I don't know whether I was awakened by the sunshine or disturbed by the uneasiness in my heart. When Xia Xing opened his eyes, it was already daybreak. Looking at the clock on the wall, it was almost ten o'clock in the morning.
Originally wanted to get up, but Xia Xing felt that his hand was tightly held by people, and couldn't help looking down at his side.
Xi mubai is sleeping a little deep. Xia Xing is a little dazed for a moment. Looking at the traces of cyan and black under Xi mubai's eyes, Xia Xing knows that he must be very tired. Yes, for his own sake, when does Xi mubai worry less.
With a sigh, Xia Xing takes Xi mubai's hand and gently breaks it off. He reaches out and touches Xi mubai's cheek. Xia Xing gently lifts the quilt and leaves the bed.
"Hiss..." Just landed, Xia Xing felt the pain on the thigh, opened his clothes to see, unexpectedly saw a very deep very long wound, Xia Xing couldn't help for one Leng.
Last night, thinking of this, Xia Xing's head began to ache, and his mouth was filled with a very bitter taste. When he picked up the water cup, Xia Xing drank a few water, and the bitter taste in his mouth faded.
Rubbing his head, Xia Xing thought of what happened last night. He was defeated by Xia Shanshan's words, and his sense and defense line were broken. After he came out of the door, he went to the deep mountain. He climbed all the way and suffered a lot of injuries.
Looking at the bruises on his body and the injuries on his feet, Xia Xing sighed. Sure enough, he did something stupid again. But when he remembered what Xia Shanshan said last night, Xia Xing's chest began to ache again.
In Xia Shanshan's eyes, and even in other people's eyes, she is the image of an illegitimate daughter, a very poor image from birth, just like being abandoned. But Xia Xing is distressed, and she has survived. No matter what, she has been bearing it by herself all the time. She knows that she is different from ordinary people, and she already knows her self Their own identity, but why, why do they have to force themselves, so want to destroy themselves, just like they are a stumbling block in the middle of their way, desperate to get rid of themselves.
"Why?" Xia Xing murmured.
Feeling the scar on the body, Xia Xing is depressed in the heart, she also wants to be the same as ordinary people, but why force her? Is her pity really wrong from the beginning?
Bleak smile, Xia Xing picked up the comb on the table and began to comb his hair slowly, but somehow, combing his hair, tears in his eyes involuntarily to the outside, clearly I don't like to cry
"What's the matter?" Heard Xia Xing some sobbing voice, Xi mubai also woke up from hazy, some worried to ask Xia Xing.
Xia Xing a Leng, quickly raised his hand to wipe his tears clean, back to Xi mubai, Xia Xing said with a smile, "nothing, just wake up in the morning, the head is not clear."
After listening to Xia Xing's answer, Xi mubai felt very sorry for Xia Xing, "what's the matter, you don't have to hold it back, you can say it." Slowly say, Xi Mu Bai lifted the quilt and walked toward Xia Xing.
"I'm really OK." Like some angry, Xia Xing just wipe clean tears and flow to the outside, it is difficult to restrain themselves.
"Yang Xu said that if you want to take good care of yourself, you have to keep your mood happy. Look at your yesterday..." At this point, simmbai gave a little pause.
"You asked your assistant to take you to that room yesterday, but at last you didn't know how anxious I was when my assistant called me? You're going to worry about me. " Full of blame, Xi mubai said to Xia Xing.
Xia Xing is a Leng, she certainly knows that she is wrong to do that, but she can't restrain her mood. What can she do? She's really upset now. It's like tens of millions of ants biting their own heart. It's very uncomfortable and painful.
"I know. I'm sorry to be a drag on you." Light said, Xia Xing took a deep breath.
When hearing Xia Xing say this to himself, Xi mubai's expression star has changed. He comes forward, seems very angry, hugs Xia Xing and says, "there is no drag. You are my wife. I should be responsible for you. This is the most basic thing I can do as a husband."
Back stiff, Xia Xing let Xi mubai embrace himself, tears this time more unrestrained flow, Xia Xing choked to Xi mubai said, "don't you think my existence is redundant? Don't you think I shouldn't live in this world at all? "
"Who allowed you to say that! If I say that again in the future, I'll be angry. You are your unique Xia Xing. " Said, Xi Mu Bai patted Xia Xing's shoulder gently, as if in comfort, very gentle.
For ximubai's tenderness, Xia Xing feels helpless and sad for a moment. Really, only ximubai is so good to herself. Only ximubai is really good. Her hands are around ximubai's back. Xia Xing nests in ximubai's chest. The warmth at the moment is enough to make her calm down, really."You don't need to carry everything by yourself. Why don't you tell me when I'm here?" Persuading, Xi mubai says to Xia Xing.
Xia Xing raised his head in Xi mubai's arms, looked at Xi mubai with watery eyes and said, "I'm afraid I said, even you don't want me."
Heart a shock, touched Xia Xing's cheek, Xi Mu Bai Chong drown said, "how can I not you? You are the only wife of ximubai and the only one in my life. "
Xia Xing smiles. She nods to Xi mubai. She smiles gently and sweetly, just like a child who has found a home. She is so pure and clean.
"Buzz." Xi mubai's phone vibrated, and the warm scene was destroyed.
Frowning, Xi mubai reluctantly connected the phone.
"Mr. Xi, I'll let you do everything possible, but you can't do this to my daughter!" Xia Qingshan's angry voice rang in Xi mubai's ear.
After hearing this, Xi Mu Bai's eyebrows wrinkled deeper. He opened his mouth and said coldly, "is uncle Xia scolding me?"
Listening to Xi mubai's cold voice, Xia Qingshan's hand holding the phone trembled. For a moment, he didn't dare to speak. This Xi mubai was really terrible.