"Wen Feng, don't be sad. There's nothing we can do about this. We believe in hospitals. Let them handle it, you can take a rest in the car." We should be there in two or three hours. "
"Linda, thank you. "I'm fine."
The car was softly playing Wong Fei's CD. The familiar melody of "Red Bean" made me feel restless again.
I haven't had a good time yet
snowflake climate
We tremble together
will understand more about what gentleness is
I haven't held hands with you yet
Walk through the barren dunes
May learn to cherish it from now on
longevity and longevity
Sometimes
I will believe that there is an end to this...
Yes, there was an end to everything. I remembered what my father had told me before: Children, people are doing it, the heavens are watching.
In fact, I did not sleep much, did not feel at all at ease, through the window, I looked up at the sky, the stars bright, only to see the sky flash across a meteor, is this the heaven's reaction?
I was thinking, in this life, I don't care how much you get, every time we lose him, it's just when we feel it. I think Dad is our family's concern, so he opened the window and breathed for a while.
At the same time, the billboard along the way said: "Family love, is our home direction." It made me particularly touched. I remember that I rarely came home because of being busy. I was afraid that this would be my last chance to meet with my father. I felt very sad.
Linda looked back at me.
"Wen Feng, gains and losses, everything has its destiny. Remember, the heavens won't stop and live for whom in the present." I knew what Linda meant. She didn't want to see me lose this way, so I turned and gave her a nice smile and nodded. We talked in the car for a while, and although I didn't know Linda, I knew she was a strong woman.
"Linda, I may have been moved for a while, but sometimes I still accept the truth."
"Hmm, actually, I've always been by myself and haven't been living well." Linda said this in a way that I didn't quite understand, but I knew it was her privacy, and I didn't know how to get to the bottom of it. Linda drove the whole way, and she was tired, and she nodded to me, and I drove for a while and she fell asleep, and I looked back and saw a little sense of security on her face, and she was beautiful and noble, and she had a very sincere heart, and I felt a little touched, and I was looking at her, and she woke up, and she gave a little nod, and I felt embarrassed, and then she straightened her collar.
"I slept just now. It was quite comfortable."
"Linda, have you ever thought about what your life would be like?"
"I just want to be happy."
"Right." My mind gradually calmed down, but at this moment, the phone rang again. I stopped the car and took the phone. It was my aunt. She asked me where I was. I told her she should be at the hospital in an hour.
Then I heard a cry, and when my mother's cry reached my ear, I knew it wasn't going to be a good time.
"Aunt, what's wrong with dad?" My aunt didn't say anything after forcefully swallowing her saliva. I shouted nervously.
"Auntie, are you going to say something? What's wrong with dad? Tell me."
"Your father, he shouldn't be able to last much longer, but he is still muttering your name and the doctor has informed his family to come to the hospital to see you for the last time.
I put the phone to one side and didn't listen to what my aunt was saying next. I was so upset that I almost forgot what I had just been talking to Linda, and I was thinking, maybe that's the way people are, not thinking so much about it when they're going through it. Linda gently soothed me, then let her drive on, and I didn't say anything since I'd heard the bad news, and Linda understood my inner annoyance, so I opened the window and smoked a cigarette, lowered my head for a moment, and looked up at the stars again, as if beckoning to me …
Wen Feng, everyone has their own deaths, you and I are no exception. What we learned is how to face them, and this sister will sing a few lines for you …
Summer comes, summer comes, summer comes.
All the flowers are in full bloom
Let's go to the wilderness together
Bring music and dear
Faster
Summer steps
Hot and light
Like my heart...
This really calmed me down, Linda was singing the folk song Jiang Xin's bees.
"Wen Feng, there's nothing that can't be done. Come, sing with sister."
Summer comes, summer comes, summer comes.
All the flowers are in full bloom
"Linda, thank you!" This scene was very unforgettable for me. Linda and I seemed to have a common understanding, singing and singing and everything was suddenly enlightened. There was no other reason, the state of mind really needed to be adjusted.
Then we continued on our way, on the highway late at night.
At five o'clock, in the faint blue of the sky, Linda and I arrived at River City People's Hospital. My relatives were there, and I didn't know why Dad looked so terrible on the ward this time. He was wearing an oxygen mask, and his pulse was weak and weak. I was worried that he wouldn't be able to recover from this, and as I watched the drops drop drop into my father's body, I knew that he was in pain and that I was shaking my hands there, and my mother was crying as she talked, and my aunt was wiping away her tears.
