Pei Qingcheng was not hysterical or crazy.
She always restrained herself, because she knew that she had a baby in her stomach, and her mood could not fluctuate too much.
She tried to be calm. She tried to be calm.
The most frequently said sentence is, "no, my body won't lie, I don't feel like that experience."
Pei Zhijun sat in front of her bed, staring at her. When she said that her voice was hoarse, he hung his head and whispered, "well, Qingcheng, as if it didn't happen, this is the best for you."
"It's not as if it didn't happen, it couldn't have happened at all!" Pei Qingcheng bit his lips and said word by word.
"If you think so, you will feel better, but I still suggest that you go to the hospital for examination, which is good for your child."
She closed her eyes and didn't want to open them. She didn't speak again.
Pei Zhijun sat by her side for a while, then got up and said, "I'm next door. If you want me to accompany you, I'll come right away."
She didn't speak, she didn't open her eyes, she was immersed in her own world.
Her world is now a world of collapse.
She, Pei Qingcheng, had a cup of hot cocoa in a coffee shop when there were too many people in the mall to explode at 8:00 p.m...
she couldn't believe it. She didn't want to believe it.
Pei Qingcheng stayed in bed for three days without getting out of bed.
In fact, there is no physical problem, she is not injured, there is no sense that someone has done something to her body.
Pei Zhijun advised her to go to the hospital for physical examination, but the child was in her stomach. She knew whether he was safe or not.
Lin tired called, usually three a day, three meals in the morning, noon and evening.
When I received his call and heard his voice coming from the microphone, I was on the verge of collapse every time.
She always brews her feelings for a long time. She knows how sensitive Ye is, and she will hear her wrong at the first time.
Although she conceals very well, but ye is tired or aware of something.
"Tilt, your voice is not right, uncomfortable?"
"Er." She raised her lip into the microphone to make her voice more relaxed: "nothing, I just sprained my foot when I went down the stairs."
"Does it matter?" His tone became tense at once.
"It doesn't matter. It's not red or swollen. I didn't fall down. It's just a little painful. Xiaohuan massaged me."
"Tomorrow your mother's first seven is over. I'll pick you up."
The phone is close to his cheek, and he seems to feel the air flow of Lin's tired talking on his face, and the whole face will be stiff.
She didn't even remember if she had, or how she hung up.
She doesn't know how she will react after seeing ye tired tomorrow.
Even if she refused to admit that it had happened that night, it was still deeply branded in her heart.
She doesn't admit it doesn't mean it didn't happen.
Lying on the bed, the whole body is paralyzed, as if the skeleton in the body was pulled away, and he became a jellyfish without bones.
Originally, if the hospital did not call her, she was going to stay in bed all the time.
But as she lay on her fourth day, the doctor called her.
It was the doctor who gave birth examination to her and told her politely on the phone, "Ye Tai, there is still an indicator for your last examination. Would you like to come to the hospital and get the report?"
"Not very convenient." "You can tell me on the phone, and I'll send someone to pick it up," she said
"In fact." The doctor's voice hesitated: "there is a little problem. I need to tell you face-to-face. It's better to ask Mr. Ye to come. It's better for husband and wife to undertake this kind of thing together."
The doctor's tone is dignified, Pei Qingcheng feels that the problem may not be as she said, only a little problem.
"What's the matter?"
"You'd better come to the hospital first. I'll tell you face to face."
Hang up the phone, she lay in bed for a while, then get up to change clothes and go out.
Xiaohuan must follow her, crying and stamping her feet, swearing that she would not go anywhere this time.
Pei Qingcheng said to her faintly: "in broad daylight, if I have an accident again, my fortune is low, you don't have to follow."
"But, miss."
"No more." Pei Qingcheng walked out of the gate.
During the day, Pei Zhijun was not at home and went to Pei's family.
Her driver took her to the hospital. She had almost no expression on the way. She looked calm before entering the doctor's office.
In any case, bad things always come after her, and she seems to have no choice but to bear it.
The doctor looked behind her: "is Ye too alone?""Yes." She sat down at the other end of the doctor's desk and looked at her. "What's wrong with my test report, you can tell me."
The doctor took out her report from the drawer and opened it to her: "your other tests gave results last time. We have explained to you and Dong Ye that there is no problem, but there is something wrong with this indicator."
"What's the problem?" She couldn't understand the ratio of a pile of figures. She might as well ask the doctor directly.
"This indicator is to check the possibility of fetal malformation, and the ratio is far beyond the safe value in terms of examination."
"Deformity? Didn't you take a B-scan and the results were good? "
"B-ultrasound is just appearance, and the child is still relatively small, even if there are some obvious abnormalities will not be reflected now."
