The classic is worthy of being a classic. Even if it is just animation, the profound significance behind it is also alarming. However, Yunshan was not in the mood to appreciate or understand. It was difficult for her to hold on until the end of the film. Every frame on the screen was all pictures of the journey of the witch clan in her eyes. At that time, even though she lost her mind, her memory was still in her mind. She looked at the emerging pictures from the perspective of Buddha as a third party, and every second in her seat was very helpful to her It's a kind of suffering.
However, she did not leave, did not choose to escape, Qin Hao from the beginning to the end of the film did not let go of Yunshan's hand, as he said, he will accompany her through, no matter how difficult.
After watching the movie, Yunshan almost collapsed, her whole body was covered with sweat, and her arms trembled slightly. I didn't know what kind of horror movie she was watching. With her current state and mood, it is obviously not suitable to continue to carry out other dating activities. Duanmu Rui even thought it a pity, but how could a simple and kind-hearted girl have any opinions? The three people went back home together.
On the way through the flower shop, Duanmu Rui left on the pretext that some customers ordered flowers need to be packed and delivered the next day, leaving the space for the two to be alone. Qin Hao sent Yunshan home. Her current mental state is very unstable, which brings great pressure to her body and needs rest.
From the beginning to the end, Yunshan didn't say a word, just as if she was suffering from the disease of losing her soul. She sat like a wooden man. She got out of the car and went upstairs. Under the arrangement of Qin Hao, she went back to the room and closed her eyes.
Qin Hao did not let go of Yunshan's hand during the whole process. When the latter went to sleep, he sat by the bedside and accompanied her for a moment.
As time passed by, until it was completely dark. Suddenly, Yunshan, who was sleeping, had a movement. Her body first trembled a little, and then her movements became bigger and bigger. Finally, she turned and twisted on the bed. Her face was full of complex expressions mixed with panic, sadness, sadness and fear. Her mouth was even murmuring like a dream He repeated a few words in a hurry, as if to apologize.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, forgive me..."
Qin Hao knows who Yunshan is apologizing to. He holds Yunshan's small hand tightly and shakes her up.
"Sister Shan, did you have a nightmare?"
Yunshan, who had just been woken up, apparently had not recovered. She looked at Qin Hao, who was full of concern. After a while, she threw herself into the latter's arms and burst into tears: "I I saw Da Mao, er Mao, the patriarch, Wu Zi, and many other clansmen. They were all covered with blood and were cut by me with a knife. They called for help and begged for mercy. They wanted to stop me, but I didn't. I killed them like crazy. I don't know why. My hands didn't listen to me. I
Yunshan is crying with pear blossoms and rain, and her emotions are out of control. No matter how strong a woman is, no matter how she plays the role of elder sister who takes care of Qin Hao in her life, she is still a woman at last. She also has loneliness, sadness and fragility. When she needs to be understood, comforted and cared for, she also needs a chest that allows her to rest assured and confide Feelings that can accompany her through difficult times.
Naturally, Qin Hao took the whole thing, put his arm around her head, gently stroked her hair with his palm, and said gently, "it's not your fault. Don't be sad, don't be sad. Everything is destiny. It's the fault of those guys who control our destiny at will, and it has nothing to do with you. I think that since your people have chosen to let you enter the sealed land, it has already represented their choice. They certainly will not blame you. On the contrary, you must live well. You are the last member of the sorcerer clan in the world. Your life not only represents you, but also represents those dead people, represents the whole witch clan. If you are still alive, the witch clan will be Will not perish, they also live in your heart. Believe me, everything will be OK. I'm still with you? You still have a lot of people who care about you and love you. Your existence is of absolute significance... "
In Qin Hao's opinion, being able to vent one's emotions freely is at least a very beneficial behavior for Yunshan to release pressure.
He tried to comfort her, but not much to talk about who was right and who was wrong in the tragedy. Instead, he said a few words about Yunshan's inner needs. He just wanted her to understand that she was not alone. Even if she lost a group of people who had just learned her life experience, she would always have other people who love her, care about her and accompany her Her people, not only Qin Hao, but also Duanmu Rui, song Yao and others, even mu Qianxue, are worried about her, otherwise they will not take the initiative to give Qin Hao a holiday.
Qin Hao is not a lotus flower. What she said is not a panacea, which can 100% dispel Yunshan's heart disease. However, for Yunshan, who is extremely fragile and full of pressure and sadness, those words are just like a life-saving straw. If you grasp it, you don't want to let go. Maybe, in her subconscious mind, she also hopes that someone can treat her Help to pull her out of the mire.
Gradually, Yunshan's mood calmed down a little. Even if a strong woman is fragile, she will not let her vulnerability wrap her forever. No matter how she wants to atone for her in the future, or what her life style is, at least, Yunshan will find a way to live well. This is the best explanation for those innocent people who died, and also the best gift to those who care for her. This is the only way Like, just worthy of strong two words."I'm much better. Thank you hao. I won't go down like this. I should do something for the future. However, I am still a little worried. The tiger soul sword still exists in my body. It seems to be sleeping. I can't communicate with it, and I don't want to use it. However, I am afraid, I can still remember my appearance at that time, just like a monster. If I will encounter such uncontrollable situation in the future, what should I do? I don't want to be a monster again! " Yunshan said in a deep voice with a lonely expression. She let herself go, but she didn't really forgive herself in her heart. In the tragedy of the witch clan, she always thought that she was guilty.
It is because of this that she has to ask clearly that it is enough for a tragedy to happen once. She can't experience a second tragedy either physically or mentally. Otherwise, she thinks she will collapse.
In fact, Qin Hao didn't know that. Even the old demon, I'm afraid, couldn't say clearly. After all, tiger spirit is a spiritual thing. It has a sense of self-determination. A weapon that can impersonate Chiyou and use energy to interfere with the high priest's mind and deceive her for many years. Can it be regarded as a simple weapon?
Even if it now recognizes Yunshan as the main one, who can know whether it will have other ideas and changes one day in the future?
Qin Hao didn't choose to cheat Yunshan. On the contrary, he told Yunshan all the facts. However, after telling the truth, he added: "do you remember the movie we saw in the afternoon? Do you know what I thought when Shinji pulled out ayangpoli? Now, I just want to tell you that no matter whether you will become a monster in the future or whether such a violent walk will happen again, I will always be with you. At that time, I, who was already a monster, would pull you down to my side like Shinji, either sink together or be reborn together! "
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