At this moment, my heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife! I squeezed Dad's hand, but then I saw his heart and pulse seemed to respond. I called the doctor, and he said he would do an examination.
Then we all stepped back, and Linda was moved by the scene. It was only after a while that my aunt realized I had a linda with me, and then my mother saw it, too. She thought it was my girlfriend.
I said, "Aunt, Mom, this is my sister in Guangzhou, she has a car, send me back!"
Linda wiped her eyes with a tissue and nodded.
"You're so considerate. We don't know how to thank you for all the hard work."
"You're welcome, Auntie." "No," Linda said.
My aunt poured a cup of hot water for me and passed a cup to me as well. "Wen Feng, drink some water first."
"Where's Soo Ling?" "Why didn't I see him?" I asked.
At this moment, my aunt finally reacted and told her sister to go outside to pick me up. Just as I was about to leave, Linda followed me out and gave me an envelope.
"Wen Feng, I have some money here, take it and use it first. This matter requires quite a bit of money." I looked at the thick envelope and for a moment I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't take it either.
"Linda, thank you. My salary for these two months plus my commission and a bit of savings, I can't use your money. This matter is already very troublesome for you."
"What are you talking about? There's plenty of insurance. Medical treatment isn't as simple as you make it out to be. If uncle really can guarantee his life, he'll have to supplement nutrition or something like that. Take the money first and let me lend it to you as a big sis." Linda's words were very sincere. I thanked him and didn't know what to say anymore. At this moment, my aunt came over to me very nervously and called me 'Dad'. He kept calling me by my name …
When I sat down at my father's bedside again, Dad seemed to wake up and then said a lot of things to me. I didn't know if this was an old saying from the old man that when people were about to go, there would be a flashback.
I was so scared, I was afraid that this was my father's last wish.
Father said, "Wen Feng, you've come to visit Father. Hi, okay, okay." Dad said with a short breath.
"In the future, remember to be filial to your mother, do you understand?"
"Dad, I know, I know."
"Also, if there's a chance in the future, take your mother for a walk in the big cities."
I nodded my head vigorously and held my father's hand. I understood her grief. He didn't want to leave me, but he didn't want to leave me, so he had to leave. He knew how ill he was.
At this point, Dad glanced at Mom again, then Mom walked over and chatted with Dad for a while.
"Look, you're crying so hard, you're going to live by yourself in the future …" I saw that he used all of his strength to wipe away the tears at the corner of his eyes. My aunt brought back Soo Ling, and my father chatted with my sister for a while. Then my father forced himself to smile and bowed three times lightly towards all the relatives present.
At 6: 17 PM, Dad closed his eyes forever. It was pitch black in front of my eyes, and I saw that Mom had almost fainted. The two of them had always been on good terms with each other, but now that they were separated, it was a very heavy result for Mom!
The dead are dead, they ask only for rest, and everything is a reality, and the cruelest truth, and the moment when Father closes his eyes, he has no regrets, and that gives us the best comfort.
Linda gently patted my shoulder to tell me to take care of myself. She had to attend a very important Chamber of Commerce today, so she took her leave and went back to Guangzhou. I knew this would be troublesome for Linda, but she gave me a kind smile and left.
I didn't have much tears in my eyes. At the start, all of my tears flowed, only my silly eyes. At that moment, I felt the most desolate sadness in the human world, at least for me.
The funeral was held the next day, and the wind was still strong. Maybe Mom is really tired, her face looks very pale, we won't let her speak, I just quietly accompany her side, accompanying her.
At this moment, my phone rang. It was Lin Bing who called, so I didn't pick up.
"Son, why aren't you answering the phone?"
"I don't want to answer. The boss called. "
"Hurry up and answer it. Maybe there's something wrong with the company."
I ran outside the house and answered the phone. I didn't hear Lin Bing's voice.
"Where?"
"Home?"
"When are you coming back?"
"I don't know." I didn't want to talk to her at all.
"Are you pulling my leg?"
"Please don't disturb me, thank you. My dad just passed and I want to rest." At this moment, I didn't want to hear anything about her, but after I hung up, it rang again. I didn't look at it and hung up directly, but after a while, it continued to ring. I wanted to directly shut down the phone, but what I saw was …