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Qin Hao just looked at the figure in front of him, and the excitement in his eyes gradually turned to cold. He still can't believe that the man in front of him can be the idol in his mind and the goal of moving forward. He doesn't understand why a person can become so extreme and almost completely different. Even though Xiao Feng expresses his inner confession in general, he still has no way understand.

Drillmaster, he taught him how to adapt to this society. The brother who took care of him like a brother in his life and actions. The honest man who always looked after his wife's photos and joked that he introduced his sister to him as his wife, why did he become so terrible?

"So you're a dog for Saint gate? To the culprit who killed the brothers as a blade, waving the butcher's knife at his own people? You betrayed the country, betrayed the honor of zero and acted for the tiger. Have you ever thought that you are worthy of those dead brothers? Yes, parents who always wanted you to shine? Yes, always regard my brother as the sister of the hero?

Even though they have been to the town, even if they have ever been to me, they would rather not share their dignity with me. But as their son, you have abandoned your dignity and face. Do you think they will be happy to see you like this? Proud of you or disgraced? "

Qin Hao stares at Xiao Feng angrily. There are many sorrows in his eyes. It is true that what they once suffered was so unfair. They paid, but they were betrayed. However, this is not the reason for them to abandon the bottom line principle, crush their original intention and go to extremes.

He has always believed that the world is unfair. Some people have a bright future when they are born, and some people even have a problem with their survival. However, this does not mean that life is doomed to be so. If it is unfair, fight. If survival is a problem, people can still surpass Cheng Sijin's, but they have to make efforts beyond imagination.

However, if we take this as a reason, we will act recklessly, and in order to gain strength, we can abandon everything. Is that not different from animals?

"Don't mention them!" Xiao Feng's eyes narrowed slightly, and then turned into endless sorrow. He said in a low voice, "it has nothing to do with them. Now I am no longer their son. Their son has already died in that war. Xiao Feng is dead! Since I was alive, I have never shown my true face. Now I am not Xiao Feng, but a ghost face

"Qin Hao, I know you are very strong, but do you think you can be better than an organization that has been rooted in the world for thousands of years or even longer? Without a deep understanding of the holy gate, you never know how powerful this organization is. Even though I have been in the holy gate for five years now, I still touch the tip of the iceberg of this huge organization. Don't think that your personal force can be invincible in the world. You can't compare with us. You can't compare yourself with personal force. There are countless masters in the Holy gate. It's not difficult to defeat you!

Don't think that I am alarmist. The reason why you can live safely until now is not that the holy gate can't deal with you, but that you are different from other people. He gives you too many opportunities virtually. Otherwise, you think you can escape the inevitable situation like this? It's better to put your eyes in front of your eyes rather than fight against an opponent who can't compete with you and want to complete the impossible reversal. At least, those who betrayed us at the beginning, no matter Cao Hong, Xu Fanghua, and even the whole Xu family, all died in front of my eyes. This is enough. I have already avenged them! "

"You are so ugly! You complain about the injustice and ugliness of the world, but what is the difference between your appearance and ugliness? Brother Feng, no, now you are not worthy to be my elder brother, nor accompany me to be my instructor Qin Hao angrily refutes Xiao Feng. "Cao Hong and Xu family are just slaves of the holy gate. The real murderer should be the organization that should not exist. What you said is just self deception and comfort. Now you are greedy for life and afraid of death. You can't remember the friendship between brothers at that time!"

"Do you know that the decision of the Xu family must have been directed by the holy gate? Maybe Xu was just fighting for power and personal gain? What you think is always just what you think you think. It doesn't mean that it is the truth of the matter. It's not too hasty to speculate that it is against organizations like the holy gate? " Xiao Feng avoided talking about himself and asked Qin Hao instead.

Qin Hao's words are stagnant. He didn't think about it carefully before. Now Xiao Feng seems to have neglected such an important point when he mentions it. However, by this time, the contradiction between Qin Hao and the holy gate has been unable to ease, and he will not care too much about this query.

"I'll find out if there's someone else behind the scenes, or if it's over, I'll judge." Qin Hao was silent for a long time and said again.

