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Qin Hao puffed out smoke, and the strong taste of espresso and nuts was wafted out. Then the aroma of truffle gradually warmed up. The smell of soil lasted for a long time, with the fragrance of flowers in the middle, which was worthy of its high price.

However, now he smokes not to savor the aroma and taste of this gourmet cigar, but annoyed, from the bottom of his heart for the future worry and irritability!

Su Yanran said at this time: "you don't have to worry too much. I'll try to help you when I go out. This kind of disease is not unprecedented in the world. Even if it can't be completely cured, control should be possible."

Originally, Qin Hao didn't intend to let Su Yanran get involved. Others didn't know his problem. He knew that the old demon could not be solved by Su Yanran's psychology. He was fundamentally different from the so-called personality disorder. There were some things that could not be explained by modern science and medicine. What Su Yanran did was just useless.

However, after experiencing his second slap in the face and letting the old demon out to kill the Zombie King, he did not have the pleasure of revenge. Instead, his heart was full of loss and emptiness.

In Qin Hao's eyes, the admiration of many monks and the attention of two great masters are not worthy of pride and boast, because this is not his strength, but the old demon's. killing the Zombie King, saving so many people's lives and avenging Huo Yuhao, are all done by the old demon.

What is he? A slap in the face, a dog is forced to jump over the wall to have no way to go, and finally can only compromise. He knows that every time the old demon comes out and knows more about his body, the future crisis will become more and more serious.

When will the old demon recover completely?

He had no idea.

What to do after the old demon recovers completely?

He can't help it.

This feeling, terrible!

At this time, Su Yanran, the youngest psychology professor in the history of Tianhai University, may feel better.

Qin Hao was trapped in a whirlpool and was troubled by problems. His heart was confused and lost. This was also a psychological problem, and the role of a psychologist was reflected in this.

Qin Hao didn't respond to anything. Instead, he introduced his childhood to Su Yanran as if he didn't answer the question. "In fact, I don't have a deep memory of what happened when I was a child. When I was a few years old, I didn't remember much. When I left the orphanage, I had a car accident and lost my memory. I forgot everything. Later, I brought a mountain to my master. I may feel that I have something to rely on. In fact, this is not the case.

I remember the first day I went up the mountain. I was hungry for a whole day. I finally went to sleep. But in the middle of the night, I was lost in the forest. I didn't say a word or say hello. Snakes, tigers, hungry wolves, these wild animals are everywhere. I was very scared and panicked. I thought the master would save me at a critical time. He would not have the heart to see the only apprentice die at the mouth of the beast.

But later, when one of my arms was almost torn by a blind bear, I realized that I could really die. At that time, I was very desperate and scared. It was the first time in my life that I realized the almost suffocating feeling. From then on, I realized that it is not an easy thing to survive. Maybe, in the eyes of others, it is easy to live, but in my opinion, it needs to make all efforts to survive.

I thought, now I have brothers, family, I am not alone. But I'm in a panic. I want to talk to someone, and I don't know who I can talk to. Or, I'm used to the feeling of being needed. It's hard for me to change my position. "

Qin Hao is proud. He never shows his cowardly side to others. Even if he is the closest person around him, he always prefers to fight all the difficulties and problems on his own, rather than let the people around him bear a little bit.

Perhaps, this is also a kind of morbid thought in psychology, or perhaps, this is the so-called male chauvinism. Because of this, maybe he will press everything in the bottom of his heart, only in front of Su Yanran, a psychologist, rather than a lover, can he express his thoughts.

Su Yanran can imagine that in the mountains and forests, a child who was only six or seven or seven or eight years old, who should have been studying happily and happily, grew up under the wing care of his parents and family members, but he was covered with blood and wounds and fled desperately in order not to be engulfed by poisonous snakes and beasts and wanted to survive.

Even if he lost his childhood memory, Qin Hao instinctively still had that sense of crisis. Others were born to want to lead others on the starting line, but he was too much behind ordinary people.

Therefore, the sense of crisis often accompanies him. He lives with nothing and has nothing to rely on. Even when he grows up and has the ability to surpass others, he still walks on the edge of death, and the sense of crisis has never been far away from him.

Because of this, Qin Hao will be confused and confused, will choose to retire, will want to live an ordinary people's life, because once had nothing, now will cherish the present, will live so like a salted fish, do nothing every day, no ambition.

In the past 20 years, he lived too hard and worked hard to survive. Now he wants to live at ease. He can get rid of his worries, live easily, enjoy the rest of his life, and feel his emotions."I thought I could live in the way I wanted, but I didn't know until now that my existence was probably just an accident. My life is living for others, and I may lose everything I have now, including myself..." The smoke diffuses in front of Qin Hao, just like a veil covering his face, hazy, just like his heart at the moment, covered by the fog, can not see the road ahead.

Su Yanran can understand Qin Hao's mood. Her life and Qin Hao's life should have been changed. Even if she was a child, no matter how painful she was, there would be no time when she could not live in a real sense. She wanted to commit suicide was just too fragile.

On the contrary, in addition to her unstable mother, she lives a very rich life. Both the Ye family and the Qin family give her no less resources than any of the family's children, and even more because of her inner debt.

How can she not understand the feeling of being robbed of her life by others?

"So, are you going to be so decadent and confused? In my mind, you are that high spirited, impetuous, indomitable man! Can let me rest assured that all his life, including life, is handed over to you! Maybe things you encounter are really hard to accept for a while, but you shouldn't think about solutions, instead of decadence and confusion, should you? " Su Yan Ran is very angry, she likes him is not now he, no woman will like a cowardly man!

Qin Hao shook his head and sighed, "if I have a way, why should I be so upset like now? I'm not simply a psychosis like schizophrenia. You can't help me. I'm just talking to you because I want to talk. You just have a psychologist. "

"Then you live in peace of mind? You are very clear that this is of no help to you at all. Every day, in addition to gathering together with women, talking and playing games, or basking in the sun and reading newspapers and sleeping in, is this really meaningful? Is it fun? Or is it that if you go on like this, you'll get better at what you've been through? "

Su Yanran and mu Qianxue are both representatives of powerful women and the most outstanding existence in their respective fields. For Qin Hao's Salted fish life attitude, Su Yanran has long been fed up with, but before the two did not contact, Su Yanran just kept the attitude of secretly observing in the dark, but in her heart, naturally, after confirming her identity, she had already regarded Qin Hao as her own man Otherwise, how could she give herself to Qin Hao on the train?

Even if there is a reason, it is forced to be helpless.

She stood up and looked down at Qin Hao: "I may not really be able to help you with your problems, but I know that if you go on like this, you will not be able to do so! It is better to fight and rob than to wait for death. That is the real you in my mind! If others want to take away your life, you will take theirs. If others want to take everything from you, you will take theirs! If not, what are you doing here? "

The author never forgets Chuxin: a close friend of Chuxin who is chasing the waves has left. Today, I got the news. I'm sad for a long time. May he still be safe in heaven........

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