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"How do I leave? Luring a tiger out of its lair? " I will go down to look for the locator, then run to a distant place to do something. After that, I will do something, I will yell at the top of my lungs, and then lure the tiger away, while here Ling Qian will run in the opposite direction, all the way back to Wutong Mountain. I will look for the administrative office, or find a donkey friend to call and ask someone to save me.

Ling Qian shook his head: "There's no other way it can be, even if there is, you wouldn't do it even if I said so …"

"What method?"

"I'll lure the tiger away. Go out and find someone to save me." Stupid, the same way I did.

I denied it. "No, unless we trade."

"That's fine too." Ling Qian agreed, "However, how do you plan on luring the tiger away?"

"I don't know. Let's keep waiting, as long as it leaves for a while." Will it go? I don't know, I'm nervous, that uncontrollable sadness seems to eat into me bit by bit, I don't know how much longer I can hold on.

Ling Qian sighed and did not speak further.

"Are you depressed? "Don't worry, it's alright. I feel like good luck is about to arrive …" I comforted her, because today there was something wrong with her condition, or rather, starting from last night's sleep, it was clear that she wasn't as lively as she had been yesterday. Yesterday I said she was heartless, I shouldn't have done that, in fact she kept a good state of mind, I felt a little more at ease myself.

Ling Qian sighed: "Maybe it's bad luck, maybe we won't be able to see tomorrow's sun, don't you think that it's a pity?"

I shook my head. "I don't think so. If it was fated, I can only accept it. However, I don't think I was fated to be killed by a tiger. Do you think you are?"

"I don't know. I want to die a little more beautifully. How about strangling me to death? There will be an intact corpse. Moreover, dying in your hands is much more comfortable than dying in a tiger's mouth."

My face is cold!

The time was no longer slow, but rather fast. The weather was also very good. The sun was shining on the flowers and plants around them, and the sounds of birds chirping could be heard. Everything seemed so calm and beautiful. It felt like going to a hotel to find a room to treat his little brother. Ding dong. The doorbell rang. The beauty was about to enter, so he happily ran to the door to take a look. The heck, his girlfriend was standing outside …

The tiger, as always, occasionally let out a terrible growl, as if to tell us that he had not left yet, and that he would wait, that he was more patient than we were, that he would eat us.

Ling Qian said, "Chen Xi, it's 12: 30 now. We need to think of a way to move before 3 o'clock, if not we won't be able to leave, we don't have enough time …"

"I f * cking know. I don't need you to say that again and again. Are you done yet?" I was upset, I was in a bad mood, I couldn't think of a way, I was angry, I didn't smoke, I couldn't calm my emotions. I want to smash something f * cking. Last time I smashed Cao Fangyi's TV, I found out that she was angry and felt really good about smashing things. If you don't believe me, you can test it on your TV.

Ling Qian sat close to me, and said gently: "Chen Xi, don't be like this."

"How am I? What can I do? Why do you have to come here? Other people travel to see the scenery, to see the monuments, and so on. Do you know where you go to see bullshit? What kind of brain do you have? Is there something wrong with your head? I was fucking killed by you, you know... "Is that so?"

"I'm sorry!" A wronged tone.

"Sorry my ass. You even harmed yourself. You first let yourself down, not me." I knew it was wrong to curse, but I couldn't help it. I didn't expect that I would actually make her cry. Oh my god, this strong woman. This is the second time I've seen her cry, or rather, it's more appropriate to say that she's been crying. The first time was at the hotel in Qingdao. Gone, this time it was... Because she wasn't in a good mood, but had always pretended that she wasn't afraid and was scolded by me, she unconsciously shed tears. When I saw her, I felt a little regretful and immediately said gently, "Alright, sorry, I just …" "You're not angry at that beast for being angry at you …"

Ling Qian said: "I'm not afraid of death, do you know what I'm afraid of?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"I have never enjoyed many things, I have never done many things, I have never been to many places, I have never eaten many things, how tragic is it that I died just like that? I have never fallen in love before, and died in such a shameful manner. I'm afraid even God would not accept me, and my soul will not have a home to return to, floating like a ghost in such a great mountain. I'm very cold, very lonely, very desolate, and I can't see anything, feel nothing, want to perish, but am unable to do so even after ten thousand years of reincarnation … "

I was speechless. All of a sudden, I didn't know what to say to her. It was just that he did not expect her to have such a twisted poetic feeling. I don't even know what I did wrong. I was so unlucky to run into a tiger, there are so many people in the country, I wonder how many people would climb the mountain every day. I just happened to meet him.

