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Around ten o'clock, I lay down on my bed and started flipping through my cell phone. When I saw that Ling Wei was online, I repeated myself up and down, and even changed my mood: Friend, it's when everyone else is paying attention to your smile, that they can read the sadness in your eyes.

Was she in a bad mood? I don't know. All I know is that I sent a message: What are you doing? Are you in a bad mood?

Ling Qian did not reply. I waited for an hour and then she logged on and logged off. I suddenly felt very lonely. I didn't know what to do after work every day, but when Lin Keke was around, I could still talk.

Just as I was about to log off and go to sleep at 11 PM, Ling Qian actually replied me: I'm walking at the fork in the road of life, I don't know where I should go, I'm afraid of failure, so I'm feeling flustered, but regarding success, I'm also at a loss, what happens after I succeed? Very annoying.

What nonsense was this? Did he think that he would fail? Or would he succeed? Of course, I can tell that Ling Qian doesn't know what to do about her successes and failures. When did she become so undetermined? I don't know, probably because of what her mother said! The only thing that I could think of was that the words were said randomly. If I hadn't guessed too much, Ling Qian would probably be drinking: Are you drinking?

Ling Qian: How so?

TC: Your speech is a mess. It proves your brain is a mess.

Ling Qian: It can also be very confusing.

TC: I think it's wine.

Ling Qian: Alright then, you can guess where I'll drink from, guess where I'll drink from.

ME: Home.

Ling Qian: Wrong, I'm at the bar, alone.

TC: Go home. That place isn't safe.

Ling Qian: Haha, little man, there is no place that is safe in this world. You have to face it by yourself. You have a sense of security in your heart.

TC: I'm not a little man, I'm an old man!

Ling Qian: Fine, old man, accompany me for a drink. I want to get drunk tonight, I haven't tried for a long time, I suddenly want to try.

ME: Drunk, it's easy to make mistakes.

Ling Qian: You can't be, you're safe right? I believe you, because if you dare to touch me, I will personally kill you at the ends of the earth.

TC: Ha ha, right? Otherwise, I will definitely go. How about you find some close friends, it's safer this way, it's best to stay with you like that, you can continue to drink while watching, you can continue to let your mood wander, but tomorrow you have to recover, you told me that life is full of hope.

Ling Qian: It's a pity that I don't have such a friend.

TC: Think about it, there will be.

I would have died if I had dared to see her. I would have to go on a business trip. In reality, she should know the result. It would be difficult for her to win, with a large chance of losing, and she wouldn't lose everything, but she wouldn't be able to take it. Of course, she would persevere until the very last moment, because that was her nature.

Ling Qian: I did, no.

TC: It's not that tragic. Think about it!

Ling Qian thought about it seriously, or perhaps she had thought of something, and logged off.

A few minutes later, my phone rang. It was Ling Qian, I didn't know if I should be happy or mournful. She actually thought of me, someone who could accompany her. I don't know, maybe Ling Qian thought I was the safest. I pressed the answer button and she said, "Come out to discuss some matters. I'm in Reis, come over immediately."

That day, Lin Dingyang spilled a cup of wine of Ling Qian's and in the end, Ling Qian and I got into a relationship at that bar. Now, so long ago, I felt strange to be back in that bar, looking at all the strange and familiar things. I was stunned for a few moments when I saw Ling Qian, because she was in that booth again, almost wearing the same clothes.

"Lingtong, what business do you have with me?" After sitting down, I said, although I knew that it was just an excuse, that Ling Qian just wanted to find someone to accompany her, I still had to cooperate with her, even if I felt sad that she didn't come looking for me, did she really not have any good friends? Perhaps, even many of her classmates from last time weren't too clear of her identity.

Ling Qian said: "I forgot, come drink with me, or I will remember."

"Alright!" I poured myself a glass of wine and clinked it against hers. "I'll do it," I said.

Ling Qian did as she pleased, then she said, "I don't like it when others give way to me."

"You've had a lot to drink, and I've only just arrived. Tell me about it, or you can talk to me about it besides work."

Ling Qian suddenly laughed, "You? Haha, don't be funny. Can you give me any advice or do you think you can comfort me? "Idiot. Besides, I don't have anything on my mind to tell you, so there's no need for me to tell you."

I wasn't angered by Ling Qian's contempt. Instead, I felt that she was very pitiful. "Fine, let's drink."

"Yes, drink, idiot."

Ling Qian really had a little problem with that as her emotions were in a mess and her words were in a mess. Fantasy lights would occasionally flash on her body. In that split-second of light, I could see that her face was red and very lovely. At least, it made me feel that she didn't have her usual tyrannical killing power. Of course, there was also the look in her eyes, which lacked the pressure to force others to look at her. It was a warm feeling of confusion.

