full of questions.

This was what he wanted to know as well.

The corner of her mouth twitched, revealing an unnatural smile, "I don't want you to see the most miserable and weak side of me, I don't want you to bear that heavy burden for me …" In the end, it's all because I don't trust you enough to love you enough … "That's why she allowed Lin Ruoyu to think, and ignored her. She didn't even try to fight with her over it …"

The reason he said that was because he wanted Yu Chen to give up.

He wanted to end this evil fate between him and her.

Yu Chen should have a better life.

It was time to stop pestering her.

She was an unfortunate woman. Following her footsteps and living her life would only bring harm to him …

He suddenly grabbed her shoulders, his eyes were red and bloodthirsty. "No, it's not! "You're lying to me, Lin Moge!"

He growled, "You don't want me to see the most miserable and weakest side of you, you don't want me to bear the heavy burden for you, not because you don't love me at all, but because you love me too deeply! You care about me, you worry about me! You don't want me to go to hell with you! Lin Moge! "Stop lying to yourself. You still love me, I've always been in your heart!"

Word by word, sentence by sentence, it deeply pierced her heart.

He had also reopened the secret hidden in her heart and made it known to the world …

She thought that if she kept it hidden in the depths of her heart, no one would notice it.

She thought that as long as he said the opposite, he would never know!

However, in the end, she had still underestimated Yu Chen's understanding of her …

However, on the surface, he still stubbornly refused to admit it.

"No, this is just a wishful thinking from you …"

He turned his face away as tears streamed down his face.

It soaked his face.

"You're crying. Did I hit the mark? You can't fool me... "Because my heart is the same as yours, I know what you're thinking …"

Seeing her stubborn tears, Yu Chen's heart broke.

She raised her head and bravely looked at him. However, she extended her hand and pulled his hand away from her shoulder.

"No, you're not right. Yu Chen, stop trying to act like a child. You know what I'm saying is the truth. "

He turned back, refusing to look at him again.

He bit his lower lip so hard that even a hint of red could not be detected.

"It's getting late, I will go down first. In the company, I don't want to talk about things that have nothing to do with work... "

Saying that, he took a deep breath, leaving behind the most merciless silhouette of his back as he prepared to leave.

His wrist was suddenly grabbed.

With a tug, she lost her weight and fell heavily into his wide embrace …

He didn't even have time to cry out in alarm before he was already tightly pulled into his embrace. His strength was so great that it was as if he wanted to merge her into his blood and bones …

"Let go …"

"Ink..." Don't say such words to piss me off, okay? I said that no matter how much you tried to push me away, I wouldn't let go of your hand. "No matter how selfish you are, reality is still the most beautiful and kindest girl in my eyes. I entrusted you with this matter with my heart, and I will protect you for the rest of your life …"

A warm voice resounded in her ears.

His embrace was no longer as frail as it was in the past.

On the contrary, it was becoming increasingly warm and sturdy, causing one to want to rely on it.

There was a bright, sunny feeling coming from his body, causing her weak and frustrated heart to gradually calm down.

"In order to see you again, I put in all my effort and finally got what I wanted. So now, you don't need to run anymore, and you don't need to worry about me. "