"Chen Xi, there are still two more hours. Let's fall in love, if we die in the end, we can leave together with a beautiful smile on our faces. In the next life, you will still be you, I am still me, and maybe we will get to know each other, maybe not, but we can still feel each other."

"Huh?" "I broke out in cold sweat. She actually made such a request?" This... How can I fall in love? "What about my next life? This blanket is finished …"

She looked at me with a flash of determination, then squeezed into my arms and said, "Hold me, that's all. Talk to me."

This is called falling in love? Obviously not, but maybe we're going to be eaten by a tiger, or maybe we're going to starve to death. It doesn't matter, everything's not that important anymore.

"Remember how long we knew each other?" Ling Qian, who was in my embrace, asked.

"I don't remember."

"It's been almost a year, but I feel like it's been a long time …" After hesitating for a moment, Ling Qian continued, "But so what? You and Ling Wei are together, why did you know Ling Wei? It's the responsibility of your evil boss. If she kicked you out on your first day at work, how nice would that be? But she let you stay. She was thinking of all the ways she could torture you because you spilled a glass of wine in the bar, didn't you? "

And I said, "Actually... It wasn't my fault, it was my friend who did it. The first thing he did was run away, I became a scapegoat. "

Ling Qian raised her head and looked at me: "Really?"

I nodded. "Really."

"Misunderstanding such a big thing?"

"Misunderstandings are everywhere in life. Misunderstandings are fate as well." Yes, I mean fate, she and I really have an affinity. We can't cut it off, or maybe we don't want to cut it off. Facing her now, my heart really seemed to be melting. It probably didn't matter anymore. If my life was gone, what other things could be of value? No value, so they could all do it, so they could all say …

"Do you hate her?"

"I used to hate her, but I didn't hate her. She didn't know that I was in the park before I left. She left. I read the letter she left behind, and then I kept crying."

Ling Qian asked in an astonished tone, "Why are you crying?"

I shook my head as I recalled, "I don't know. I can't describe that feeling. It's just that it's extremely uncomfortable …"

"If she'd told you not to go, would you have stayed?"

I can't answer that question. Will I leave? Won't he go? I don't know, I should be able to leave, but it would be hard to say whether or not I would be able to wait for Ling Wei in the United States for so long. Don't think that I'm evil. Humans are contradictory. You're not contradictory. It's just that you haven't met with anything that would make you contradictory …

"Will it?" Ling Qian asked.

"I don't know, maybe, maybe not."

"Heh, actually, it wasn't easy for her either. She hesitated for a long time before acting like that to see you. Actually, when she left, she also walked with tears in her eyes. It was her first time crying like that in the streets and alleys." Ling Qian sighed, "There are a lot of things that I know, but I have to hurt each other. If something was missed, it wouldn't belong to him. If she didn't know who to blame, would she blame herself? As if she himself was unable to control herself. "

"I agree."

"Do you regret this with Ling Wei?"

"I don't regret it. Why should I regret it?"

"Now, we're going to die. Do you miss her?"

"Yes." I really wanted to, really wanted to, really wanted to die, but I could only think, her image was in my mind, but her person was tens of thousands of miles away from me, so close and so far away, this feeling was very uncomfortable.

"From now on, don't even think about it. You and I are in love!" Ling Qian reached out her hand, touched my face and said, "Let's do this. Why don't you sleep for a bit? I'll call for you when the time comes."

"I can't sleep, I can't sleep." I am confused. What time is it? She even told me to sleep. She can't be thinking of luring the tiger by herself, right? Maybe she would, "Ling Qian, don't tell me you are prepared to fight it out with the tiger and let me go?"

"I can do it. I'll do it."

He was speechless.

"How about, we go outside the stone, it's good to be in the sun, it's too cool here, it's uncomfortable …"

I said yes, and Ling Qian immediately left my embrace, took her bag out, took out her clothes and spread it out on the flatest spot, sat down with her bag, and recovered her previous actions, she continued to lean on my chest, and looked at the unsightly sky. I didn't look at the sky. My eyes were drawn to something else, her breasts, the collar so large that I could see she wasn't wearing a bra. I saw more than five hemispheres out of ten.

Well, I don't know why I feel that way, but I do, and I'm kind of reacting in a way...

Ling Qian's gaze shifted from the sky to my face. I didn't know if she felt my reaction or not, but she pressed her hand against her waist. She finally sat up and crossed her legs, looking at me tenderly. There were a lot of complicated things in her eyes that I couldn't see clearly, couldn't tell, and didn't have time to tell. I just looked back at her the same way she looked at me.