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Mu Qianxue can clearly see the heartache and loneliness in Qin Hao's eyes, and feel that his hand holding his body is also slightly shaking. He can't help but feel tight in his heart. His body softens and he no longer struggles. His small hand takes Qin Hao's big hand.

"Actually, I, I am a very conservative person." Mu Qianxue suddenly blushed, biting his lips, said coldly.

Qin Hao was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "what do you mean?"

"I, my mother told me since I was a child that women should be consistent. Therefore, I hate myself very much. I should even sign that kind of contract with a stranger." Mu Qianxue hesitated for a moment and explained.

Qin Hao does not speak, quietly looking at mu Qianxue, waiting for the following.

"Am I stupid and funny?" Mu Qianxue lies on his side with his back to Qin Hao. He doesn't want him to see his eyes. He says quietly: "in this era, many people don't care about their first night, but I care about a fake husband as a shield. It's clear that we haven't done anything between us, but I just can't think of it. I can't ignore all this. Even if you don't agree with me too much, I still want to go on like this. "

"Regret it?" Qin Hao was silent for a moment, and asked nervously. He was afraid that what he heard next would destroy all this.

To his surprise, mu Qianxue shook his head and said in a soft voice: "at the beginning, I really regret that I am crazy. You are shameless, lecherous and playful. Your appearance is just barely passing the test. You are a bit of a sissy. You can be mediocre and have no ambition. I even signed an agreement with you and got married. It's just self abuse. "

Qin Hao's face suddenly darkened, and he thought to himself that sometimes speaking too straight is really hurtful.

"But since that day when you came out for me and Jun in my old house, I decided to live with you. At that time, maybe I just felt grateful to you. More likely, I still used it and thought you could help me. But later I learned that you saved me in Pearl department store and killed so many people for Xiaojun's sake. I think you are also very good. It was the first time that I felt protected. It was just like lying in the arms of my mother when I was a child.

When I was a child, I felt that men were unreliable. Even my father abandoned me and Xiaojun. What other man was worth relying on. It was better to rely on myself. But after I had you, I found that it was very good to have a man to rely on. Even, I sometimes fantasized about what we would do and whether we could live like this all the time. If I lost you, I could not get used to it. Unfortunately, I found that I have been used to your existence in this family life, so I want to accept you, let you become our family, for me, for Jun, also for you.

I know that I don't look like a woman in many places. I don't have Dai Qianni's seduction, distant enthusiasm, tenderness, loveliness and coquetry. I don't even know how love and marriage are. I'm just a qualified company manager and workaholic, but I'm not a good wife candidate. Even so, I still want to keep going with you. Even if you don't like me, I can't let you leave and end all this.

In fact, I have thought about leaving and ignoring you, but as soon as you take the initiative, I can't help thinking about you because you are worried. No matter when, it's always me who loses. "

"That's because you love me, and I like you. I'm not the kind of person who will compromise if I don't like it. I'm also conservative." Qin Hao's heart is very excited, he now completely understand mu Qianxue's intention, his voice trembling said, he wants to let mu Qianxue at ease.

"Actually, I'm going to apologize to you today and tell you something." After understanding mu Qianxue's intention, Qin Hao has no worries. He decides to confess to Mu Qianxue.

"I used to have a first love. She helped me a lot and saved me many times, just like a gentle big sister. She helped me through when I was the most lonely, saddest and hated myself. On the day of returning home, I confessed to her and wanted to take her back with me. However, I was rejected and betrayed. I went back to the time when I was alone at first. After returning home, I was taken to the mountains by my master for two years. I thought that everything was over, and I also smoothed that past.

However, the day Qiu Lin came, she also came. I met her and she told me that she wanted me to go back and she regretted it. I thought I could do not care about the past, can lose that memory, but see her, I can not control their emotions, I am very angry, I scolded her, let her go. In fact, I am afraid that everything will be disturbed step by step. I am afraid that I will go back to the time when I was alone again. So, I drank a lot of wine, and then, you know that. "

"That woman, should be excellent?" Mu Qianxue clenched the sheet tightly in both hands and asked softly.

Qin Hao nodded: "well, she is excellent. In our circle, she is called Luoshen."

"It is as graceful as a dragon. Autumn chrysanthemum, huamaochun pine. As if Xi if light cloud cover the moon, floating Xi if the flow of wind back snow. If you look at it from afar, it will be as bright as the sun rising into the morning glow; if you are forced to observe it, it will be as bright as the other waves of Hibiscus. It must be beautiful to be called a goddess. "

Mu Qianxue can't help but feel a little sad. Unexpectedly, this man is not only confused with Dai Qianni, song Yao and others, but also has such a beautiful woman. Moreover, it is his first love. They all say that the first love is the most unforgettable thing for a man."Well, she's beautiful." Qin Hao replied truthfully. Mu Qianxue's face suddenly became cold, and he wanted to break away from Qin Hao's arms and kick this guy out of bed. However, Qin Hao didn't want Qin Hao to suddenly change his words: "but I don't regret it, because now I accept me and accompany me. It's you who lie in my arms, and where I want to stay is also where you exist."

Hearing Qin Hao say this, mu Qianxue is as sweet as honey in his heart for no reason, and his body is also soft, but he refuses to give up: "hum, who knows whether you are true or not. You are such a guy, you can't believe what you say! I've been hiding so much about me

Seeing mu Qianxue's refusal to believe himself, Qin Hao was so evil that he became more and more close to Mu Qianxue from behind. He buried his head in Mu Qianxue's fragrant neck and got close to his ear and took a greedy breath: "if I have a lie now, I will die in front of you immediately! You know, people like me don't swear with their lives

Mu Qianxue listened to Qin Hao's vows. His heart was warm, his eyes were slightly red, and he couldn't help getting wet.

Since her mother left, she has not cried in front of others. Even if her grandfather passed away, she lost her last dependence. She just secretly hid and cried. She didn't cry in front of outsiders. She even was scolded by Meng Qiulan and Xu Fanghua to be cruel and cruel and refused to cry.

However, she showed a weak side in front of Qin Hao twice in a row. Once she was angry and cried, this time, she was moved.

She clenched Qin Hao's hand, and her red lips opened slightly. She said, "I warn you, you stay by my side for a day. I don't want you to die. You can't die! You are dead, who will protect me and Jun? Who gives the shoulder to let me rely on? You have bullied me so many times. If you die, who can I settle for it? "

PS: the new book list of flowers in the last month...... 、。。。

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