"At this value, what is the possibility of deformity?"
The doctor looked into Pei Qingcheng's eyes: "99 percent."
Holding the armrest of the chair tightly, she looked at the doctor without blinking: "could it be that one percent?"
"One percent chance." The doctor answered her, "Ye Tai, you did the examination two weeks ago. I suggest you do an examination now. You may see the signs of deformity from a simple examination."
Pei Qingcheng nodded: "do it right away."
She is very numb lying on the examination bed, the doctor gives her B ultrasound.
What happened these days, everything fell on her like a boulder, and she was already scarred.
The doctor's face became more and more dignified. Just looking at her face, Pei Qingcheng also knew that the situation was not very good.
Quietly wait for her to finish the examination, then sit up and tidy up her clothes, stand behind the doctor and watch her write the diagnosis in front of the computer.
"Ye Tai, I want to tell you a bad news. There is no need to worry about deformity examination any more. The child has stopped growing in his stomach."
The last boulder finally fell and hit her heart heavily.
Her heart was smashed to pieces, to mud.
"I heard fetal heart rate just now." "He's still alive," she said
"It's still alive for the time being, but once it stops developing, it will soon become stillbirth." When Pei Ye looks at the car, he may fall into the city too much. It's very possible that these things will happen when you look at the car and fall into the sea
There was a buzz in her head. She had to be quiet.
She sat down on the chair holding the table, her eyes fixed on the newly typed B-ultrasound sheet, on which was a row of dazzling bold characters: fetal development stopped, pregnancy termination recommended.
Tears can not flow out, all hold in the lacrimal gland, feel the eyes up to explode.
After a long silence, the doctor whispered to her, "Ye Tai, otherwise you can discuss the operation date with Ye Dong. My suggestion is that the sooner the better."
"What date?" She looked up sensitively to see the doctor.
"Termination of pregnancy." The doctor replied, "in the present situation, other examinations are unnecessary."
"No, he's still alive." With her hand on her belly, the child has been to Athens and across the sea with her. She has experienced so many things. Now she can't give up.
"He is gradually weakening, and sooner or later he will die. By then, it will do you too much harm. Ye Tai, I suggest that you should have surgery as soon as possible."
"My own business, I can make my own decisions." She quickly stood up and made up her mind. She grabbed the bag on the table, took her report and put it into the bag. She said to the doctor briefly, "please keep this secret. No one, including Mr. Ye."
"Well?" The doctor was stunned for a moment, or agreed: "of course, our doctors have the obligation to help patients keep secret."
She hurried out of the doctor's office as if someone was chasing her.
When she came to the hospital, she would look back.
The driver wanted to ask her if she was ok, but looked at her face and shut up again.
She looked exactly the same, but there was an air of despair all over her that made her afraid to approach.
She pursed her lips and sat quietly in the back seat of the car. When she got home, she got out of the car quietly and went upstairs into the room.
In the evening, Pei Zhijun came back from work and went to her room to see her: "listen to Xiaohuan, did you go to the hospital today?"
"Well." She read the pregnant woman's guide carefully.
"What did the doctor say?"
"Not bad." She did not look up: "I'm fine, brother, you ask Xiaohuan to bring the milk in for me."
"Good."
Xiaohuan quickly brought the milk in, and Pei Qingcheng took it and drank it slowly.
Pei Zhijun looked at her drinking milk, and his eyes were thoughtful: "Qingcheng, if you are very uncomfortable, cry out, don't hold back."
Since waking up that day, Pei Qingcheng has not shed a drop of tears.
She refused to admit that it had happened, so she refused to cry.And today, the child is still alive in the stomach, she will not cry.
She raised a fragile smile, and the milk whitened her lips: "why am I crying? I don't feel any pain at all. "
Pei Zhijun's palm was on the back of her hand and wrapped her thin hand in the palm: "Qingcheng, you can bear anything you can't bear with me. In this world, I'm your only relative."
Pei Qingcheng originally wanted to refute, looked up at him, suddenly felt that the only word seemed to be able to use now.
The mother has passed away, and the child is about to lose him. But Lin is tired. Can she still face Lin's fatigue in this situation?
So, Pei Zhijun's words seem to have no problem this time.
He is indeed her only relative in the world.
All the milk into the mouth, wipe the corner of the mouth with paper towel, light way: "brother, I am tired, I want to sleep."
"Well, you have a good rest." Pei Zhijun stood up and took the empty milk cup in her hand: "it's over. Don't think about it any more."
She turned off the light and lay down in endless darkness.
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