"How did you get here?"
Qin Hao couldn't help asking Lin Xinyi at the first sight. After all, a woman who was going to get married the next day was not staying at home the night before her marriage, but she was running around outside. Moreover, he asked him to meet a man. What's more, it was out of place.
Seeing Qin Hao a few months later, Lin Xinyi's mood is very complicated, and her eyes toward each other are mixed with a variety of emotions that are not clear and unclear.
She tried to make herself look more calm and said calmly: "I came to tell you that snow is in my place, you don't have to worry too much. Also, be nice to Xiaoxue. I know that you don't like me interfering in your affairs. However, Xiaoxue has really changed a lot for you. I played with her since childhood, and I have never seen her so attached to a man when she lived, and even lost her self. "
"You're here just to say that?" After a moment's silence, Qin Hao said in a voice.
Lin Xinyi was also silent. They looked at each other in silence. For a moment, the atmosphere was as silent as death.
The performance of women is expected by Qin Hao. There is always a connection between Hua Ximeng and mu Qianxue. Lin Xinyi has no need to go to the middle of the night to say these choices. The most important thing is that these words are not worth mentioning compared with the decisions that women will make tomorrow.
Marriage is undoubtedly one of the most important moments in a woman's life. However, on the night before her marriage, she came to find herself. Qin Hao could not help feeling a bit blocked. He wanted to ask the other party, is he really worthy of such a choice?
For Lin Xinyi, Qin Hao now feels more distressed. I still remember that when they first met, the policewoman, dressed in leather and riding a Harley motorcycle, was full of vigor and heroism. At that time, she was somewhat violent. She spoke and did things frankly, and hated evil as hatred. However, after a series of attacks such as the trip to Yinshan, she seems to have completely changed her personality. She does not have the confidence that she used to be. She looks submissive and not as cheerful and gloomy as before.
When they were silent with each other, Hua Ximeng estimated that Qin Hao had not entered the room for a long time and came out of the living room: "who is standing at the door? Hao, what are you doing standing in the porch? "
When Hua Ximeng saw that it was Lin Xinyi, the woman couldn't help being stunned. No one would have thought that Lin Xinyi would come to the door in the middle of the night the day before her marriage. But flower Xi dream, but has a seven tips exquisite heart, in the heart immediately guessed something, helpless in the heart of a sigh.
Seeing the two people standing so silent, Hua Xi Meng took the initiative to pull them out of the embarrassing atmosphere: "what are you doing? Hao, Miss Lin is a guest. What do you mean by blocking the door in the middle of the night? Come in and have a seat, Miss Lin. I'll make you some tea. "
Then he pulled Qin Hao from the door and asked Lin Xinyi to come in.
Lin Xinyi shook her head in a hurry: "no, Hua Zong, no, I'm just looking for Qin Hao to talk about something. I don't need to bother with a few words."
The appearance of Huaxi dream makes Lin Xinyi feel a little flustered. It seems that only at this moment does the woman realize how inappropriate it is for her to appear at this moment. She explains in a hurry and turns around to leave.
After all, people are going to be brides the next day, so it's not good to spend too much enthusiasm and delay time. They push Qin Hao, who is like a wooden man, and says to Lin Xinyi, "wait a minute, sister Lin. you're a girl's home in the middle of the night. You're going to get married tomorrow. If something goes wrong, it's not good. Let Qin Hao send you, you Not a friend? "
"No, I don't have to be so troublesome. I'm very sorry to bother you so much at night. I can't trouble you any more..." Lin Xinyi, of course, waved her hand and refused, but Hua Ximeng didn't listen at all. She pushed Qin Hao out of the door and then closed the door.
Qin Hao was so muddleheaded that he was driven out of the door by huaximeng. He had to follow Lin Xinyi and walk side by side on the avenue of the community. The street lamps on both sides of the street stretched their figures.
Lin Xinyi gently pursed her lips, the whole person seems somewhat absent-minded, the surface seems calm, but has been tightly holding the corner of her small hand, but at the moment her inner nervous mood is exposed.
They just walked for a while. They didn't seem to want to leave in such a hurry. They were very tacit. They didn't walk out of the path for a long time. In the middle of the night, people have basically fallen asleep. In the dead of the night, two people walk side by side without talking, which makes the whole atmosphere very quiet and depressing.
Finally, Qin Hao opened his mouth and broke the nearly solidified atmosphere: "well, listen to Xiaoxue, you are going to get married tomorrow?"
"Well..." Lin Xinyi nodded and responded.
"Because of this, you fell out with your family and lived with us for some time. I didn't expect that you would get married in such a flash. This time, you won't be forced to get married by your parents again." Qin Hao asked with a smile.
Lin Xinyi bit her lower lip and shook her head: "my family didn't force me any more. It was my own feeling that I had been too willful before. I wanted to do something for my family, but I didn't have the ability. After careful consideration, it seemed that I had to obey their arrangement."Qin Hao frowned slightly, grinned and asked again, "do you like Xu Yongqing?"
