"I said," why do you always follow me? Are you all so idle in the dragon group? What do you do when you don't stay at home and follow me to this remote part of the poor country Qin Hao looks at Chu ling'er helplessly and persuades him.
I don't know if it's because of Zhang Ye and the royal guards. This encounter with the dragon group reminds him of the mission that the zero team destroyed. He suddenly missed those brothers. After leaving the guard area, he did not follow Lin Xinyi back to Tianhai, but left alone to find the only trace left by his comrades in arms.
Qin Hao has written down the address of their family. For so many years, he has arranged a monthly payment to send it to their home in the name of all his comrades in arms. Every six months, he will write a letter of peace in their name. Whether he is on a retreat in the mountains or on a mission on the brink of life and death abroad, he has never been overdue.
But he did not visit them once.
It's not that Qin Hao doesn't want to, but he doesn't dare. Every time he raises this idea, he is quickly overthrown by a sense of guilt and fear. As the leader of the zero team, he was the only one who survived, which made him not know how to face their family.
Can he tell the parents, the wives, the children that I am their captain, that they all died and I am still alive? I didn't bring them back safely? Not even a body? The identity of the martyrs can't be made public?
Qin Hao could not say these words. He even felt that he would rather let these relatives live in the false, and have a belief that his son is still alive, which is much better than accepting the news that is cruel to the point of madness and enough to make people collapse.
Especially when he received the letters sent back by these family members, he was afraid and ashamed to say half a word.
However, this time, he wanted to make up his mind to see them, to see their living situation and their physical condition. It was also a consolation and response to the brothers under Jiuquan, and also to let his heart get a trace of forgiveness.
In these two or three days, he walked south and North almost half of China. All his comrades in arms went back to their hometown, leaving the last one.
Compared with the members of the whole zero team, this one is more special than Qin Hao. When Qin Hao joined the team, he taught Qin Hao how to use thermal weapons, how to drive, how to open tanks, how to fly airplanes, how to assassinate, how to investigate and so on
At the same time, this one is also the most powerful person in the whole team except Qin Hao. He was also the original candidate of the team leader. Because Qin Hao is really too young. Although his personal strength is the super king of war, he is praised by people, but his experience is too little. He may crush all the people by fighting alone and killing people. But when it comes to the command team, he It's too young to be the best candidate.
However, at that time, Qin Hao was young and vigorous. He was dissatisfied with the decision, and even frustrated. He felt that he had never met his talent. It was the instructor who gave up the position of team leader and asked the superior to appoint Qin Hao as the team leader. He told everyone in front of him that if Qin Hao was the team leader, the zero team would become the sharp edge of China! If he can't, he is willing to retire, put down all the honors, go home to farm, bet on his military career and future!
Qin Hao did not fail to live up to the instructor's assurance. In just one year, the zero team became the most effective, the most lethal and the most efficient special team in the military!
On the last mission, the instructor suspected and reminded Qin Hao that he might be trapped in the battle plan before the action. However, Qin Hao was so headstrong and obstinate that he could not go if he was greedy for life and death. Although Qin Hao's words were insulting, the drillmaster followed Qin Hao. Even though he knew that there might be a trap in front of him, because they were brothers and members of the zero team, they went into the trap without hesitation. When breaking through the encirclement, it was also the instructor who led the people to take life to create opportunities, which gave Qin Hao a trace of vitality.
No matter from which point of view, Qin Hao's most indebted and guilty candidate in the whole zero team must be the instructor. What he fears most is facing the instructor's family members. He knows that the instructor has a newly married wife, elderly parents, and a younger sister two years younger than himself.
Just a few days after marriage, his wife became a widow. She didn't even have a trace of blood. Besides, she went to die for Qin Hao. How could he not blame himself?
Even if he had made up his mind, Qin Hao retreated again when he set foot on the land where his brothers were born and raised. He still didn't have enough courage to look at the living conditions of his brothers' families from a distance. He didn't even dare to say a word or even face to face.
To tell you the truth, Chu ling'er's views on Qin Hao have changed a lot these days. The day is not afraid of the earth. It is so powerful that even the man who dare to fight with Tianwei is afraid. He can only hide away from him like a thief. He is so afraid that he will drink one bottle after another after another, but he does not dare to get drunk completely until two days and three days Never closed my eyes at night!"Big brother, anyway, I'm also self-cultivation when I go back to the school. I can also heal my wounds with you. I'm tired of staying on Kunlun Mountain since I was young. Those elder martial brothers and sisters are all too boring. How can I have fun running around with you. Please don't drive me away. I won't bother you, OK? I've been away for so long and I've been to so many places. I haven't bothered you once. Oh, I'm still drinking with you when you're depressed. You can't turn your face and ignore people... "
Chu ling'er, with her small mouth, pitifully blinking her big eyes, is 1.5 meters tall, with her childish face, and her deliberate expression and movement, she can instantly kill a large family man's heart. As long as he is a normal man, he can't be angry.
Qin Hao is also a man. He has a headache for Chu ling'er. He can't do anything about it, especially if he doesn't know the actual age of Chu ling'er, he still thinks it's very good, but he knows that the cute cute cute cute appearance is made by a 30-year-old woman, so he can't help but feel speechless and headache.
"If you get it, follow it. If you have something to say, don't be cute, OK? Old fellow iron, I really can't carry your power. " Qin Hao rubbed his temple, which was a little sour and swollen. He said without a word.
As a little Lori, chuling'er, who is used to being cute, makes an air filled expression. Her cheek is full of air, and her face is more round, like an inflatable balloon.
However, she didn't dare to really quarrel with Qin Hao. Qin Hao was obviously in a bad mood these days. She made a fuss at this time, and she wanted to be expelled.
Seeing that Chu ling'er was so cute and cute, Qin Hao, with a heavy heart, could not help but smile, and his depressed mood was slightly liberated.
"These days, are you going to the hometown of the former zero team comrades?" Chu ling'er was bored for a while, and finally asked this question. In the past two or three days, she had countless impulses to ask, but Qin Hao's expression was too gloomy. She didn't dare to ask. Now Qin Hao was laughing, so she took the opportunity to ask.
Mention this matter, Qin Hao's smile can't help but a stagnation, face full of clouds again.
"If you don't want to answer, just think I didn't ask. I didn't mean to..." Seeing that Qin Hao's mood changed again, Chu ling'er quickly waved his hand to explain, for fear that he would misunderstand him.
However, to her surprise, Qin Hao didn't seem to want to avoid it again. She interrupted in a low voice. She explained in a hurry and flustered way: "yes, you guessed right. I went there these days. I have evaded the fact that I dare not face for six years..."
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