Ling Qian called for a row, all kinds of colors were present. When I came here, there was only half of it left, and after an hour, it was all drunk, Ling Qian still wanted to drink. She called for the waiter, saying that there would be another row, it's so drinkable. I immediately chased after the waiter to change the mixed wine into half a dozen of beers. Ling Qian was already drunk, she didn't realise that the smell was off.

What made me puzzled was that ever since I had arrived, Ling Qian had been able to drink freely. She wanted to get drunk, but I didn't know if it was out of trust in me, or if she had forgotten that I was a man. What would happen to a drunk woman and a similarly drunk man? Is this boring woman really looking down on me?

Another hour later, after we had finished half a dozen beers, I said, "Lingtong, I guess you are a person who is extremely insecure, right? Your appearance is cold, and your actions are sinister and fake. That is a way to protect yourself, and if my guess is correct, do you dare to admit it? "

Ling Qian waved his hand: "Don't think that you understand me too well, no, I won't admit it."

"I know that you're actually a good person. Your heart is good, but you don't know how to express it, you can't even say it. You feel that only by being ruthless can you protect yourself and get what you want."

Ling Qian laughed: "Haha, did you teach me a lesson? Teach me to do something? Teach me how to be a good person? What are you? Yes, I don't have anyone to teach me. Since I was young, only my mom cares about me. Now that I don't even want my mom anymore, I can do it myself. I don't need you to teach me, get lost! "

I stood up. "I really am leaving!"

"F * ck off." Ling Qian smashed the empty beer bottle onto me and I caught it. Luckily I didn't ask for the beer bottle, otherwise it wouldn't have been easy to catch.

Ling Qian did not stop me when I really left.

Outside the bar, I smoked a cigarette, then turned around. At that time, Ling Qian was lying on the sofa motionlessly, I was rummaging through her bag to pay for it, but he didn't find any cash, so I couldn't use her credit card. In the end, I still have to pay for myself. How despicable, what am I supposed to do? If he touched her, he would only be at a disadvantage forever …

I helped Ling Qian out of the bar and let her lean against the fence on the road. I asked: "Lingtong, stop pretending, I know you won't be drunk to the point of unconsciousness. Where did you park?"

"I don't know." Ling Qian burped a few times and spat out all over. She vomited, and luckily I dodged quickly, otherwise all of them would have landed on my body.

"My Lingtong, can you watch a little?"

Ling Qian squatted by the side of the road and vomited non-stop. I stood by the side and looked at her, while the people who passed by looked at me, they must be thinking, this girl is really not a good man, even when she pukes so much, she didn't know how to pat her back, pass me napkins, mineral water and so on. The problem, I thought, was that I was afraid I'd have to pat my back. As for the paper towels and the mineral water, I looked around. There were no shops, just across the street, but they were very far away.

After thinking for a moment, I sighed and said, "Lingtong, stay here. Don't go anywhere else.

Ling Qian said: "Scram."

I walked across the street. I had to cross the fence, which was more than a meter high. There were no traffic guards late at night, or I would be punished.

After buying, he took the mineral water and turned around. In the distance, he saw a skinny man squatting beside Ling Qian, saying something.

I thought that it was a rogue. I immediately walked a few steps and stepped over the fence to see the skinny man leave with Ling Qian's bag. He isn't a hoodlum, he's a little thief. I quickly gave chase, shouting as I did so. That skinny man runs really fast, even faster than before I shouted.

"Catch the thief."

At a distance of over ten meters, the more I chased, the colder my heart became. He obviously had people on his way and even though he heard me shouting for a thief, no one stopped me. The current situation of our society is truly laughable. Of course, this taught me one thing, to rely on myself. I have to rely on myself at all times, no matter how tired I am.

I chased after him for two blocks and then the little man suddenly dashed into an alley and I rushed in after him.

The alley was very dark, and I could only vaguely see his figure. At that time, the only thing I thought of was to throw a bottle of mineral water at him, if I hit him, I would drag him away, otherwise, I would completely lose him.

In those few brief seconds, I prayed to myself, and threw a bottle of mineral water at him.

I heard a crash, and the skinny man fell. I took the opportunity to rush over to take a look, but he fell beside the garbage truck and was about to get up. How could I give him a chance?

I gasped against the wall, picked up my bag, and kicked him a few times before I turned and left the alley.

I walked back as I passed by a stone house. I bought two bottles of mineral water, one for myself, and the other for Ling Qian.