C75 slight false alarm

When they rushed back to the Haizhou, it was already 3 in the afternoon. Their lunch was on the boat.

Although he did not do that, He Ying's mood was still very good.

Old Gao flew back home today and landed at 4 o'clock.

After putting down Zywane, He Ying went straight to the airport.

Zywane was in a good mood as well. Last night's encounter with the Zheng General gave him a false alarm, but it did not cause much problems for him.

Zywane had a knot in his heart that he had yet to untie.

That means he had something to hide from San Ren.

Initially, Zywane did not feel that this matter was a knot, but as time passed and his familiarity with San Ren deepened, this matter slowly condensed in his heart, becoming a worry that he could not let go.

Sister San Ren should be back today. It's been a week, maybe she'll already be home.

Zywane returned to his room and lay on his bed to think.

Zhang Wei wanted to tell Sister San Ren about his worries but he was worried about the consequences. He was worried that he would lose Sister San Ren in the future.

If he told his thoughts to Big Sister San Ren, what would she think?

If Big Sister San Ren didn't have that kind of intention towards him, then she would despise him, look down on a little man who had nothing to do with her, and sever her relationship with him.

If Sister San Ren had that kind of feelings for him, not only would she despise him, she would also hate him and break off all relations with him.

It was better not to say anything, and let this matter become an eternal secret in his heart.

However, the longer this matter remained in his heart, the heavier the unease and burden in his heart would be. When he chatted with Big Sister San Ren, he felt even more guilty and depressed.

Moreover, Big Sister San Ren's attitude towards him was obviously a little cold. Could it be that she felt that there were some clues when she was chatting with him?

Sister San Ren had long known that He Ying was trying to lure her in, and during this period of time, she and San Ren had never mentioned He Ying when they were chatting.

Also, San Ren knew that she had already broken up with Wang Yan. As for Wang Yan who was sleeping in her dorm that day, would she have thought of anything else?

After breaking up with her and letting her sleep in her own bed, would Big Sister San Ren think that she was a frivolous person?

Where to go, and how to choose? Zywane's heart was full of conflict.

Before he knew it, night had fallen and the light in the room had dimmed.

Zywane got up, turned on his computer and connected to the network. He did not log in to QQ for a long time.

He wanted to tell San Ren a lot of things. He wanted to tell San Ren in a loud voice: "Sister, I like you, I think of you, but I don't like you, I don't miss you, but … ….

However, Zywane was also afraid of meeting Sister San Ren, he was afraid of the hopeless situation that would happen.

Zywane's hand trembled as he held the mouse, his index finger missing the left click.

As time passed, Zywane stared at the computer screen in a daze.

A song came from next door, "Do you think you can think of me like that on a night like this …"

Zywane's heart trembled slightly. How long would it take for a relationship to be buried before it could be said out loud? Was it also a night like this for Sister San Ren to think of him?

Zywane gathered up his courage, lightly pressed down the mouse, and logged on to QQ.

Sister San Ren is online!

Big Sister San Ren is back!

The little black and white penguin was quietly hanging there.

Zywane became excited. He hadn't seen her for a few days, but it seemed like a long time.

Zywane opened San Ren's window and quickly typed the words "Sister, you're back", but after that, he did not know what to say and stopped.

Zywane stared at the chat window in a daze.

Suddenly, Zywane saw the words "Entering …" above the chat window. It was Big Sister San Ren typing for him.

Zywane became excited. His sister saw him and was about to speak up for him.

Zywane looked at the window expectantly.

But, "typing..." The condition lasted for a few seconds, before it stopped and disappeared. San Ren's sister did not say anything.

Big Sister San Ren was also like her, she wanted to say something but hesitated.

When he typed out the words "Elder sister, you're back", elder sister must have also seen the words "typing …" state.

Why didn't Sister San Ren speak?

Could it be that she had the same complicated feelings as him? She had thousands of words to say, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say.

Could it be that she was like him, staring blankly at the window?

For a moment, Zywane's emotions were in turmoil, and he was unable to calm down.

"Sigh …" Finally, Big Sister San Ren let out a faint sigh. "Idiot."

Big Sister San Ren finally spoke.

Zywane was so excited that his fingers were trembling. His emotions were surging. "Sister."

After saying those two words, Zywane was at a loss for words.

"Mn," San Ren replied.

"Sister," Zywane said affectionately.

San Ren sent over a gentle gaze: "What do you want to say?"