By this time, the two people's emotions have gradually stabilized, no longer as excited as before. For a time, the whole air seemed to solidify down. They looked at each other for a long time, and silence germinated in silence.It's not that Qin Hao doesn't want to open his mouth, but that he really doesn't know where to start. Even though his mood has stabilized, he still can't accept the fact that Xiao Feng is still alive and has become a running dog of the holy gate. For a while, he has always been decisive in killing and fighting, and he is in a dilemma, and he doesn't know what to do.

Maybe he couldn't bear the embarrassing atmosphere. Finally, Xiao Feng took the initiative to speak. After a period of rest, he had recovered some physical strength, which was enough to support him to stand up and calmly looked into Qin Hao's eyes: "I lost in the contest. The winner is the king, and the loser is the enemy. How do you deal with me? I have nothing to say!"

Qin Hao takes a deep breath. This fact is difficult to execute, which makes him unable to start. From the moral point of view, Xiao Feng's hands are stained with the blood of so many Skynet base soldiers. He Qin Hao should kill each other and avenge each other, so as to comfort the spirits of the soldiers in heaven. However, from a personal emotional point of view, Xiao Feng was one of the brothers who tried hard to delay the enemy to break through the encirclement and survive. He owed more than one life to the other party. He wanted to change Xiao Feng's life An opportunity for renewal.

"Come with me." Qin Hao said in a deep voice, with a trace of helplessness and shame on his face. "I know that after what happened in those years, whether it is you or me, you will be frustrated. It's empty to say that what is blue blooded and noble, to die for one's life and serve the country without regret is empty. No one can offer his most noble things without complaint. For those illusory moral principles, we are not saints.

Now I'm just a small ordinary people, and I don't want to understand any big truth. Small people should look like little people. Serious and serious roles are not suitable for me. Why do I want to be selfish in the world? If you don't want to be meritorious or have mistakes, you should be wise to protect yourself. However, things are hard to predict. The world is not as I wish.

Even if I choose to live with a mask of indifference and give up hatred for this reason, the final outcome is still different from what I imagined. I am like the protagonist in the novel, just and awe inspiring, like a hero, but I am different from him in that he is by nature and I am confused. Righteousness, conscience, this kind of thing can not be touched, can also exist, if you ignore it, you will always feel sorry, like an unfinished regret, always remind you. Conscience is not a joke... "

If we say before, Qin Hao is telling Xiao Feng something. Later, he is more like talking to himself, even asking his own heart. The so-called speaking with conscience is undoubtedly Qin Hao's state at this time.

"Come with me. This time I will erase your existence. From now on, you will leave the holy gate and remain anonymous. When an ordinary person lives, I will try my best to make up for the sins you have committed. I can't kill you, at least not now Qin Hao said faintly, his expression was clear and calm, but his voice was a little weak, as if he had done something wrong.

Xiao Feng sighed heavily. He could see the dilemma in Qin Hao's eyes. He also knew how hard Qin Hao had made such a decision to cross the threshold in his heart. This is not to say that Qin Hao is a man who likes to pretend to be profound and righteous. However, his personality is like this. Even in this impetuous society, he will not change his original intention.

Right is right, wrong is wrong!

Even though Xiao Feng doesn't think what he did is wrong, he still doesn't want to listen to Qin Hao's arrangement. Qin Hao has Qin Hao's insistence, and he also has his own insistence. Once some things have been decided, they will never go back. He has chosen such a road, that is, kneeling and going on!

What's more, it's not as easy as Qin Hao said. In China, if it wasn't covered by the holy gate, how could he avoid the eyes and ears of the country, let alone be an ordinary person. Secondly, the holy gate will never let him go like this. Qin Hao's acceptance of him will only bring pressure from both the state and the holy gate. As an old brother and a stubborn man, he does not want to bring so much trouble to Qin Hao.

This is not only about Qin Hao himself, but also an insult to him.

"Don't laugh. Since I have come to this stage, I am doomed to be unable to turn back. If you want me to go with you, you might as well just kill me directly and save me the last bit of dignity that I can't retain in front of you, OK? "

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