"I'm sorry."
Qin Hao's voice was low and guilty. All his explanations and rhetoric were so feeble that he could only repeat this meaningless sentence, which was the only thing he could say at present.
Ren Han raised her eyes slightly. Her eyes were full of tears. She looked at Qin Hao with profound meaning. Her voice trembled and said, "besides this, do you have nothing else to say to me?"
Silence! Dead silence!
Qin Hao trembled his lips slightly, but he couldn't open his mouth. He once again hurt a woman, a woman who loved him. The unconscious words just now hurt and hit Ren Han indelibly. Even if he said that, what could he do? Can we change the fact that we hurt each other? Can you change him just to help?
He is very contradictory, psychological also very struggling, he really does not know how to choose, is to take a responsibility again? Or would you rather let her hate herself than get involved in this messy relationship?
"You don't want me because I've got a bruise on my face and it's not good-looking, right?" Ren Han has already started to think wildly. Maybe she knows that Qin Hao doesn't mean that, but she needs a reason, even if it's a psychological excuse.
"How can it be?" Qin Hao quickly explained, "don't worry. I have asked the doctor about your injury. It's very well recovered. There's no need to worry about the scar. I'll get rid of it and make sure there's no trace left. Otherwise, you'll ask me!"
"Then tell you, why on earth is it?! Why are you so cruel? Why do you give me hope and break it yourself? Why are you so cruel to me? " In anger, Ren Han smashes the apple in his hand to Qin Hao, and shouts in pain and asks.
Qin Hao didn't dodge. He let the apple hit his chest and hit the middle of his heart. He didn't know whether it was an illusion or something. Obviously, even the bullet couldn't make a mark on his body. However, his heart was hit by an apple with a sharp tingling sensation like a needle. He couldn't help but hum.
"I'm sorry..." Qin Hao opened his mouth, but his voice was hoarse. "I really don't suit you. I'm not a good man. I'm a playboy. I'm not as good as Jiang Xuan. I can't give you happiness I know I don't expect you to forgive me. I did harm to all the disasters you suffered. I can't help you I just hope that you can live a good life, at least, find a man who can love you wholeheartedly, which is good for you and me... "
"Hypocrisy!" Ren Han rebukes Qin Hao with no affection, "do you really think so? If so, why do you interfere in the affairs between Jiang Xuan and me? Even if he does have a lover, he is willing to spend his mind on me on the surface at least, and make great efforts to pursue me and be good to me. Why are you so hostile to him? Even if I'm a man to drive her away? You drive away the people around me and let me find someone who loves me to live a good life? Do you think it's possible? What's the difference between Qin Hao and me
Qin Hao asked himself that his psychological quality was still excellent. He had broken through the sea of corpses and blood, and had seen the abyss of hell. Even if he was facing death, he had never felt timid. In his heart, he always had the perseverance and will of fearing heaven and earth, fighting against the sun and the moon. It is with this will from the soul that he can come to this day!
However, such a Qin Hao is hesitating because of the woman in front of him. He even finds that he can't face all this calmly. Ren Han's sarcasm and sarcasm still scold him. He doesn't know what to do or even what to do.
In the past 20 years, the number of times that Qin Hao's heart wavered and hesitated can be counted with one hand. Back to the last time, it was because of the tragic death of the brothers in the zero team, and he decided to leave the army to avenge himself.
"I'm sorry..." All in all, Qin Hao did not have any words to excuse himself. He had to repeat the three words to express his apology.
He can't deny his debt to Ren Han. In the state of Japan, she was kidnapped and almost lost her life. Although she saved her life, she destroyed the face that is more important than life. He can feel Ren Han's affection, and he has to admit that it was the other party that he first teased, robbed the other party's first kiss, and he also acted recklessly on the other party. Almost everything he could do was done. It was he who played with ambiguity, and he was also the one who drew the line. Did he ever wonder whether Ren Han's heart could withstand such twists and turns.
In fact, the human heart is still very fragile, and it will die out after several times of wear and tear.
Looking at Qin Hao's self reproach, Ren Han's face showed a sad look. A touch of intolerance flashed in his eyes, and he said in a cold voice, "don't tell me I'm sorry, I'm not rare. You also have nothing to apologize for me, everything is my fault, it is my fault, I should not know you at all, at the beginning of Yi's things should not seek your shelter, more should not be silly to send to the door, clearly know that you are a married man, but still hopelessly love you. On the contrary, I would like to thank you. At least you helped Yi and I. otherwise, maybe Yi Yi has become the plaything of those big people now, instead of being able to pursue his music dream freely. All these are what we owe you. We should pay it back this time, and we will not owe each other in the future You go... "This remark shows Ren Han's character. The woman is stubborn and kind. She loves Qin Hao more than herself. Mingming is heartbroken at the moment. Mingming's heart is in agony, but she still loves Qin Hao. She can't bear to see Qin Hao's remorse and guilt. She even wants to help Qin Hao get rid of him.
Those words seem to be that she said angry words and deliberately satirized Qin Hao. In fact, they are not trying to find excuses for Qin Hao?
A short paragraph and a few sentences seem to have exhausted all Ren Han's strength. After she said these words, the woman completely lost all her energy. She was panting on the hospital bed, her eyes were red, and her eyes were full of despair. Finally, she closed her eyes, no longer looked, no longer listened, and no longer spoke.
Qin Hao was also upset. The more he felt Ren Han's strong love, the more guilty he felt and the more he hated his own behavior. However, there was nothing he could do for her.
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