"I miss you. I miss you very much. I miss you from the bottom of my heart, from the bottom of my heart." Zywane said incoherently.

San Ren sighed again. "Little fool, I know."

Zywane: "Sis, I — I have a lot of things I want to say to you."

San Ren looked at Zywane quietly: "I'm listening."

Seeing San Ren, Zywane felt as if his brain had lost all sense of direction, the intense thoughts and struggles of the afternoon were all thrown to the back of his mind. At that moment, he only wanted to pour out all of his heart to Sister San Ren without considering any consequences.

Big sister, I want to be honest with you, I made a mistake after I came to Haizhou, it is not a job matter, it is a mistake in my personal life, there is always a knot in my heart, the knot is getting bigger and bigger, the longer I meditate, the more I understand and understand you, the heavier my worries become, I think for a long time, I want to tell you everything, no matter how you look at me, I will always say it. After Zywane finished his words, he was ready to tell the rest of his thoughts.

"Don't tell me." San Ren replied softly.

"This —" Zywane was stunned. "Sister."

San Ren: "You have already told me everything you said just now, you don't need to say anything more. Big Sis might be able to guess what it might be, but Big Sis does not want to know the specific details. I have always believed you. I believe that you are a man of progress, righteousness, righteousness, responsibility, self-esteem, self-love, a man who dares to do what he does, a man who dares to face himself and deeply analyze himself. It doesn't matter if a person has taken a detour, as long as he can discover it and correct it in time, and turn back in time. I know you, I know you are a kind person, I know you have a clear mind, I know you have the determination and courage to correct yourself, I know you can handle the problems of your personal life well. "

Zywane was deeply touched by San Ren's words. San Ren seemed to be her other shadow, able to see through her own heart, "Sister, thank you."

San Ren continued to speak: "Life is very short, but it is also very long. Along the way, we can either be in a hurry or travel together; on the road, we can be happy in the spring, or we can be in the middle of a storm. Human beings will inevitably make mistakes, and will inevitably take different paths. However, as long as one can recognize oneself correctly, treat oneself correctly, face oneself bravely, deeply analyze oneself, and correct it in time, one will be able to become a trustworthy person, a person who can be accompanied by others. "

Zywane continued to be touched, Sister San Ren's words were filled with trust and expectation for him. She was urging him, teaching him, encouraging him, and it seemed like her last sentence contained some kind of meaning, some kind of hint to herself.

Zywane said, "Sis, thank you for your trust in me. I understand what you're saying. I know what to do. I will take good care of myself. I will not let you down."

San Ren smiled with gratitude: "Don't ask why the past is such, don't hold grudges against the past, look forward, stride forward, learn to be grateful, learn to thank everyone around you for helping you, learn to drip water and repay each other, don't hurt others, hurting others means harming yourself."

Zywane realised that Sister San Ren was teaching him how to deal with the aftermath perfectly.

Zywane said, "Sister, don't worry. I will be careful and take care of my own affairs. Trust me."

San Ren: "Of course I believe you, I have always believed in you. Even when you were lost, I still believed in you.

Zywane could not help but nod his head. What San Ren said was right, trust was like diamonds. What did the trust come from? It came from their mutual understanding and understanding of each other.

"Sister, thank you very much, thank you for your trust in me, thank you for your guidance. Without your guidance, every day would have been difficult for me. Really, sister, I think of you often, and sometimes I especially miss you, especially in the middle of the night, in the dead silence of the night. I always think of you, think of you, think of whether you have fallen into a sweet dream, and think of whether you miss me as I think of you."

This was the strongest probe Zywane had ever made towards San Ren.

San Ren was silent for a moment, then replied: "I understand your thoughts, and will allow time to test them, and let the facts prove it. There are some things that you know I don't need to confess to.

Zywane was overjoyed. Although Sister San Ren's words were vague, she had clearly told him that she did not reject him.

Zywane continued, "Sis, I like you. I like you from the bottom of my heart."

San Ren: "Hehehe, foolish brat, big sister is poor and has no looks. What do you like about big sister?"

Zywane: "People are beautiful because they are cute. I like my sister's pure inner world, my sister's kind and generous character, my sister's rich and nourishing emotions, my sister's constant mutual understanding with me... "There are a lot more. I can't recall it right now, but I'll tell you when I think of it. Anyway, I like everything about big sister."

San Ren: "Thank you, silly boy. Big sister will remember your words."

San Ren's words made Zywane very happy, his sister was hinting that she should accept him.