"I don't like it. I don't like it. I don't feel like it." Lin Xinyi said faintly, "you know, it's impossible for me and Xiaoxue to be married all my life, and my family won't allow me to. Since we will get married sooner or later, it's better to follow the arrangements of my family. Xu Yongqing's appearance and family background all belong to high-ranking families. Moreover, the marriage between me and him was decided long ago by the elders of both sides, and I have nothing to object to. In the past, I objected because of snow. Now, I don't seem to have any reason to continue. "
Speaking of this, Lin Xinyi's eyes flashed a bit gloomy, depressed and negative to continue to say: "life is not like this? In the past, I was too ignorant. I always thought that the world was what I saw. What is evil can't be right, and what has lovers will get married. I always think of everything as beautiful and take it for granted. I feel that this half year of knowing you is the most important time in my life. I have seen a scene that I have never seen in the first 20 jin years. Now I understand what growth is, but the cost seems to be a little high. Freedom is what everyone yearns for, but growing up has to pay the price of freedom. Compared with the two, I seem to have no choice
Listening to Lin Xinyi's monologue and looking at the bitter smile on her face, Qin Hao suddenly had a feeling of heartache. It was like thousands of knives stuck in his heart and stirred hard. The pain was the biggest torture he had ever suffered. Even if he had broken his arm and leg before, he could hardly stand on his knees 。
At this moment when he was miserable, he did not know when they had left the community. Lin Xinyi got on the car, looked at Qin Hao with a smile, and waved to him: "I still have a sentence that I haven't told you, but it doesn't matter whether I say it or not. I just want to say that it's really a happy thing to like someone in my life. I'm leaving. Go back to have a rest. Remember to treat Xiaoxue well. I'm afraid I'll stay in the capital. I'm afraid the chance to meet will be much less. By the way, tomorrow remember to pick up the snow, and, bless me, you know
Lin Xinyi finally smiles. It's a smile from the bottom of her heart. It's also the first happy smile when they meet tonight. However, Qin Hao can't feel any joy when he sees this smile.
However, he didn't know. Just at the moment when Lin Xinyi turned her head and turned her back to him, two lines of clear tears fell from the corner of her eye. Lin Xinyi stepped on the accelerator as if she was crazy and ran away from Qin Hao's sight. Until she turned the corner, she stopped the car with a sudden brake, and she broke down completely. She was lying on the steering wheel crying bitterly.
Qin Hao was very angry. He only felt that his anger, which had been suppressed for a long time, broke out like a volcanic eruption. He wanted to pull Lin Xinyi out of the car, and then told her in a loud voice that he would not marry such a messy marriage. If he didn't like it, he would like to find a person he liked. He could grow up, what he didn't know, as long as he was free and as long as he was happy!
However, I don't know why, the intense pain in his heart was spreading. He couldn't even walk. His feet seemed to be nailed to the ground with something. He watched the car start and drive away. Finally, he fell into the boundless night. It seemed that he was devoured by some terrible beast. The pain in his heart stopped suddenly, but he felt lost what.
Qin Hao stood at the gate of the community, looking at the endless night in a daze. He didn't even know when the drizzle was coming down from the sky. He didn't seem to have any sense of it. He didn't stop him. He let the rain in early spring wet his clothes.
Sir, is it raining? Why don't you wait in the security room? Our brotherhood will keep an eye on it for you. " The security guard of the community ran out from the room with an umbrella, lying on the top of Qin Hao's head, ignoring that half of his body was in the rain.
If they get sick, they will not be able to stay in the neighborhood.
Qin Hao shook his head: "no, I can't wait for someone to leave."
The young security guard was stunned for a moment and then said, "are you going home? Which house do you belong to? I'll take you back
"Thank you. Don't bother. I can go back by myself."
He still refused. Seeing Qin Hao finish, the young security guard still stood there in the rain. He could not help feeling a headache. He said to himself, "is this because of the lady just now? Although I haven't read any books, I also know that if I can't wait for each other, I'll find them by myself. Maybe it's ninety-nine steps or just one step. "
Don't think that security guard is a simple job. For them, observation is a necessary skill. The young security guard has roughly seen that Qin Hao is trapped in love, so he said according to the other party's words.
Qin Hao turned his head and let the rain fall from his cheek. Staring at each other, he said, "can I really find her?"
The security guard is a little confused. This is a personal matter for you two. I'm just proposing it. I don't know what kind of relationship you have. You don't know what's going on between you. Ask me if this stranger has eggs?Something's wrong with you!
In order to let Qin Hao not continue to be drenched in the rain at the door of the community, the young security guard had to nod his head: "of course, there is nothing wrong with this. People break up and make up, divorce also has compound, legs grow on our own body, where we want to go, isn't it?"
After hearing this, Qin Hao gradually regained consciousness, and his eyes returned to Qingming. It seems that he has figured out some things. He sincerely thanks the security guard: "thank you."
Then he turned and went back.
The security guard was about to catch up: "Sir, it's raining. Shall I take you back?"
Qin Hao waved his hand, didn't look back and strode forward.
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