"School, I once wanted to drop out and didn't want to go there, but if I didn't go, I would feel very uneasy. It's strange to think that if you can't go to school for a long time, you will want to go again Shuya said with a smile, but the smile in Qin Hao's eyes is so weak, so heartache.
"You know what? For the general students, the most favorite in school should be rest time, but I am different, I hate rest most. My dream at that time was to be able to finish my studies quickly, get out of school, and change my identity to join the school as a teacher. I want to be a teacher who can listen to what children say, what they hide, and what lies
"Before, I didn't understand why they wanted to target me. I didn't know where I had done something wrong, and I didn't understand where I had offended them. Could it be said that a child without parents must even breathe is a mistake?" Speaking of this, Shuya got up from Qin Hao's arms, went to the closet, opened the door, and took out a thick notebook from the corner.
This is an old notebook without any printing, full of dark clouds and depressing colors. The yellowing pages show its age. Some things are too painful for me to use my mouth. Only words can express it.
Open a page casually and it says:
today, sister Wei Wei finally added a chicken leg to the lunch box. It seems that she has not eaten meat for half a month. Parents left the insurance are taken by those relatives, sister Weiwei parents have not much left. Although sister Weiwei has been hiding from me, I know that she has been working outside after school recently. This meat meal may be her wages for several hours.
When the lunch break time came, I was already hungry. I picked up the lunch box and rushed to the Da ~ ye who served us hot food in the canteen. Da ~ Ye was a good man. He knew the situation in my family and didn't ask me to collect money for hot meals every time. After the hot meal, I was very happy to run to the classroom, I remember that feeling, the body is light, like a little bit of force can fly up. However, at this time, I was seen by Guo Ningxiang and several of her attendants. Zhang Xiaoyan skillfully stretched out her legs. I couldn't stop before I tripped and the lunch box flew out.
In fact, I want to protect it, but it seems that my hands can't reach it. Almost half a box of rice is spilled out. Sister Weiwei gets up in the morning and makes dishes all over the floor. The chicken legs are also gone, and they become food for ants. My hand knocked on the ground, blue a big piece, serious place also purple, knee also abraded skin, also bleeding, good pain!
Guo Ningxiang, several of them, including the students who passed by, were laughing. They also deliberately stepped on my lunch box. I really hate it! It's useless for me. I dare not fight and fight! Also hate why they want to target at me, bully me, no parents to protect the children must be subjected to bullying torture?!
At that moment, I was lying on the ground really helpless, I didn't want to get up from the ground, thinking that if only I could die like this. In this way, not only will I not be bullied, but also no one will scold me for not having a tutor, having no parents, broom star, and seeing my parents. How nice. I really hope someone can help me, even if it's just pulling me up, I'll be very grateful to him. Unfortunately, who cares about my lonely child?
Turn to another page;
I'm still not so good today.
I am too afraid of class time, because there is a teacher in class, no one dares to do anything to me, but as soon as the bell rings, there are a few boys who don't like learning to bully me. They take my books and books as flying saucers and throw them from one end of the classroom to the other. I go to pick them up and put them on the table. They throw them back and forth again. If I don't pick them up, they threaten me to throw them into the bucket.
Can I read the book in the bucket? And in this winter, I think the books in the water should be frozen on it. Is there any other way for me to be helpless except to let them play?
Today, I will be a heartless fool. If they have a good time, they will not steal my things.
Shuya reached out and opened a pile of paper at will, and it was a new one:
on the third day of school, today it was our group's duty. When we cleaned up, Guo Ningxiang asked me to fetch water from the water room. I brought the water back. A boy said that he would spray water on the ground to suppress the dust. He threw water on me directly, and my clothes were wet. Then Guo Ningxiang didn't know where to get all the canned herring on my body, but also laughed and told the students that I smelled.
God, can you help me? Why are they always targeting me?
If I don't go to school, no one will bully me. If I stay at home, the world will be peaceful.
But I can't do this. Sister Wei works hard in her spare time to earn money. She can't sleep well every day. In order to save enough tuition for two people, I can't waste sister Weiwei's hard-earned money. I have to go to school.
On the next page;
today, the head teacher asked me to go to her office and ask me why I always don't wear school uniform recently? It's not because their clothes are always graffiti, splashing water and tearing, I can't wear a full of ink, or stinky clothes in class, right?The head teacher asked me if I was bullied, I hesitated, before she asked me, I dare not say, but this time, I really can't stand, and told the teacher these things. The teacher told me, let me rest assured, she will find a way to help me solve, will teach those bullying my bad classmates. I believe that, I think, she is a teacher, an adult, not to cheat a little girl like me.
After school, I was blocked by Guo Ningxiang and several of them in the school grove. I was beaten. They slapped me in the face, pulled my clothes, and threatened to find someone to rape me. I was really scared. When I was beaten, I wanted to die again. I thought it was boring to live like this. I felt that this kind of life had no life.
Later, the head teacher also did not look for me, every time she saw her, she turned a blind eye to me, this matter also did not end, I was bullied more severely. I heard people say that Guo Ningxiang's family seems to be very powerful, not ordinary people can afford to provoke, so the teacher will shrink back.
Seeing this, Shuya is already in tears. She reaches out again and wants to turn the page, but Qin Hao grabs her wrist.
Looking up slightly, Qin Hao's expression is extremely angry. His eyes are full of heartache and pity. He looks at her and shakes his head. "Don't turn it again. It's enough, enough, enough..."
This is just a few days in her six years of life. It can be imagined that in those six years, in addition to the cold and summer holidays, Shuya's body was bullied and insulted every day. Some of them were even excessive and serious.
Think about it, such a thing for an adult is unbearable, let alone just a weak girl who has no support. How can Shuya not feel inferior and timid when she has such a life experience? Her refusal to contact people is just a self-protection method she is used to.
Qin Hao knows that Shuya has been bullied on campus, and that her six-year experience is very painful and gloomy. However, he knows what kind of life it is to see with his own eyes and hear with his own ears.
He firmly grasped Shuya's little hand, and his eyes were slightly red. What he contained was not tears, but the fierce intention to kill. "Wife, you have been wronged. My heart has almost become a group, I see the devil around you, but no angel to guard you. I can't help you change the past, but, please rest assured, from now on, there will be no more demons around you. Because you have subdued the greatest devil
The author does not forget the original intention to say: the second more to send, there are two more, for flowers, for flowers, for................
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