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No matter how hard Qin Hao's feet were pulled down by the earthquake, the more his feet fell into the mud, the more he fell into the mud, the more he fell into the ground.

It was not until he was pulled down that Qin Hao found that the method of breathing and breathing did not work. He fell into the water like an ordinary person who could not swim. With the gradual loss of oxygen, he felt chest tightness, shortness of breath, dizziness, dizziness, weakness of limbs, and almost fainted.

In fact, he is also very clear that he is only the existence of the conscious body, there is no such physiological phenomenon, suffocation, syncope and death is extremely ridiculous. But what he couldn't answer was that the feeling was so real, so painful, it was like drowning, even giving him a feeling of death approaching.

Qin Hao did not experience this feeling. The most recent one was when he was just brought up the mountain by an old bald donkey when he was young. Although the time interval is long, he is very impressed. I still remember that when he was young and frail, he was hungry for the first time. He was chased by wolves. He had no way to go up to heaven and no door to go down to the ground. His body was full of scratches and bite marks, and he almost became a bloody man. Seeing that he was just for a bite, he would be reduced to the food of wolves. Fortunately, there was no way out of heaven, so that he ran into a river and jumped into the river, which saved him.

However, Qin Hao, who had lived in an orphanage since childhood, had no father, no mother and no support. He was very happy to eat some meat during the Spring Festival and put on a new dress. Where else can he learn to swim in the swimming pool?

Not to mention that he can't swim, even if he can swim, his body is covered with scars and blood, and bones can be seen in many places with deep wounds. Don't say that Qin Hao was only a half year old child at that time. Even if he was an adult, he still could not swim. He drank a lot of water and finally was washed to the downstream bank to survive.

That time, it was a nightmare that he would never forget in his life. The pain, weakness, helplessness, and desperate desire for survival made him swear that he would become stronger and have the strength to control his own destiny. With this belief, no matter how the old bald donkey tortured and tortured him, he stood up with his teeth.

The so-called heart demons are the things born from Qin Hao's heart. They are the monsters formed by the weakness and loopholes in his heart. In other words, it is the inevitable disaster on the road for practitioners. It is very easy to understand Qin Hao's heart, find out what had been a great psychological shadow for Qin Hao, experience memories, and present the scene.

After all, it's too important for a person to grow up in his infancy. Many people who have three outlooks are not correct, or they have great mental and ideological defects. Even adults with mental illness are caused by some bad things that happened in their childhood.

Qin Hao is also a human being, so is he. When he was a child, he was also afraid of a lot of things. Even now that he has grown up and is much stronger, he can easily destroy the whole mountain top, so what? The psychological shadow still exists. His fear is not just wolves, nor is it just drowning, but the helplessness of struggling to survive because of the weak.

Death is not always terrible. When the consciousness is separated from the body for a moment, you can't feel much pain. What is really frightening is the helpless suffering years waiting for death!

It has to be said that the mind demon is indeed very successful. Qin Hao's psychological defense line has been hit again and again. Originally, he tried his best to resist and struggle, but he gradually fell silent and stopped moving, as if he had lost consciousness.

Seeing this scene, the happiest thing should be Qin Hao's heart demon. Without any news about the old demon's life and death, Qin Hao's consciousness of the main soul was silent or even disappeared. It was he who benefited the most.

For ordinary friars, there are basically two kinds of results in the failure of heart evil robbery. Either they are lucky enough. Even if they lose, they do not take advantage of anything. No one can take the initiative. Flesh and body directly become white and crazy. Or, it's a fiasco. In this case, the heart demon can take its place and take over the magpie's nest.

However, this is not the same as the old demon. At least, the old demon and Qin Hao are the same. The old demon is Qin Hao, and Qin Hao is the old demon. Like a conjoined baby, they can't be separated. If the water dies, the other one will not survive.

However, the heart demon is quite different. It is the parasite that the old demon often uses to humiliate and ridicule Qin Hao. The three words are the same. They are rejected by the body and need to be killed. If they are replaced by heart demons, Qin Hao will no longer be Qin Hao. In contrast, Qin Hao might as well let the old demon dominate the body!

saw Qin Hao as like as two peas in the Qin Hao era. Several of Qin Hao's different periods of separation had also released their hands, and they had been drilled from the ground, and hand in hand with the mud. They finally fused a black, stature, figure, and Qin Hao alike. It was like Qin Hao went to Africa to dig coal.

Standing in front of Qin Hao, African Qin Hao grinned with a strange smile on his face. His hands slowly stretched out and put them on Qin Hao's neck. His arms burst out and he felt very happy.However, at the moment when it seemed as if the overall situation had been decided, Qin Hao suddenly opened his eyes. Two golden lights were shining straight into the sky, as if he could pierce the whole world. He looked at his black self with no expression and said softly: "since I'm tired, why do you want to wake up? Why don't you lie down and rest forever? "

Qin Hao has already raised his arm. The meat palm is much sharper than the blade. Almost without any hindrance, he stabs into the other side's chest and makes a pair of punctures.

Tick, tick

Blood drips down Qin Hao's fingers. Different from normal people, the color of blood is still so dark. The black Qin Hao's face is full of unbelievable expression, and his only bright eyes are gradually darkening, full of resentment and resentment.

"The past is over. No matter how persistent you are in the past, no matter how unwilling you are, it doesn't matter to me. I only know that even if you are tired and painful, I can't die. Then, it's only you who can die. Thank you for taking so much pain and suffering for me in those past years. I know you are very tired. Now, you can be relieved. Please rest forever... "

Qin Hao didn't care whether he moved the other party. He just wanted to talk about the heart demon. He was a stumbling block in his own practice and the object that must be removed. But he was also one of the forces that could support him to go to the present in his childhood, including obsession, regret, pain and devastation It has helped him bear a large part of it, which is the reason why Qin Hao really thanks.

Poof

Qin Hao's blood gushed out from his palm. The next second, the black Qin Hao chest wound more and more big, and then began to dissipate, bit by bit, so disappeared in front of him.

"Ah..."

Feeling the disappearance of the last touch on his neck, Qin Hao sighed heavily. From the moment he pierced the other side's chest, the drowning suffocation was no longer there. He successfully killed his own demons, and he did many things that the poor monks couldn't do in their whole life.

However, at the moment, he did not have a trace of happiness, there is no relief, on the contrary, he felt very uncomfortable.

It's just like a fat man with more than 300 Jin who tried his best to lose weight. He lost more than 100 Jin with perseverance that most people don't have. Almost one person's weight became a handsome man.

People praise him one after another, regard him as a good story, a legend, because he has done something that many people can't do in a lifetime. But only he knows that he has given up too much, such as the food he loves to eat, the lazy habits, the comfortable life and so on. This is not the life he likes.

Qin Hao now a little bit of this feeling, heart demons must be eradicated, but also, this is not his hope, like.

The darkness continues, even though the black itself has disappeared, the darkness has not been affected.

Not far away, suddenly out of a figure, slowly toward him, that face, looking very familiar, but also very strange.

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